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mid life crisis ? no no, mid DAY crisis. happens every day
I tried to leave Kudos on a fic that was already deleted (i had the tab open) and I was expecting it to just bug out or not work but this is so much more unsettling
this scratches sth in my brain
Sun DreamsΒ Β - Β Poul Anker Bech , 1973.
Danish, 1942β2009
Oil on canvas,
μ°Έλ리 Cham-nari
_Gangster #taekookau
_Explicit Omegaverse
_In process 50K (now)
_Strangers to lovers, Forbidden Love, Hurt/ Comfort, Porn with plot
ππ A gangster au with lots of romance and smut in which Taehyung and Jungkook have to explore their feelings in secret until Taehyung gets fed up with it and becomes a mob boss himself.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/61937095/chapters/158377234
im in love wth this π₯Ί
"Do you ever dream of land?" The whale asks the tuna.
"No." Says the tuna, "Do you?"
"I have never seen it." Says the whale, "but deep in my body, I remember it."
"Why do you care," says the tuna, "if you will never see it."
"There are bones in my body built to walk through the forests and the mountains." Says the whale.
"They will disappear." Says the tuna, "one day, your body will forget the forests and the mountains."
"Maybe I don't want to forget," Says the whale, "The forests were once my home."
"I have seen the forests." Whispers the salmon, almost to itself.
"Tell me what you have seen," says the whale.
"The forests spawned me." Says the salmon. "They sent me to the ocean to grow. When I am fat with the bounty of the ocean, I will bring it home."
"Why would the forests seek the bounty of the oceans?" Asks the whale. "They have bounty of their own."
"You forget," says the salmon, "That the oceans were once their home."
i could leave a fic uncompleted? u mean it?
so here's the thing. abandoning fics is good actually.
if you're a writer and you hate writing a thing? you can just stop. slap THE END? on the last chapter if you want to pretend like it's really finished, but mostly just free yourself from the prison of your own guilt. you're spending your valuable free time and mental space beating yourself up about a thing that was your choice to start writing in the first place. you decided to start making the thing, and you can also decide to give it up.
this also applies if you're a reader! starting a fic doesn't mean that you have to finish it. maybe the tags looked good. maybe the summary was intriguing. maybe you even liked the first couple of chapters. But if the story starts going in a direction that you don't like, if the author writes your favourite character in a way that doesn't vibe with you, if you just get bored with the premise and want something new, you're allowed to stop reading. Just because you sit down at the table with a whole entire cake doesn't mean you have to eat the whole thing. Sometimes you just want a little sliver, and that's just fine.
loving a story for a couple of chapters is still a lovely way to spend your time. get your enjoyment out of however much time you want to spend with it, and when that time stops being enjoyable allow yourself to move on.
falling out of love with something doesn't mean the love was never there. the love was there in the beginning, and it mattered, and it stays a part of you - even when it's not still there anymore.
this was def worth meowing at
i was so stoned last night that i googled "how high am i quiz"
im so in love with how my characters love each other that i always have to find and then swap the word tender/tenderly like a hundred times when im writing fluff
me when i write: hold on, how many times have i used this word? i've used it 27 times in the last 1000 words
1993 trans masc π³οΈββ§οΈ π©·ππ γcatalunya independent β β°γ γfree π΅πΈπ¨π©γ +18 fanfic author, mostly taekook ππ β‘ webtoons, anime, all music and AO3 β‘ also activist π± and academic rat π
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