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For once, I feel.. listening to mom's advice would be a better choice
“Sometimes we need someone to simply be there, not to fix anything or do anything in particular. But just to let us feel we are supported and cared about.”
— Unknown
I think there is no perfect time to talk about it..
You were right ..I shouldn't delay it. But I am not gonna talk to her for sure..I want her to know that you fucking hurted me and is still hurting me and if she is really concerned about me , she might ask me what happened?
Am I alright?
Yes, I am , but one thing that always haunts me is why we never work out. Why does our relationship seem dull ? Why is it just one-sided feelings?
I am gonna talk about each and every thing I haven't felt from the time 10 to 20 yrs .
People say "what you give comes back to you"
In your case, I never did
Will I ever get it?
I want you to love me like others do
I want your understanding the most
I want that patt that I don't get
I want that bond that I never owned with you.
I really need that
I need you ..
But nobody gets it..coz I am the only one that gets blamed for not being "loving & caring & and understanding."
I have tolerated all these..ik that I still can continue with this shit..
But I pray to God for a better ending
So , I just stopped trying my best
It's as simple as it sounds
I always try my best but it seems like it's never enough for you.
“Some hearts understand each other even in silence.”
— Yasmine Mogahed
Coz thts toxic..if ykyk
“Bad things are always going to happen in life. People will hurt you, but you can’t use that as an excuse to hurt someone back.”
— Unknown
Some people don't even say that.
Pc: pinterest @Gggg hfdwdc
Don’t like someone for what they could be and see them for who they are. Notice their flaws and shortcomings and ask yourself is this something I can deal with on a day to day basis? If not then don’t pursue it any further. You’re only setting yourself up to be disappointed in the future.
When you share equal interests, you become more close with them..
I think it's natural
I feel like there is some hidden secretive grudge towards me that's never gonna change.
Can I just runaway from all these drama
I hate it here
I am not happy here
I am constantly forced to feel guilty and bad
Ik I'm not that
Ik that I'm good
People love me and valued me
Not any more
I don't wanna hangout with them
It was all my fault
We can't be the same
I can nvr be the old
It's okay
It happens in a friendship
Why does all my friendships had to end this way.
Happiness is so limited
The old talks and fun stuffs
I'm gonna miss it
Coz the next time
I won't be a part of any
Maybe I can learn to be alone.
Maybe I can value myself
Maybe I can be self dependent
And tht became a biggest problems of mine
I talk too much when I like someone.
I'll be fine, I will be.
I kinda miss our talks.
Hug me please, I need that.
“Other peoples’ opinion of you is their problem, not yours.”
— Unknown
Its such a difficult time when you realize one of your bad trait and you can't do anything about it.. Not even redumption.. All u can do is.. avoid ppl whom you hurted so that your bad trait won't hurt anyone else again...
Help yourself and others from agony
#helpyourselfrompain
Caution: don't get too close with me (I hurt ppl)
I am longing for a tight hug, to heal the pain in my heart.
You feel like you're drifting away from your friends
You feel like u don't belong anywhere
You feel you don't know them anymore
You feel like you're not a part of them
If I don't end up being a working woman..I am sure I must be shunned off my home ..
If I don't hav any options left..
I might say adieu soon to this world.
The effect of automating an old task or mastering a new skill can be even greater. the more tasks you can handle without thinking, the more your brain is free to focus and other areas.
If you want to predict where you will end up in life all you have to do it to follow the curve of tiny gains or tiny losses and see how your daily choices will compound 10 or 20 years down the line.
Are you spending less than you on each month are you making it into the gym each with are you reading books and learning something new.
Each day tiny battles like these other one's that will define your future self.
#atomichabits
As cringey as it fucking sounds, i wish I could erase everyone’s memories of me, no one would know me
God is always my SAVIOR
Trixie : How did meeting new people at the party go?
Chloe : Well um I actually had a pretty good time,
but only once when I stopped being like someone else and started being myself.
You know it can be scary sometimes ,but Being who you really are is never a bad idea
I don't think it's God's job to stop the bad .
He's there to give us the strength to get through it.
I am highly gratified and delighted that finally i have to come to know what makes me content and satisfied.
Hanging out with friends, going out for dinner, having a great time with parents. having the best coffee etc all comes second
I wanna stay indoors all day, i dont find enthusiasm staying outdoors or having a dayout with a friend, i wanna paint the landscapes viewed from my balcony, make my own (not best) coffee, getting myself ready to get out of my zone and click the "rare me ".