What If I Spent Most Of My Evening Yesterday Thinking About This Dynamic And Art And Wrote A Fanfic During

I have a headcanon about medic in my head that he's really bad at caring for people. Like, even if he wanted it would look awful. He's so used to not care, that when he'll finally would want to do this it would be either awkward or strange for him and pretty scary for others. Considering that he's not really an empathetic person, it would be even more hard for him. I can literally see him throwing bottles of water at people so they stayed hydrated, anonymously crushing sleeping pills into people's coffee or just shooting the cigarettes out of hands because he just doesn't know the other way of showing that he cares. At some point he'll definitely get better, but that's gonna take a lot of time.

I am... Surprised, that I've wrote this much in two hours of work in total... It seems I'm not as bad of an author as I thought

here, hold this post for a second

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no ones even forcing me to draw i just gotta do it or ill explode

You know this feeling when you were planning to make some simple fanfic for ~500-700 words that's built on a one damn metaphor and now you have a monstrosity with 1300+ words, that still haven't finished? Yeah, that's my usual writing style

Have you had anything named after you Mr gaiman? From what I am aware it seems you and Mr pratchett were close partners like jamie and Adam from mythbusters so some of those scientists must like you as well

I've got a trapdoor spider and a sacred grove beetle that I know of.

Having ADHD with some depression symptoms is really funny (no) because most of the time you live in your hyperfixation, but then you go down from the skies and just: damnnnn, I feel so empty. Like yes, you're living a full and happy life until you start to think about reality. And reality, well, sucks

Pros and cons of writing your fics on a paper

Pros:

— you can think things through while writing

— motor movements stop you from stimming because well, you kinda already do.

— you can make cool pen spins while thinking

Cons:

— you need to copy in to your laptop so literally write everything ones again.