Pros and cons of writing your fics on a paper
Pros:
— you can think things through while writing
— motor movements stop you from stimming because well, you kinda already do.
— you can make cool pen spins while thinking
Cons:
— you need to copy in to your laptop so literally write everything ones again.
Okay, all this dopamine rush just motivates me to finish that stupid fic I've started a week ago. And finish all the other stuff I've really wanted to write. Never knew, that I'll get THIS motivated
here, hold this post for a second
reblogs >>> likes
no ones even forcing me to draw i just gotta do it or ill explode
do y'all also get excited when you see aromanticism mentioned in a place you're not expecting it? it feels like such a niche identity that nobody outside of the queer community (and like a third of the people within the community) knows about it, so when you see it mentioned unexpectedly in a YouTube video or like an scp report you're just like
they need to invent a specific word to describe the GRRGHGAHGA RYRURGUGR AURURGRHGR. GGRGGRGRGRHGHAVAGGHRRUGRUGRHRGHRGHRGHR AGHAGHRGHGRHRGHRHA NRURGAHGAHGRHGHR emotion you get when you think about a special interest or hyperfixation too hard. nothing that currently exists gets it
sometimes I guess is there any disorders when you're always late
There's some comfort in little things. Yes, they're mostly go unnoticed. Yes, people can easily ignore them. But, if they're being noticed, they can change the turn in the relationships. That's their magic. Magic of lowering down pills and any other possibly important things in your space for a person, that couldn't reach them. Magic of fixing a shelf so someone's birds wouldn't accidentally fall down. Sometimes it's unseen, but if you stop for a second you'll see it: the cup of coffee on a working table, brewed just the way you like it, or a solved calculation you spent hours figuring out without any progress. It's small. It's basic. And sometimes that's enough. Enough for your love for this person to burn brighter. Enough for you to do bigger things in return. Bigger things like silently overhealing you in a battle without questions asked or setting up a dispenser in your usual hiding spot. And just like an avalanche, you start make even larger things in return. And that'll continue till the end of the day when you'll stand and just knowingly look at each other, wordlessly saying "thank you".
TF2 + AO3 Tags Bot 🤖🤖🤖
Having ADHD with some depression symptoms is really funny (no) because most of the time you live in your hyperfixation, but then you go down from the skies and just: damnnnn, I feel so empty. Like yes, you're living a full and happy life until you start to think about reality. And reality, well, sucks
"love is what makes us human" okay you underestimate my desire to be nonhuman
Arin •|• They/them •|• aroace voidpunk enjoyer •|• Learn too many languages to be alive •|• Eng/ru/fr/pl/fin btw •|• Have a strange kinship with insane characters
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