I've Had This Stupid Lil Thought For About A Year Now. So I Play Games On Calls A Lot While Screen Sharing,

she's possessing me

yesterday @irii-nii said "luka live with rizz"

the universe is punishing me. Currently sobbing at 5 am over wiege. I have a cold, pink eye, and ear infection, period, and depressive episode all at once rn and then alien stage threw THAT on. Ohh hyuluka they make me sick/pos

I was a passionate till is alive truther but I am starting to lose hope. Fellow till is alive genuine believers do we see any hope he's alive and well after this. Well not well but ykwim.

AND HYUNA 💔💔💔 I EXPECTED THIS BUT HYUNA NO.

oh I'm gonna cry I'm gonna scream I'm gonna throw up I'm so upset right now oh my god. why did this have to be my hyperfixation this show ruins me

Edit: im more awake now and I'm still a till is alive truther I refuse to believe this man is dead. Also I miss Hyuna

wicked posting twice within a few minutes. crazy

anyways we're painting a mural in my elective art class on lgbtq, poc, female, etc artists rn and the other week we were listening to the wicked soundtrack while painting (bc the teacher and 4 out of the 5 students are theatre kids) and popular came on and during that one part we all banged on something and screamed "RIGHT 👹"

can y'all imagine a room of middle schoolers screaming that bc I can and I giggle every time I remember it.

anyways thought y'all might appreciate that.

it sucks how neurodiversity terms have become misused by neurotypicals, and then when i show my struggle with that actual thing, I get treated like I'm dramatic. I'm tired man :/ like no janis, you're not going non-verbal just because you stopped talking willingly. if you are non-verbal you cannot speak at all verbally. (I'm not non verbal tho so could be wrong) if you mean situational mutism, that feels like someone taped my fucking mouth shut, and I would not be able to talk then to save my life. I'm tired of seeing the terms non-verbal, overstimulated, hyperfixation, and the like misused. ughhhh

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so uh remember when I made one of my friends read school bus graveyard (CHAPTER 48 SPOILERS)

btw my art is usually much better then this I just made this on a whim-

MOCHA WHY NO STOP.

tw spoilers for alien stage

reminder that hyuna's last 7 mintues before she died was her and luka

me and them ! btw ! if you even care !

(If they see this post I might die BUT WHATEVER I LOVE MY S/O-)

I said I might disappear in this and it actually happened lmao. Don't use social media you're not allowed to have in your living room kids. Anyways I'm back

@birbwithapen @ruddigerspawss @irii-nii @mocha-505 @micaahthestaar @chuuburar1n I HAVE RETURNED FUCKERS. /silly (I may have gotten Charly's @/ wrong sorry if a random person is pinged)

BEE'S INTRO POST ! - ☆

Bee and Seren are my online names! Please only call me my irl name if you're an irl friend and don't call me it publicly ^_^

They/Them/Any, Gender Apathetic, Aroacespec (Nebularomantic & Aceflux), Omnisexual (Fem Pref) ! Love my husband @birbwithapen >< (sorry for the ping ml,,)

Got a lot of issues :( PDA Autistic, ADHD-C, Depression & Anxiety, Quiet BPD, Dyspraxia, POTS, CFS/ME, C-PTSD, APD, BED, PMDD, and IBS (I'm trying my best 2 recover!!)

Hellenist, I work closest with Hestia but I worship them all. Also an eclectic baby witch :p

Other labels, hmm... I'm a multishipper, himejoshi (not a weird one I swear I just enjoy wlw ;-;), fashion jirai (i dont hate on lifestyle jirais tho, that's gross, let em live), and polytherian :D

I'm a digital & traditional artist, writer, utaite, theatre kid, kandi kid, and theorist !! :3

Fandoms: ALNST, SBG, Mouthwashing, FNAF, PJSK, STP, Pantheon, PJO/HOO, DW, RTC, Vocaloid, Omori, TPTM, TMA, etc

Special Interests: Humans, medical things, birds, musical theatre, computers, fnaf, alnst, plushies, the victorian era, and horror :>

Other Interests: Jirai Kei Fashion, Classic Literature, Webcomics, JFashion, Indie Animation, 90s rock/grunge

If u hate on people that aren't harming anything and just living their life, kindly fuck off from my blog pls ^_^ (tho my husband says there isn't many people like that on tumblr, I hope he's right-)

There's a small chance I might randomly disappear from tumblr bc im a minor who's parents don't know I have tumblr and if they find my blog I'm cooked ;-;

BEE'S INTRO POST ! - ☆

Bee and Seren are my online names! Please only call me my irl name if you're an irl friend and don't call me it publicly ^_^

They/Them/Any, Gender Apathetic, Aroacespec (Nebularomantic & Aceflux), Omnisexual (Fem Pref) ! Love my husband @birbwithapen >< (sorry for the ping ml,,)

Got a lot of issues :( PDA Autistic, ADHD-C, Depression & Anxiety, Quiet BPD, Dyspraxia, POTS, CFS/ME, C-PTSD, APD, BED, PMDD, and IBS (I'm trying my best 2 recover!!)

Hellenist, I work closest with Hestia but I worship them all. Also an eclectic baby witch :p

Other labels, hmm... I'm a multishipper, himejoshi (not a weird one I swear I just enjoy wlw ;-;), fashion jirai (i dont hate on lifestyle jirais tho, that's gross, let em live), and polytherian :D

I'm a digital & traditional artist, writer, utaite, theatre kid, kandi kid, and theorist !! :3

Fandoms: ALNST, SBG, Mouthwashing, FNAF, PJSK, STP, Pantheon, PJO/HOO, DW, RTC, Vocaloid, Omori, TPTM, TMA, etc

Special Interests: Humans, medical things, birds, musical theatre, computers, fnaf, alnst, plushies, the victorian era, and horror :>

Other Interests: Jirai Kei Fashion, Classic Literature, Webcomics, JFashion, Indie Animation, 90s rock/grunge

If u hate on people that aren't harming anything and just living their life, kindly fuck off from my blog pls ^_^ (tho my husband says there isn't many people like that on tumblr, I hope he's right-)

There's a small chance I might randomly disappear from tumblr bc im a minor who's parents don't know I have tumblr and if they find my blog I'm cooked ;-;