i had a really big hamilton hyperfixation in grade 7 and I fear i may have listened to one song today and I feel the hyperfixation coming back should I be scared what is this is this just the autism experience of randomly reawakening an old hyperfixation
why can anxiety cause psychical symptoms. why is it allowed to do that. i don't like that. no
Till is in color with Mizi and Luka while Ivan, Sua, and Hyuna are all in black and white. Okay!
Some quotes from when @birbwithapen made me play in stars and time bc why not :)
"Stardust, what the actual FUCK"
"Maybe me hallucinating a face on my closet door during act 3 was subtle foreshadowing for act 5"
"We're antidepressants and the king is depression we're here to kill him :)"
"I think he has a bit more then depression going on-"
(I repeated some variant of this quote every time I fought the king π§ββοΈ)
(They went afk and I got the ghost event when they were afk)
"These bitches gay, good for them"
(I said that so many times gelp me)
"I hate act 5, I hate act 5, I hate act 5-"
*later in the act* "...I take back everything I said about act 5."
"I don't wanna grab this stupid key again ughhhh... we're on a path in the woods, and at the end of that path is a cabin, and inside that cabin is a princess, your job is to slay he-"
"SAY IT SAY IT SAY IT SAY IT SAY IT SAY IT-"
There was more i just forgot my memory is really bad mb.
Also I don't do well with scenes involving children hurt or dead, and uh after the ending of act 3 where Bonnie died, I was panicking and afterwards once i calm down i check my dms and-
(Yes we're matching sifrrin & isabeau pfps on discord :])
Every character that has died in Alien Stage so far has all gotten a comic from their own perspective.
Sua got one where she wants to tell her 'sister' that she found paradise in the hellish place.
Ivan compares his love with Sua's and thanks Till for being the victim for his shallow feelings.
Hyuna makes sense of her love for Luka, and tell him to take his time solving her puzzle.
All of them got to tell their perspective in some way.
...Except Till.
From start to finish, he never had interviews done, he never interacted much with other and just never...spoke.
The only time we ever see him outside of the videos in in the comics from other POV's.
His own death comic was not done in perspective. It was done in his mother's.
And Io loved her son. She cherished him and wanted him to find his happiness wherever he went.
But she never truly knew him. He was snatched away from her far too early for her to ever know him.
Till is a character who we, as an audience, only know from surface observation and the thoughts of others. We have no idea of what was actually going on in his head.
We have ideas for everyone else who are dead, except Till...
...WHICH IS WHY IN THIS ESSAY, I WILL PROVE TILL IS ALI- [gunshot]
me and them ! btw ! if you even care !
(If they see this post I might die BUT WHATEVER I LOVE MY S/O-)
Shout out to all the Black ppl that can no longer participate directly in the fandom they love because of the stresses of racism ππΎ you contain multitudes of value and I'm sorry that the color of your skin and the power of your voice makes people not want to acknowledge that.
doing all my homework in a few hour period that I was supposed to be working on over the past 3 weeks then letting myself engage in my hyperfixation as a little treat
vivimeng drop an ivan ruler of my heart cover and my life is yours
GO FOLLOW MY FRIEND THAT I BULLIED INTO GETTING TUMBLR RN /nf /silly (I say while having like barely any followers π)
YINXING I LOVE YOU WE ALL SCREAM IN UNISON
SK8 OC | Yinxing
Woah my first post. Anyways this is my sk8 the infinity oc Yinxing. This isnβt her regular outfit, just her school uniform. Yay!!
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