It’s So Hard To Believe That One Day I’ll Have A Future.

It’s so hard to believe that one day I’ll have a future.

I’ll be living on my own, in a house with a person that I’ll love, possibly with some kids, a stable job, a decent social life, a normal income, and tons of beautiful memories that I may remember for the rest of my life.

I’ve spent my entire childhood and teenage years almost certain that I would have killed myself before I turned 20. I was on here at the age of 13 reblogging the most depressing things and constantly talking about how I wanted to die.

Things have gotten better. I haven’t experience a lot of life, but now I still get to.

I’m 21 now and I’ll be graduating college in May. It might not come instantly, but the rest of my life is right ahead of me. This is real.

Life works in crazy ways, man.

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7 years ago

🏳️‍🌈This blog supports all sexual orientations and gender identities

Reblog if yours does too.

5 years ago

My stepfather is a doctor and his opinion is „many of those would be healthier if they wouldnt be so fat“ i asked him „well whats about an illnes that makes you overweight, like if you have to take medication and thats what makes you gain weight“ he had the guts to say „Well maybe then they should do more sport so they wouldnt have gotten ill in the first place“

O M F G

Radical idea: Doctors should give fat patients the same amount of care and thought they would give to thin patients.

6 years ago
Dan’s Extra As Hell exit 😩
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dan’s extra as hell exit 😩

5 years ago

Flutterflies

Summary: In which Draco becomes friends with the golden trio in first year and seven years later he’s hopelessly in love with Harry.

Word Count: 14.6k

Includes: smut yo

you can also read on ao3

Weiterlesen

6 years ago

Reblog if you’re a Christian but ARE NOT homophobic, sexist or racist.

I need to know that there are some good Christians out there.

5 years ago
Exactly.

Exactly.

Team “not actually oblivious to flirting, just terrified of appearing presumptuous” represent.

5 years ago

dogs are so pure

9 years ago

“I didn’t want you to leave… Just once more… I wanted to love you”. Let’s continue with Aomine audios, I bet you waited for them for a long time! This is a bit love troubled one, with happy ending though; you came back, though he let you go wishing you the best, never telling before he wanted nothing more than you to stay. Please use headphones! You miss the high quality of this audio otherwise. -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.- This is from drama CD “Fantasy Kareshi vol. 2”

9 years ago

GOM+Kagami reacting to their so's sending dirty pics/sexting on their phones. Defiantly leading to nsfw things

Akashi: He’d quietly put his phone away and continue his business. He’d make things move quickly, claiming to have an appointment he had to attend. After he is done, he’d quickly head to his s/o’s house just to show them what he had to put up with. “You seemed to be eager to see me today” he’d say as he tugged off the tie around his neck. “Now I get to show you how eager I am to see you”.

Aomine: At first he’d have little interest with what was a new text. The sight of you in a compromising position, partially nude, excited him. Feeling a bit challenged, Aomine would respond with his own pictures. Round 1: abs, Round 2: pelvic area, Round 3: his dick and Round 4: he’d come to your place. “Man you know just how to rile me up” he wouldn’t even give you a chance to explain yourself.

Kise: He’d save the pictures in his phone for future use. If he wasn’t in public, he would retaliate with his own pictures. Assuming he’s busy, he’d call you. “___-cchi! I got a boner from your sexy body!” he’d whine into the phone, jacking off all the while. “____-cchi owes me that sweet voice when we do it” he’d sigh into the phone. You would pick up on what he was doing and would feel yourself become aroused. “Hey don’t be selfish ___-cchi, I want to hear how good you feel too~”.

Kuroko: Remaining calm, he’d make sure no one was around his phone as he saved the pictures. He’d reply with “I’m coming” and head to your house. Each pic you sent on the way was retaliated with a picture of Kuroko on his way. The final picture would be him outside your door. “___, I’m here” he would text with restless fingers. As soon as you open the door it would be over. Kuroko would pull you into a tight hug, pressing his erection into you.

Midorima: “Stop it” Midorima’s face would turn red as he tried to convince you to cease sending him the pictures. To his dismay, you continued to send pictures of yourself. The final straw was the “make me” that accompanied you taking a picture of you bare ass. “Fine, expect a long punishment” Mirodima wouldn’t answer your provocative responses. The sound of your doorbell made your heart race. As you greeted him, the sounds of handcuffs locking hit your ears. “My lucky item of the day was necessary after all” he smirked as the color drained from your face.

Murasakibara: He’d scroll through the pictures until feeling himself getting aroused. He’d reply with a “___-chin stop or come over” and wait. If you persisted, he’d call and tell you about his hard on. Either way he’d press for you to come to his place. Once you showed up, Murasakibara would take you to his room and lock the door. From there, it was relaxed sex until dinner time. Your excuse was a study date.

Kagami: At first he’d be alarmed at the sudden texts. He’d make sure no one was around to see the pictures before replying with his flustered reaction. If you persisted, he’d reply with “Should I come over?” or something suggesting the same. Either way he’d show up at your  doorstep with an anxious frown. “If you wanted to have sex, all you had to do was ask” he’d growl in frustration before taking you to your room.

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