One Of My Greatest Skills Is The Combined Act Of Yearning And Longing For Something Unknown

one of my greatest skills is the combined act of yearning and longing for something unknown

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1 year ago

I always find it hilarious when more recent adaptations of Sherlock Holmes makes Holmes the dreamy heartthrob/attractive one (not that he’s not a total catch) because my dudes, Watson is right there. He is literally like a Victorian wet dream, he is everything that classic Victorian period would find appealing- adventurous, fought for his country, learned, has groomed facial hair (legit that was like the equivalent of being 6’ tall today), polite. He’s got just enough “melancholy” (depression) and rakishness (gambling) to still be a gentleman but like a bad boy gentleman. A real Romantic (both romance how we think of it today and like Romanticism) archetype. If anyone is the heartthrob here, it is Watson.


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9 months ago

my mom and i are about to be homeless

My Mom And I Are About To Be Homeless

I have... no idea what to even say here. We got this letter 2 days ago. Not even a *week* before the scheduled date. We're 350$ behind on rent, which isn't a lot, but the landlady refuses to cancel the eviction if we can pay it. I think its because she found out I'm trans? She's been really rude to me ever since. Idk. I've been applying to apartments nonstop, but our credit is poor and an eviction makes finding a place that isn't run by a slumlord almost impossible. We're going to be homeless in a few days ... and the only option I see for the short term is an extended stay motel, and contacting every suitable craigslist rental listing I see. If you can help us at all, even a little bit, to afford a motel in the meantime, please consider donating... here's my paypal and my mom's cashapp. paypal.me/treesinspace / cash.me/$ggbwallac3

11 months ago

ive collected too many shows and now ive started doctor who…

my ao3 tabs are a bit much at the moment

10 months ago

someone teach me how to text this is dire

3 months ago
A Third Orlok Has Hit The Beast Peddler Patreon! You Can Claim Him There. More Of These Guys Will Be
A Third Orlok Has Hit The Beast Peddler Patreon! You Can Claim Him There. More Of These Guys Will Be
A Third Orlok Has Hit The Beast Peddler Patreon! You Can Claim Him There. More Of These Guys Will Be

A third Orlok has hit the Beast Peddler patreon! You can claim him there. More of these guys will be available this weekend too!

Also check out Suki helping in the photo tent!!

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8 months ago
There's Just Something About The Rubble Only Being Visible In Fyodor's Shadow In This Panel.

There's just something about the rubble only being visible in Fyodor's shadow in this panel.

Something about how he destroys everything he touches, about how misery and ruin is all he's capable of creating, about how everything that's happening, has happened, all comes back to him.

Shadows usually obscure things from view, but darkness is all Fyodor is, that's where he's revealed.


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1 year ago

i just remember sitting with my parents before school saying i just cant go and them telling me exactly this. i really hated going to school, it was loud and people never liked me that much. i felt strange all the time but i just tried to pretend i wasn’t some days, then others it was too much and i just couldn’t handle anything

Twitter/X thread from Victoria Duncan on X:
"At some point, very early on, undiagnosed neurodivergent children are faced with a terrible dilemma.

They will tell someone they're in pain, someone they trust, and that person will say no they're not. That didn't hurt. It can't have. They're being selfish/dramatic/lying.

The child has to get their head around it. They feel pain, but a trusted caregiver says they don't and they're being bad for saying so. How can it be true?

There are only two, bad, options.

The child may choose to believe the caregiver and decide that they are wrong about their pain. They will make this choice again and again over the years and slowly learn to ignore their body until they are barely connected to it at all. They learn not to trust themselves.

Or, the child might not be able to ignore the reality of their pain. In which case, they have to give up on pleasing their caregiver by keeping quiet as demanded. They learn that adults won't believe or take care of them. They learn not to trust other people.
I think whichever choice you make, you carry the rest of your life, disconnected either from your own body and experiences, or from other people and meaningful relationships. Maybe both.

Anyway, diagnosis is the only way out of the dilemma. It's the only way your reality can be different from other people's without someone being at fault - is if you have a word like "sensory overwhelm" to explain the difference.

That's why diagnosis changes lives & why people want it so much.

This is about saying you're in pain because of sensory overwhelm, but it can also be about saying you're tired from sitting still or socializing or reading and someone says you can't be. Saying you "don't like" an activity you find hard, and having people assume the worst of you.

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1 year ago

god my next “milestone birthday” would be 30, wouldn’t it….

do you do anything from 22-29??? anyways at least i can drink legally

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