Would Feitan Ever Leave The Troupe?

Would Feitan Ever Leave The Troupe?

Overall I think no, but there are always exceptions aren’t there? I think there would be two he definitely would though.

1. If his partner got murdered or he had to murder them (more likely because of the latter). Depending on how it goes down he would stop altogether or go on a more reckless killing spree.

2. Something breaks him. This is what I think it would be (set a few years after the current arc)

Imagine Feitan has a little girl. Cute, quiet, innocent with big eyes. The perfect mix between his s/o and him. Every time he looks at her he feels undeserving to be her parent. He tries to avoid her at times because of the way she always seems to want him. Want his approval, to babble nonsense and talk about how to get away with murder (I mean common, it’s his daughter 😂). She looks at him like he’s her hero but he's a monster. He knows this. She knows what he is. Who he is. Yet that has never changed her opinion if anything making her more fascinated with him. (He’d probably think something along the lines of ‘Just like her mother, terrible taste in people’)

It would be a random mission. It's not supposed to be anything big. They just needed information. Phinks already has them in the room they think Feitan would prefer. He never knows who he has to torture on missions like this. However, when Feitan walked in he didn't expect this. A little girl his daughter's age, same mannerism, same bright eyes, similar appearance. Similar everything. It was as if she was copied and placed in his torture chambers. It was unnerving.

He tried. He truly did. It never bothered him before. Age, gender, power, etc. He hadn't cared before. He could do it all without a second hesitation. He could feel the frustration seeping in. The little girl was insightful, she told him she was dying and her father was a bad man who hurt people too. She smiled sweetly up at him reassuring him she didn’t hate him, that she understood why he had to do this. She always knew this would happen—it wasn’t a big deal.

At that moment Feitan could feel the crack. He recognized this in his daughter too. Her ability to smile through it all. Knowing who he was and that if anyone found out about their ties she would most likely be tortured and murdered in the worst ways. Yet her refusal to hate him, to still want to be around him, running up to him every time he went home asking what he brought her this time while begging him to play swords with her (‘little brat thinks she’s owed a good life ’). Too curious for her good and not afraid to ask him anything, to run to him for protection and safety. That he was home to not just his s/o but his child that couldn’t defend herself just yet but sure as hell had the spitfire to get there.

The way the little girl told him exactly what he wanted to know on the promise he’d read her favorite book to his daughter. That he’d play her favorite game with her and let her die with “Mr. snuggles” ( an ugly little yellow bear) in her arms. Honestly, he’s not positive what broke. Maybe it was his heart. Maybe his inhumanity.

Either way, Feitan wasn’t the same. Maybe he messed up and let her go. Maybe he killed her. It honestly doesn’t matter. Feitan would never be the same. He would never find the same joy once held in torture and killing as he once did. Something just dissatisfied him and made him uninterested in it. He couldn’t put his finger on the exact emotion but he couldn’t do this anymore.

He saw his daughter in his chair, life in his hands and he broke. He flatly laughed, how ridiculous is this twist of fate. From having nothing to having something he never wanted to be taken away in the ways he’s taken so many.

He didn’t have the heart for it anymore, he knew he couldn’t do this job anymore. One little misstep would cause the others their lives and he wasn’t willing to do a job he knew he wasn’t suited for. It was always a tell. One misstep would lead to another one and another, skills slipping, mistakes left and right, tracks left undone, a mess that would only lead to death (the troupe, his s/o, his daughter, maybe all). He hated messy. He hated not doing something right. He hated that in less than a day his whole ideology had fallen apart. Yet that was the path he was forced to face.

Wordlessly he walked back to the spiders.

“Quite”. Was the only word he said dropping his knives in front of Chrollo.

Chrollo confused accepted his resignation without question. An understanding smile creeped on his lips. The others were pissed. Hurt. Confused. Yelling profanities and threats ensued. Spiders demanding an explanation they’d never get.

He turned around walking out. “Where will you go!” Phinks yelled, slamming a fist into the wall.

Stopping slightly Feitan looked back and for once the troupe could see a hint of a smile. A true genuine smile, “home.”

That was the last time they saw Feitan.

Feitan would never be the same but maybe, just maybe, he was ok with that.

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2 years ago

Troupe Karaoke Nights:

Kalluto and Feitan are definitely singing “That Beautiful Sound” from Beetlejuice Broadway on Troupe Karaoke nights. It’s them and their relationship through and through 😂

Phinks sings Girlfriend by Avril Lavigne on a dare from Shalnark and Feitan.

Nobunaga sings “Too Little Too Late” by JoJo while Uvogin adds the background Chorus. Man knows how to reach a high note.

Chrollo is without a doubt “Water Under the Bridge” by Adele or “Summertime Sadness” by Lana Del Rey. If he’s feeling it he might even bring out some Taylor Swift.

Shalnark starts singing “Call Me Maybe” by Carly Rae Jepson in response to Phinks which almost results in his head through the wall 😂

Franklin brings in the Jazz with Harry Connick Jr. “It Had To Be You”

Phinks demands a rematch to which him, Feitan and Shalnark start rapping the hell out of “Face Off”. It would have been impressive if Phinks and Shalnark could actually rap and Feitan didn’t miss words. But the spirit was there

Machi sings “Girls Just Wanna Have Fun” while Pakunoda starts singing “It’s Raining Men” with Shizuku who proceeds to forget all the lyrics.

Illumi just spoke the lyrics to “Secret” by the Pierces which creeped out every soul in the Karaoke room.

Kortopi started singing “Baby Shark” which everyone joined in on and Hisoka sat outside in the rain with his face pressed up against the window. One might have even seen a tear if they looked close enough.

This is just a mess and for fun, please don’t take it too seriously! Also, am I the only one who thinks when Phinks sings it’s country twang sounding? Like think the song “Fake ID” by Big & Rich 🤣


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3 years ago
▼ Phinks And Feitan (ft. Shalnark) In The OVA Episodes
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2 years ago

Random Machi Headcanon

Out of all the characters, Machi would probably be the one to on accident adopt a child. Like “they have been following me for over 500 miles and won’t leave me alone so now I guess they’re my child”. You touch, I kill.


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3 years ago

Feitan and Technology Headcanon

So I keep seeing posts saying Feitan hates technology but I don’t think so. Remember this is the man that was really interested and wanted to steal Greed Island. He already did his research on how to be able to bring more people to the Island before anyone even asked. In addition, he wanted to be the first to play the game (granted he was probably excited to kill people but still).

So I think he actually really likes games. Especially multiplayer shooting/RPG games or horrific ones where he can go up against strong people from the comforts of his own space. He can torture those and show power over them in both the digital and physical world and I think he finds a certain type of appeal in this.

(Also could you imagine the cute game night dates he would have with his s/o? Like him sitting his s/o on his lap and playing whatever game they wanted bc they take turns picking out games they want to try. Really getting into competing against eachother to see who would win with the looser having to do something requested by the winner? It would be super cute! Tbh though you probably wouldn’t win but you sure as hell could try)


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2 years ago

I’m really bad at this, I apologize in advance! Hope you all enjoy!! 🙂

Imagine Chrollo looking at his lover as if they were the most valuable thing in the world.

“Hmm” Chrollo hummed glancing at your figure curled over the greying stones. Head burrowed in the antique book he lent you long ago. He watched your features closely. Eyes devouring each word within the yellowed pages before being brought to a halt by an emotion he couldn’t quite place. The way your eyebrows crinkled while your rosy lips grimace at the book tucked in your dainty hands brought him to believe you were contemplating something of importance.

The concentration put in, he had to admit was adorable.

Chrollo quickly made his way to the stairs. Crouching in front of your delicate figure his hands traced the cold rocky surface on either side of your thighs. Fingers drumming a ghost of a beat before finally reaching their target. A pinch on your thigh.

A gasp left your plump lips, startled by the pain. Eyes fluttering up to his figure. ‘They must not have known I was here he supposed. Oblivious as always, he shakes his head. Even now he could feel the corners of his lips quirking up. Oh, if only you knew what you do to him. It was still a mystery how he survived so long without you.

Shyly smiling at him your quiet voice echoed through the broken walls bringing his attention back to you.

“Chrollo, what’s the essence? Like in the essence of art,” your big doe eyes glancing up at his dark ones.

“Darling, how do you not know the answer?” He mused, pushing a strand of hair behind your ear. His eyes drinking in every inch of your form. Beautiful.

He contemplated keeping you in the dark, but your protests convinced him otherwise.

“You, y/n, are the quintessential essence of life. An art all your own” he hummed, voice laced with amusement. Leaning down to kiss your forehead he whispered, “my favorite masterpiece.”

——extra——

“Wait! Come back!That’s not an answer Chrollo!!!”


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2 years ago

Things Killua Has Said To His S/O At Some Point

(Welcome to a break from my normal Chrollo/Feitan posts! Let me know if you want more Killua content! 🙂)

-What do you think you’re doing woman!?

-What’re you on your period or something?

-Shit, y/n, I didn’t mean that. I’m sorry, please calm down. Don’t cry

-Wanna try some of my chocolate robots--they’re the best! Wait--what do you mean you don't love chocolate robots!?!

-Jeesh if I had known it was that easy to make it stop I would've done that a long time ago.

-What is there to even cry about? That little thing? Pshh, I can take care of that piece of cake.

-Dammit woman, Let me protect you!

-Jeesh, no need to get so riled up.

-What’s that for...?

-Wha..what do you think you're doing!?! ARE YOU CRAZY!!!

-Do you think I’d just let you run into danger? Can’t you see I love you, you idiot? Don’t you realize that’s why I can’t let you go through this plan, it's suicide!

-Why would I do that? Seems like a waste of time.

-What’s the point in that? They’re just gonna end up dead anyway.

-Yeah, you’re pretty cool I guess


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2 years ago

Nicknames they have for you:

Feitan: Doll and doll face. (for some reason I feel like he’d call his s/o ‘little flame’ and ‘my little sun’ in his native language. Darling if they’re someplace formal/undercover or more as a snide/sarcastic nickname to show whose in charge. Brat if they’re being a tease or he’s teasing them. I could also see him saying my pretty little play thing 🤣).

Chrollo: Mi amore, love, dear, darling, sweetheart, my queen/muse/heart/treasure/one and only (very formal and classic names. He might also just look at you and call you irreplaceable)

Phinks: Babe and sweet cheeks

Machi: Just uses your name. (Baby once in a blue moon in private).

Killua: cheeks and babe. (My little light and baby only in private or if one of you is hurt, sick or upset).

Nicknames you have for them:

Feitan: Fei, Killer Queen, hot tamale, love, hunny bun, demon spawn, skull face (honestly I think he gets the worst nicknames given bc his s/o can get away with it). The most common ones they use are love, Fei and Killer Queen.

Chrollo: Lover boy, love and amore. (I feel like Chrollo has a personal hatred for the nickname Babe & Bae because of how casual it sounds. He likes very formal sounding ones but prefers just his name when around others).

Phinks: Babe (sometimes they teasingly call him Mr. Macho).

Machi: Pink cheeks, my little needle, babe (she hates being called baby, it makes her feel less dominant).

Killua: Sparky, sweets, love, babe, baby cakes, kitten, kit kat (if they’re older than Killua I can totally see them calling him hun/honey or baby). The most used ones are definitely Sparky, Kit Kat and Babe.

As always, thank you and lmk if you want thoughts on something or request something!


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3 years ago
Kids From Yesterday

kids from yesterday

3 years ago
Two Spiderlings Trying To Find Their Way. 
Two Spiderlings Trying To Find Their Way. 
Two Spiderlings Trying To Find Their Way. 
Two Spiderlings Trying To Find Their Way. 

Two spiderlings trying to find their way. 

Feitan is probably older than Chrollo… and not interested in any magic mumbo jumbo or existential crises. :’D What a mess.

Bonus: words of wisdom

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3 years ago

Feitan and His S/O Headcanon 1: A Sweet Gesture

So normally couples do cute things like get matching tattoos. Feitan and his s/o wouldn’t do this but their own version. They would give eachother matching scars.

The location would be somewhere pretty hidden. The scar itself would be something small. Something you both like or agree on. Probably a little skull with a rose for an eye and a dagger through the head. Something that’s kinda twisted, dark but beautiful. It would be a mark that only their other would see and be reminded of their bond.

Feitan would be masterful and delicately cut on the back of his s/o’s shoulder. It would almost have a sketchy but soft and graceful look to it. He’ll take his time, it will be longer than most of his torture sessions for the troupe because he likes the way it feels to graze you, listen to you gasp and watch your body trying not to flinch from the sudden pressure of the blade breaking deeper into your skin. tbh, you’ll probably get a few extra marks around the scar as well. He figures this is both your punishment and pleasure for getting him riled enough to do this ;)

His S/O would cut into his inner thigh. It would be messy and jagged, not nearly as fine and delicate as his. Sometimes they’d cut to deeply, sometimes not deep enough. It won’t end up as beautiful as his scar to you and while he’d never tell you he loves it. He’ll try to memorize your face as you concentrate or look up at him with big eyes asking if you should continue or if you were doing this right. It would take a while due to your inexperience, there would be little talk except small commands on how you should fix your positioning or if you’re going to deep or not deep enough.

Feitan often traces it when he’s alone on troupe business or just away from you. He likes to remember how shaky you were, so nervous about making a wrong cut even when he guided them. He also remembers your smile at the end; proud, excited but also sheepish to see his reaction. He’d never tell you but he loved it. He loves you both have permanent marks of your love. Visible for both to see. It is one of his favorite memories of both of you. And a constant reminder of you when he can’t be with you.

Overall, Feitan might not be vocal about his love and bond for you but he shows it through his own unique ways.


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