💗⋆˙⟡ Reblog If You’re An Active Blog In April.

Any 25yo+ active 4n4 accounts pls reblog ♥

𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐡𝟒𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐬.

to whoever sees this, please do not report 4n4 blogs. i cried this morning when i woke up and saw mine was gone. i had an anxiety attack in class an hour later and when i got home i cried more and then ate a pint of (diet) ice cream and considered sh for the first time in years. these blogs are h4rm reduction. everybody here encourages recovery, but a lot of us aren't ready for that ourselves. having a community takes away some of our isolation and self loathing, which at times is the hardest part. 4n4 is the most lethal health condition, and the majority of deaths are from su1c1de, not st4rv4tion.

in the few hours i spent without my blog, i spiraled far worse than any of the time that i had it, and that's as someone with a community outside tumblr. i fear for the people with no support system besides this.

you aren't helping us, you're k1lling us.

feeling unwanted ruins my whole fucking day

me every time i take a shower:

WIEIAD: 03.01.2025

Morning snack/kind of: Apple flavored soda (6)

Lunch: Tortilla (193) with cheese (70) and ham (64), and some little chocolate pastries (275)

- Was meh

Afternoon snack: An apple (55)

Dinner: A slice of sourdough bread (222) and egg salad (114), and I also had some coffee liqueur (75)

Total: 1074 calories

I think I did pretty good and I wasn’t hungry at all between meals!

Evening weigh in: 117.8kg (Lost!! 🩷)

It’s what’s keeping me going right now

that feeling when you regain control is so good.

Control yourself.

You are the only one in control, not your family, not your friends, only you. You’re the only one who is in charge.

When you overeat like a pig, you’re the one who is deciding to do that. You’re the one who is picking up the fork and gorging yourself like an animal, and then you complain about how fat you are.

It’s completely your fault that you’re fat and you’re the only one who can fix that.

When he thinks u dont want him going through your phone bc ur cheating but you just dont want him to find your edblr

Whenever my boyfriend jokes about like being the best or anything like positive. I just go with it. Like heck, yeah, you’re the best! There is nobody better than you. I love him so much.