Lol Customer Just Scared Me Half To Death Lmfao

i need to know why Golden Wind is the way it is. I'm seven episodes in, most of these dudes are teenagers, and theyre drawn/posed like a horny tumblr post

(the answer just occurred to me: they are teenage dudes which are notoriously horny and fruity)

However i do Not appreciate that being the end theme song. I feel so awkward watching it. Thankfully no one is around to see me watching it bc they would be confused.

i understand that its my anxiety

but i would really like it if my body stopped feeling like it was being electrocuted every time a friend asked me to play a game or do smthn with them

i /want/ to play and game and hang with my buddies

please body, i don't need to run, or hide, and i dont need zapped.

contrary to our instincts, /these/ humans are actually safe. there is *literally* no need to panic

is it really true that the average person's pain level is a 0?

HAHA oh my god i wonder if she blocked me on everything.

how fucking petty.

fuck i should let someone else front but then i doubt either of them would talk with us. not like she would anyway.

god im so sick of this shit.

if im/we're a doormat we get told i/we need to stand up for ourselves but when we do that we're suddenly the bad guys?

god maybe i should just fucking kill myself. an endless void of nothingness sounds great.

i fronted again so that we could still keep in contact with out any problems but thats obviously not working so whats the fucking point. oh that's right- there is none.

god fucking damn it.

i hate being alone

dont worry im not going to kms- my rooms a mess and i dont want our mom to find our body and have to clean up our room.

as stupid as it sounds. but hey its keeping me here so i guess the mess isnt too bad

ugh the brain is too loud today. and with no company either, how unfortunate.

i guess that means its game time. at least then maybe it'll soothe them haha

or at least, thats the hope.

- N

politics are happening

now we have 4 new candidates:

😀 wtf is going on

boo! my headphones die and disconnect!!!! which crashes my game!!!!!! and now the system's buddies are ignoring me

uugh

maybe i'll stick around just to annoy the piss out of them.

- Kokichi

watching your mutual's source and seeing them appear on screen

ah my chest hurts so bad... it feels like someones stepping on it hard

fuck it makes it hard to breathe.

im going back to bed...