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man can't even mention i'm suicidal without feeling like i'm begging for pity from a world that never wanted me to begin with

And in the end I seriously don't think I could actually kill myself. When it all boils down, I truly don't think I'd be able to. But thinking of it and obsessing over and all the what ifs and possibilities somehow makes me feel a little better. It's terrifying yet soothing. And I know that doesn't make sense. I can't make sense of it.

computer show me men with wet spots in their underwear. men making a mess in their boxers. men gasping and panting. men pressing their thighs together. men with trembling hands and sweat beading on their neck. men with warm, sweet skin between their thighs. men twitching. computer. computer can you hear me.

in bed with a boy whos sleepily yapping away about his nerdy little interest while you hold him so so tightly and hold your ear up to his beating heart. its going a little faster than usual

the heart dropping and breaking feeling in your chest + an indescribable amount of rage immediately when you feel even slightly jealous <<<<

sleepy grinding that turns into desperate fucking?

i am going feral (i wanna be cuddled and listen to music together)

getting misgendered by adults but universally correctly gendered by children makes me feel like some sort of fairy creature thats true form is only perceptible to children

forget being a royal princess, being a scene princess is way better!

see? princess celestia and luna already get it :3

i want a gf or a bf or a partner or some undisclosed fourth thing i dont care about gender or what people call "standards" i just want somebody to fucking love me