this might not be relatable at all but like. is there any other trans masc who isnt *nearly* as dysphoric without clothes as they are with?
cus like. if i look at myself shirtless its kinda like. yeah obviously i wish i had a flat chest but its like oh well i can deal with this for now.
but when im wearing clothes and you can see my chest with them on???? even if im wearing a binder?? i feel like ripping my hair off and do diy top surgery with the nearest sharp object i can find
fast drawing of Walter and Jesse as calico critters. dont mind the pizza
I’m sorry I’m not good enough
I’m sorry I’m a failure
I’m sorry I will never be anyone
I’m sorry I’m not worth it
I wish I was never born
guts : have a poorly drawn comic about my mental state currently
I think I want love more than prestigious education and money. That's what childhood emotional neglect gave me.
I love hearing boys ramble about shit I do NOT understand. You are so hot when you are incoherent. I’m glad you make sense to you though.
having a crush is so embarrassing like. oh shit sorry I accidentally thought about you being my boyfriend. I wont do it- oh shit sorry. I. Did it again. Oh fuck sorry i. i thought about kissing you on accident fuck. sorry. oh shit i just thought about us holding hands sorry bro. i am forcibly removed from the stage by several bodyguards.
second choice second choice second choice!! wonderful!! love that for me ! only talk to me when everyone else has to go ! I won't notice ! I dont care ! me ? never !
"Scratch that. I want to be loved. I want her to love me."
INTRODUCTION, I Would Leave Me If I Could, Halsey