Is This What Guilt Feels Like. Why. Why Does It Hurt So Bad. Why Does It Feel Like Drowning

Leaving this here for... no reason

Am i a monster

They should invent like an electric shock for everytime i start thinking about relapsing again.

I'll either end up stopping or liking the shock, i'd love to see what would happen

No jonah you can't smoke weed we don't OWN weed

You know what makes me more enraged about this? He kept acting like i was talking about it as if having alters is some funny shit when i hate these fuckers. I want them dead. I'm being so serious when i say if there was a way to detach them from my brain i'll just instantly kill them. I'm suffering here i'm not here for the shits and giggles. Fuck you

Mf please explode i don't even know where to begin expressing how much i hate you

New intrusive thought unlocked? What the hell was that

Our meds definitely aren't enough,,,

I only have two moods and none of them are appropriate

What if i go home alone and start searching it up

Why does forest keep hiding my blades (rethoric question)