Mf please explode i don't even know where to begin expressing how much i hate you
Fucking dumbass
Your fav boi is spiraling send help
Alcohol is cool but have you ever had a feeling of control over yourself? Me neither, pass the bottle
I feel so fucking guilty why can i never do anything right
Is this what guilt feels like. Why. Why does it hurt so bad. Why does it feel like drowning
They should invent like an electric shock for everytime i start thinking about relapsing again.
I'll either end up stopping or liking the shock, i'd love to see what would happen
I only have two moods and none of them are appropriate
You know what makes me more enraged about this? He kept acting like i was talking about it as if having alters is some funny shit when i hate these fuckers. I want them dead. I'm being so serious when i say if there was a way to detach them from my brain i'll just instantly kill them. I'm suffering here i'm not here for the shits and giggles. Fuck you
Endos who claim to want things to be different for them but freak out when they encounter a system with system experiences 💀
egg squad 🍳 trying to find my own space to deal with my traumas yk #fuck endos
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