When You’re Up At 2am Knowing Damn Well That You Have To Be Up At 7:30am For Practice, But Fuck That

LESBIANS!!!!!!

Lesbians unite!!!

Omg dogwood winter can get it

Inspired by dogwood winter<:)

Reblogging cause I’m at the point in my manic episode where I no longer feel human, and need to do this in order to bring me back to feeling like life is not over and worth living

gonna take a hot shower and put on a big t shirt and my undies and i’m gonna sit on the floor and color at my coffee table like im 6 years old again and then i’ll feel better

I have now cemented my place in history. Also the research that went into that fic was insane. Knowing that I made one of my favorite authors happy makes me happy.

I had to find your tumblr in order to tell you that im getting my fellow figure skater friend into hetalia by forcing her to read your fanfic, “penalty for roughing it,” and I have a feeling this is going to be the best decision I ever made

OMG OMG IM GONNA CRY THANK YOU SO MUCH.

I'm not a hockey player or figure skater so I'm sure I got a lot of details wrong so I apologise to your friend in advance if they catch anything off hehe

But I did try to get the details right anyway (as much as I could)

I hope your friend likes it!! :') Thank you so much again hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs!!!

When you burrow yourself into you blankets and other cloth items on your bed like a fucking packrat so it feels like you’re in a cozy nest where nothing can hurt you

Can’t tell you how often my family calls me faggot, I’m completely desensitized to it

The thing about reclaiming slurs is that once you've been affectionally called 'faggot' by friends, loved ones, and amiable fellows on the internet for long enough, you almost forget that it means something else to people who hate you.

Honestly at this point if a stranger on the street yelled "hey faggot!" after me, I'd probably turn around like "what?" like they'd just casually called me by name, and they were only trying to get my attention because they wanted to tell me something, before processing that they're being hostile.

lol wtf

matthew: sometimes i put my charging phone on my chest when i fall asleep to imitate the warmth of another person

therapist: is that a fucking polar bear

Saving this for later

Btw do you want to help me fix my grammar here lmao I have no clue how off it is but it must be funny.

hopefully I get the basic crude message of what I mean through (that I don’t have any preference for gendered wording and to use what you want.) 😭

if it’s completely off please help me fix it lmao I don’t want to confuse the French.

ok here goes!! i will put the words i corrected in bold

>mon français est cassé... s'il vous plaît soyez patients

>j'ai pas de préférence pour les termes genrées. utilisez ce que vous voulez!

also idk if you are aware but there is an equivalent to they/them in french- iel! its a neopronoun which was created as a gender neutral alternative to the bianary she and he, and im pretty sure its in the dictionary now!

for french i heavily recommend this website: reverso.net its a total life saver since it has a really good translation function and also a french grammar spell checker! i use this very often bc french is a bitch, this website literally got me through french middle school lol

Yay! I got it!!

I think you might just like watching adorable things being pampered. The Mathew obsession is starting to make sense

CLOCKED IT

I just wanted to get my nightly fanfic read in before I went to sleep, and now I’m more wide awake than I have ever been

Nothing is like finishing the new update on a story that you’re reading, looking at the Kudos and finding ironicorange also gave kudos. (I quite literally started losing my shit, knowing that by pure coincidence I found your Ao3 just by liking the same fic as you)

Excuse while I continue to go lose my fucking mind

hiii thats meee

tho i havent been reading fics much lately because the words ive been mostly reading on my screen are my thesis GDKDHDJ but hiii 👋