So I have been thinking and I noticed one kind of disturbing thing in the backstories revealed in TGR
So, we all know Jean tried to end his own life at the Nest and Riko tortured him for it and then locked him basically on a box with breathing holes
During the time Jean was locked in there, Kevin went to talk to him and made him promise to not try it again, bc he wouldnt be able to handle being left alone with Riko again (before Jean's arrival when they were all 14ish, it was just Kevin and Riko). Jean promised it to him, and not matter how much he wanted to, he never dared to break the promise, even after Kevin had left.
Riko never knew this talk or this promise happened, which means that this mtf probably thought the reason why Jean never tried to kill himself again was bc of the torture he faced after he tried it š¤”
Like, Riko was probably outhere thinking that locking someone up in a coffin for days is a super effective way to prevent future suicide attempts (kinda ironic since Riko died of "suicide", aah the karma that came to this little bitch will never not me amazing to me)
Anyways, just wanted to share with yall my disturbing thought of the night
They make me sick
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how is this not the universal most iconic moment in this entire series
Im convinced both Kevin and Jean stopped arguing purely because of bi-panic
They looked at Jeremy snapping his fingers and forgot their names, why they were arguing, why they were even there
we moved on WAY too fast from Jean and Kevin arguing and Jeremy just casually snapping his fingers in their faces to break them up because yo that shit was HOTā
the wildest thing about lan wangji is the way heās immediately enraged at his own feelings for wei wuxian. because weāve seen wei wuxian fall in love slowly and surely, right? he goes from a quick interest to an oblivious attraction to liking lan wangji then being infatuated after his return to life, then to straight-up loving the guy intensely. we watch him develop his sexual and romantic attraction equally.
but lan wangjiās different. from the very first second heās desperately smitten ā all it took was one sly smile and he was going through the four stages of love: the desire to marry, kiss, bed and die with him. and heās so goddamn outraged, because how dare this troublemaker trespass into his house and steal his heart so easily??
he was so conflicted that he didnāt see any other alternative if not to unsheathe his sword and fight the hell out of that idiot. feelings?? for a rebellious teenager?? right in front of my clanās three thousand rules??? not today, devil.
Neil is an unreliable narrator TO YOU. I believe him.
I NEED Kevin's POV or at least some insight on how he reacted
Like, did he feel relief, but also guilty for being relieved??? Did he mourn the brother that Riko could never really be and now will never be??
can we talk about how we have NO IDEA how Kevin reacted to Rikoās death. the book literally ended when Riko died.
in tsc when Renee calls Jean to tell him to stay offline, he says you can hear a fight in the back, i will bet everything i have to say that was Kevin.
like did Neil tell them when they were on the bus??? Did they find out in the morning when the news broke??
did Kevin have a panic attack?? how did Andrew react??
doodle bc this is extremely Jean coded
Biting is a love language too
I mean, Neil and Jean were actually trying to protect Ichirou not Riko (Neil would probably love to throw some more shade at Riko)
But still, we all stan Kevin Day
neil and jean: making up stories and lying to the FBI to keep riko out of any negative light
kevin on national television: RIKO WOULD HAVE KILLED NEIL IF ANDREW WASNāT FAST ENOUGH
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