Dried Dandelion Flowers 🌻 I Will Be Using Them To Make Dandelion Infused Oil And A Salve, Useful For

Painfully drifting

from people I called my best friends.

I reach out my arms

but they don’t see me.

My ship is sinking

and they float on

the way they always did,

just without me.

Looking through old photo albums, feels like reading the life’s story of a familiar stranger.

Someone who once was my person of comfort— memories lost and disconnected in the back of my mind.

If she stood here before me I don’t know if tears would flood my eyes, if I would run for a hug, or if I would feel anything at all.

I don’t remember much about her character— I don’t remember her mannerisms, her fears, or really anything personal about her. All that I have left of her is her favorite flower and her favorite songs.

And I’m sure we would’ve been best friends, but I lost her too soon.

I miss my mom.

What is missed is the lifetime of growing old with her that was taken from me. And I will never have that back.

I will never have my mom.

Mahogany

The color of mahogany

Begins to drape my thoughts

Until it's all I can see.

The difference between

Fantasy and Reality

Is really only

The difference between

Open and closed eyes.

~ceramic-feelings

the child is homeless

searching for life,

on land that is loamless

and cuts like a knife.

a boy with no friends

living skin and bone

has to make amends;

society’s steppingstone.

i hid in the shower

with the lights off

holding my hands to my ears

the sound of water becomes muffled

and the tears of the shower are one with my own.

We are, indeed, out here creating media.

we are out here, creating media

Road Haiku?

The street gets narrow.

As I skim the horizon,

Cars disseminate.

~ceramic-feelings

Another plant update, they love the new window spots

I snuck out last night and made frog bread

what had once filled me with

a feeling of happiness and satisfaction

has left me with ugly horizontal scars,

many that are still healing.

what once was beautiful red blood

has become pink and white scars,

they now fill my body...

and i feel so ugly.