But Sometimes I Am Also A Narcissist And Am Afraid Everyone Is In Love With Me

but sometimes I am also a narcissist and am afraid everyone is in love with me

I have bpd, of course I assume everyone hates me until proven otherwise

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1 year ago

Sometimes my anger is too much

The way it feels like the way I imagine it might if you smashed all the glass in your house from screaming and then used those shards to construct new eyes by digging them into the already existing ones.

The same way i imagine it might feel if I pressed nails into every inch of my skin

Like open heart surgery without any anaesthesia

Like constant electrocution

I’d rather any of those than to feel my own anger over the fact that you never text me back.

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borderlinepersonalitydisaster20

1 year ago

honestly i dont need therapy i need a machine to go into my body and manually stretch all my muscles and crack all my joints and then i need the machine to go into my brain and deep clean it with soapy hot water

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borderlinepersonalitydisaster20

1 year ago

I thought I felt this way because I miss you but I probably just have a disorder. Maybe it’s both.

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borderlinepersonalitydisaster20

1 year ago

life with bpd is always trying to fill a huge hole in your chest. you spend your life looking for a cure that doesn't really exist

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