One Day Im Watching A Yt Short Of Two Thai Actors Jerking Each Other Off Against A Bathroom Mirror And

So I'm questioning myself again

I've identified as bi for three years now, but recently I've been very anxious because it feel like I made it up. I've had crushes on girls and I've fallen in love with a girl once, I wanted a real relationship with her. However I haven't fallen for a girl for so long, and now I realize that I am not that sexually attracted to girls whatsoever, so I feel like I'm just straight and just made that up. I don't even remember really realizing I was bi. I have felt some kind of sexual attraction to girls before,but not so much now. Now I feel almost convinced that I've been lying to myself and everybody all this time. Although I know that objectively it's not true, for I have in fact fallen for girls, but I have anxiety and my brain is breaking because of this confusion. I need to have a crush on a girl right now otherwise I'm gonna be confused forever

I think that identifying as queer suits me more, but like... Am I even that? Am I a stupid hetero girl who wanted to feel special? Or is it my anxiety messing with my head?

Ps. BUT IF IM STRAIGHT WHY DO I FEEL THESE FEELS TOWARDS OTHER WOMEN WTF

Shut the fuck up, birds!

-A Ravenclaw at 4 am, watching buzzfeed vids

You can't just claim you're ravenclaw without the experience of waking up at 4am in the morning in cold sweat and deciding to binge all HP books and movies to write an article on how the HP movies suck

If nobody ever looks at me like Eliot Waugh looks at Quentin I fucking quit you hear me God?

I am deAD

DEceAsed

Completely DesTroyEd

Han Daon. Humans promise forever, though they know nothing of the future. But I'm sure they are genuine when they make the promise. I can't promise you forever, but I will promise you this. The memories we build together will sustain me for eons to come. So, be happy for the next three years, even if it's just for me. Okay? Okay.

The Judge from Hell (2024)

I'm pretty sure All The Young Dudes has its own fandom at this point

Truly a masterpiece of fanfiction

you ever read a fic so good you want to write fanfiction for the fic?

Donna Tartt really just left her only female character (okay there's Judy but Judy's just background noise) underdeveloped and gave the gay character the most miserable ending and we're all okay with it? How come?

JUST WHEN I START WATCHING MERLIN NETFLIX ANNOUNCES IT'S TAKING IT DOWN

I ONLY JUST GOT HERE WTF

Thank you to Sand for being my role model

He's someone I relate to very much and I see so much of my romantic tendencies in him

Only he does draw boundaries. He does have self-respect. He refuses to give up his integrity

Thank you so much maybe I do have a chance at a fulfilling relationship

kinnporsche really said "this slick evil mafia boss is going to fall in love with the weirdest most cringefail country boy imaginable and their sex WILL be problematic and extremely kinky" and then they just Did That