babydolldoomer
just a girl with a Eric Harris and Dylann Roof fascination. 19|she/her
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I've been so busy with schoolwork and studying that I forgot my baby's birthday. I have vacation now, but since it's my fucking account, I do what I want. Today is April 9th for me.
Happy birthday Eric.♡. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁
I've felt like i understand you so much, almost as if i can see the root of your pain because i felt the same pain as you, the same anger when i was teenanger.
I feel like you weren't appreciated, that you tried (in your own way) to fight back, and no one listened. You were painted as a monster, and no one wanted to see the real you...
You tried to be strong by hiding your pain behind a facade of hatred, and that's more painful than directly exposing the pain because you can't even let it out, and when you did, you weren't heard and weren't allowed to be heard.
I wish you had felt loved in life... that you could have seen how valuable you were because there was beauty in you.
Society destroyed you, and you decided to destroy in response because you couldn't find a way out, because no one wanted to give you one, but you searched and fought, and i know that...
The moments where you were honest, where you cried for your parents and cried for missing your old friends, even when you were no longer here, society tried to erase that, as if it hadn't happened, they painted you as a heartless psychopath.
You had a heart, so much so that you were broken inside. Your heart was there and you showed it... You cried for your parents and your friends, you shared your problems with a therapist in an attempt to get help, you stayed home taking care of your sick dog, and in the goodbye tape, you dedicated that Fly CD to Susan even though you already knew it was the end.
Society didn't want to humanize you, but your humanity were always there. Many of us here know that, and now you are no longer alone...
omg I love thisss
His smile, what a cutieee😭🩷
what i love most about eric is what he tried to be, versus what he really was. In reality, he had this cute face, looked small with the trench coat on, and had such a tiny waist. He was the opposite of what he wanted to be in his mind, and he wasn't aware of how cute he looked being like that. ₊⊹🩷
home..
”but you cant! eric harris was/said/did ___ !”
whatever youre abt to say i already know so shut up. ive been non stop researching for months
I have a soft spot for eric, i absolutely hate anyone who demonizes him, who talks bad about him. To name a few people: randy (i hate him so much) brooks (lying piece of shit), devon adams (she's said so much shit about eric) even down to sue. It's like no one would have cared to throw eric under a bus. Maybe because i feel it's too unfair that few people have humanized eric and most just demonized him. I understand eric had a difficult character and some people didn't like him but he too deserved some sympathy, to be humanized, always portrayed as the bad friend who was a bad influence on dylan, fuck them all.
*I forgot to mention:
NOTHING these people say should be taken seriously...
brooks brown mentioned that dylan gave him eric's website address when it was really aaron brown, his brother who did it (brooks is a big liar and eric knew it).
devon adams mentioned that dylan got mad at eric because eric was copying dylan, yeah right....you should believe someone who disliked eric and has never said anything good about him.
randy brown...he is the worst of them all, he loves that everyone thinks he is "THE MAN WHO TRIED TO STOP EVIL ERIC HARRIS " and he has been going on for years with the crap about "eric killing dylan".
and sue, who only cares about cleaning up her image, and she won't acknowledge that dylan had homicidal tendencies and thinks eric influenced dylan to kill people.
Whatever these people say about eric, should not be taken as the truth of ANYTHING, because they all have a very strong bias against him.
why am I so attached to him help
creds to this edit I found on tt! It’s so hard to find edits on there
I’ve never loved something more omg
This describes me as a person
for some reason I instantly thought of this
Renee Neese, who is a long-time friend of Dylann Roof’s mother Amy, remembered that around the age of 3, Dylann had a number of routines that he completed three times. When he woke up in the morning, he went directly to his mother and kissed her precisely three times. Then he told her he loved her three times, and she said it back. Dylann insisted it had to be three times and not just once. Dylann’s mother said that Dylann would tell her “good night, I love you.“ His mother would then answer “good night, I love you”, and Dylann would repeat this process over and over. He said that he could not stop saying “good night, I love you”, but didn’t know why he could not stop saying it.
Dylann Roof’s fingerprints.
holy moly
js had to add this
the one who had a message for roof remind of me of: "After Roof was found guilty, they went up to the podium, one by one, when it was time for the victim impact testimony, and standing near the jury box, they screamed, wept, prayed, cursed. Some demanded that he acknowledge them. “Look at me, boy!” one raged. He did not.
Others professed love for him. He did not care. Some said they were working the Devil from his body. Feel it, they shouted. He did not appear to feel anything."
You know what I hate??? I hate how beautiful and smart he was..And I hate how no one truly saw that. I hate how right he was about certain things and how wrong he was about others. I also hate how he wasted those innocent lives and his own. But most of all I hate how I don’t hate Eric Harris. (referrence to ‘’10 things I hate about you 1999′’ lol )
has to be my favourite footage of him in the cafeteria >,<
Oh, the expressions of his face are so cute.
I found these on archive.com I thought they didn’t even listen to MM lol
Cryingg
No cause Susan's letter to Eric genuinely has me in tears.
"I promise to never forget the person I knew, and forget the person they say you were."
Dylan is completely humanised to us, through Sue’s stories of him at home, making puzzles and even him crying about being bullied. We will never know how Eric was really like, only his ‘tough guy’ persona he hid his true feelings behind in fear of getting hurt. I even read that the Harris family disowned Eric, not picking up his ashes, getting rid of all pictures and never talking about him as if he wasn’t even real. It makes me wonder what life was like for him when he was alive.
I feel like shit for Harris, I'll probably die saying this.
He has never felt wanted or accepted his entire life, that's obvious, read his diary and you will see that this is the realest thing written there. Eric Harris did not feel loved, accepted or included.
So he dies. Klebold's mother speaks out, writes a damn book, goes to interviews, she talks about Dylan. Dylan Dylan Dylan most information we have is Dylan, his vulnerable diaries, his evident depression, memories that Sue exposes. But what about Eric?
No, no one talks about Eric, his parents stay quiet, whether out of shame or privacy. Nobody talks about Eric Harris, as if he were a demon that if you repeat his name 5 times he appears and and pulls your foot at night or something.
Eric never felt accepted in life, nor before nor in death. In the end, he will be eternally excluded — from the "fun things", the family group, the groups of friends. Eric Harris is forever excluded, otherwise, completely misunderstood by those who confuse him with Reb.