Did The People Became More Annoying Or I Just Became Grumpier?

“Like water, too much pressure can lead to escape.”

- Titan Academy by april_avery

[06/02/18]

things that exist but you can’t see:

people thinking about you and smiling

flowers growing in your heart

the moon’s affection for you

how much you’ve healed already

a lovely future written in the stars

I miss being on the road.

I miss waking up in an unfamiliar place. I miss seeing a place for the first time. I miss the motion, the laughs, uncommon frustration, the eyes scanning the sky, familiar and unfamiliar at the same time.

I miss the sight from the moving bus window and realize how similar and different life can be base on where we come from. That these places are home to people who live here their whole life, who spend their childhoods chasing every street and corner, and we are just passer by.

Some people travel to escape, and some people travel to be home. And maybe I’m stuck in between. Stuck on the road, where most of life can be found.

Maybe my home is the open sky. It’s the taste of salt water in the air, the silence of the trees, and the road in front of us waiting for new beginnings.

“Success is often the result of taking a misstep in the right direction.” - Al Bernstein

“I’m waiting for you to leave my head. I’m waiting for you to say that we finally reach the end. But the truth is, we never really moved. We only stop moving. I never had the closure I needed, even though I was the one who pulled myself away from your grasp. You still sip into the cracks of my thoughts, dancing your way into my daydream. You are the best memory I’m trying to live without, but I can’t see the worth of risking another shot.”

AA | 180606

I have about 40 books. Most are unread and/or untouched because I've read them as ebook already so I don't know if I should read them again. I only purchased them because I like the feeling of finally having them physically. I say the pandemic has greatly impacted my book buying act since I don't get to go to the bookstore always. Talking about ebooks, I have tons.

Book Discussion

I’m curious, how many books people own that they have not read. most of booklr seems to have a large number from what they’ve said, but my collection seems much smaller (not counting e books, I have around 25).

totally not meant to be judgy, I’m just very curious about how many other people have.

Why does it hurt to watch people leave me even if they mean nothing to me?

Or maybe, they actually mean something to me and I just don't want to acknowledge it so that I won't get hurt when they leave me?

But it still hurts tho. It hurts. So much.

Hi! If you’re incredibly lonely and need someone to talk to, my ask is open to hear you out.

BAGSIKDIWA,

Why are you all ignoring my messages? I felt very much out of place. You kept on talking and talking and didn't even bother to entertain what I said. I'm hurt.