“We must understand that sadness is an ocean, and sometimes we drown, while other days we are forced to swim.”
And today is not the day where I am able to swim. Overthinking and sadness are drowning me. I can’t lose her yet. Not now, not in the days to come. She still has to witness a lot of milestones of mine.
“You are allowed to be both a masterpiece and a work in progress, simultaneously.”
— Sophia Bush
someday...
Months have passed but why does it still hurt like hell?
I am arranging the clothes in my closet and everything in here just reminds me of my mom. I miss her so much that I wish she’s right beside me now.
Indeed, grief and longing is not about the big things. It’s the small things that crumple your heart and crush it again and again into small pieces.
“He will provide the way and the means, such as you could never have imagined. Leave it all to Him, let go of yourself. Lose yourself on the Cross, and you will find yourself entirely.”
— St. Catherine of Siena
God is a great provider, so do not fret. The right path is laid for those who believe in Him and who are ready to lose everything in order to follow His lead.
Why does it have to hurt like this?