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I'm used to walking behind people,
When the sidewalk's too small for us all.
I'm used to walking behind people,
I now do it all the time without a single thought at all.
If I walk behind them, I won't loose sight of them
If I walk behind them, I wont be abandoned then.
Because all I have to do is keep up my pace
Because all I have to see are footprints to trace.
I feel awkward when I'm in front of them
I feel out of place when I walk side by side
I feel lonely when I hear conversations behind me
I feel nervous when either side I see their eyes on me, keen.
But if I'm behind, people don't usually mind.
This is why I don't know how to react
Now that she stops and pulls me to walk with her.
This is why I feel guilty and undeserving
When she gets behind me to walk,
When the sidewalk's a narrow slot.
That shouldn't be done by someone like you, i think
You should be in the front laughing and talking.
Tagging along, trying to piece together what the rest are saying at a distance,
That should be done by someone like me.
-scaredofmyvoice