At Least For Me - Blog Posts

I really need to lock in on finals. Time to thrust myself into my Prime Defenders era.

Edit: Only four minutes in and there's already a classic punk rock song. I'm gonna like this campaign.

T. THE. THIS??? YES PLEASE??? OP YOURE GIVING ME SO MUCH SEROTONIN GLASS BEACH FANS RISE UP

planetarium

me and tommy are one in the same. Rizzful

*points* THEATRE KID

OMG it so GOOD!!!!!!!!!!

Chapter seven is up!

Happy Birthday Ray!!

hey chat can we talk about how my shayla clark ient of young justice was not outwardly like you are an abomonation to kon like please guys he was shit sure but like he was thrust into a shitty situation and had a shitty reaction like is the point if superman not to be a super man like he should have negative and human reactions regardles of his kryptonian background like im not gonna lie and say i hate the trope or whatever it is that shits funny in dpxdc its litterally just danny going "oh ur a shit father? well damn im a better one" and i fuck with it heavly but some of yall take that to the absolute extreme like no shade at all its an intresting take just... do we realize that he wasnt that bad about it. like deadass he was essentially told hey you have a 16 year old son who is actually 3 days old go on and figure it out like brother was not ready nor wanted the responsibilty and when ignoring and placing the situation on hold doesnt outwardly inconvenice clark he can just to continue to ignore it no harm no fowl (i think fowl is the right word?) i mean obviously he was wrong and should have at the very least had a conversation with kon other than "oh u exist... cool...but not really" via death glare all this to say clark was not that bad and yall are a bit extreme with his reaction to his situation.

Learning French made my brain melt so here a horrible joke:

What was sealed away on a Saturday?

The samedi fire

(Badum tsss)

Ok so this is a bit of a crack theory, I don’t actually believe it, but it’s funny so I’m posting it anyway.

Hazbin Hotel. Alastor does not show any parental bond towards Charlie until episode 5, when Lucifer shows up. Alastor quickly deduces that Lucifer’s lackluster parenting skills is a weak point, and thus makes himself, someone Lucifer had previously dismissed as beneath him, out to be a more capable father figure.

That itself is not the theory, just the setup so we’re all on the same page. So. What if Charlie saw right through Alastor’s plan to one up her actual dad, and, fed up with Lucifer’s past behavior herself (we see earlier in the episode that she is the one who is reluctant to call Lucifer), she, hear me out, PURPOSEFULLY GOES ALONG WITH IT.

Like, she sees that Alastor doesn’t actually view her as a daughter and is just saying so to get under Lucifer’s skin, but instead of calling him out she plays along! And that’s exactly what happens in Hell’s Greatest Dad, Charlie is very much on board Alastor’s side of the song, agreeing at every opportunity, while with Lucifer she is just… lost, confused. Occasionally awed, but she never really joins in on his part.

Of course, unlike Alastor, Charlie actually has a more benign reason to be tricking her dad. She wants him to see sinners as people, and what better way to do that than to show how one of the worst sinners has helped her? And later in the episode, Alastor is the actual reason Lucifer changes his views and agrees to help Charlie with her dream! I’m too lazy to get the actual quotes, it it went something like this:

Alastor: in the background, giant, terrorizing the loan sharks

Lucifer: “This is why you can’t trust sinners, they always end up destroying everything.”

Charlie: “His method’s are a little… extreme. But he’s doing it to protect the hotel!”

Lucifer: “Uh huh. Isn’t he the reason you’re being attacked in the first place?”

Charlie: “At least he’s actually been here! How come he believes in me and you don’t.”

Lucifer: (thinking) Oh crap oh fuck

Something like that lol. Again don’t feel like finding the actual quotes. But yeah even if Alastor’s showboating about being a better father were exaggerated, the fact that he presented himself as a better father is the silver bullet Charlie needed to change Lucifer’s point of view, or at least give him a wake up call.

To reiterate, the “crack theory” part of this is just that Charlie purposefully went along with Al’s embellished motivations during Hell’s Greatest Dad. Personally I think she was blinded by Alastor’s change of tone that her optimism made her actually believe what he was saying (I think Charlie and Lucifer were the only two actually fooled by Alastor, but they were the only two that mattered for that particular trick)

Everything else, like how Charlie used Alastor twisted version of help to convince her father to help her, is either canon or a more solid theory.

That feeling of self doubt when you think you've figured somthing out about yourself but you don't fit what's expected.

Th feeling of hiding in plain site from everyone. Those who would understand and the others that could never.

I tell myself it's fine if I'm wrong it can't hurt anyone. But itcan. If I lied you suffered the effort I'm putting abd have put to rebuild the unstable walls of our friendship will crumble again.

And I can't lose you.

Is it wrong to say I miss you. That I miss the way out bodies fit together like the puzzles my grandma tirelessly works on.

That I miss your little smiles when I said something stupid and made of fool of myself.

Your hair draping over my shoulder at lunch your stomach pressed against my back.

But that's not fair. You aren't mine and as much as I want to be I'm not yours. I told you I couldn't l9ve you. I told you I would never love anyone. I told you I was wrong. I don't want to do that again.