Latest Posts by x2joincircus - Page 9

A lot of things could be considered flavored water.

Oop yall im cured 🤯. /s /neu /lu

Autism isn’t real, i have evidence it’s fake

this is the funniest anon hate ive ever gotten. please oh please show me the evidence that autism is fake i would love to see it. truly. Anon my guy. I have autism... My husband has autism. my boyfriend probably has autism. Please show me this proof so we can magically turn neurotypical and me and my husband can stop being disabled cuz thatd be cool af LMAO

I have realized I'm faekin and now a lot of things make since

wait damn its turkey day- cant wait to get mentally exhausted by family members njbhjhhbjijhbh

I have a dhmis oc. so here take a doodle of him. He teaches about music and that type of stuffs Ima name him jolly jukebox or something like that 🤷

i completely gave up on his other hand oml

i’m gay and my glasses are dirty

reblog if you’re gay and your glasses are dirty

emergency situation !!

hi everyone! you may have seen my other post going around regarding commissions for food money and bills! however our situation has gotten a bit more dire. we are being cut off financially, and this is putting us at risk of being homeless again. (which would mean potentially rehoming our kitty, lulu as well) so we are forced to ask with greater urgency if anyone can please help.

for donations, even $1 helps! i am willing to draw you anything. all donations will get something as long as you message me afterwards so i know where to send the artwork! i will also do tarot and pendulum readings upon request.

thank you so much for reading and if you cannot donate we would appreciate a reblog so much! we hope you all have wonderful days <3

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Small HC's

•lightning scars for Shadow bonnie

•Cuddly face because of revamped suit

REBLOG IF IT IS OKAY TO COME INTO YOUR INBOX AND SAY THE RANDOMEST SHIT I CAN THINK OF BECAUSE I REALLY WANT TO INTERACT WITH YOU.

EHHUAEHUeaHUEAhAEH VIRGIL <3

Its always “look at the different jane doe designs!” and never “look at the different virgil the rat designs” 😔

he's very special to me

Folks always tell me that writing and posting more about my otherkin experiences will help me out a lot, and I agree!  I just have really bad executive dysfunction, and so knowing where to start sometimes can be kind of hard, but also… I think more people in the otherkin communities should take their own advice, as well!

Informative posts and posts defining terms are useful, but (and this isn’t a diss) only up to a certain point… but knowing what something is versus knowing what it’s like adds up!  I dehort the idea of feeling obligated to reduce experiences to #Relatable Posts™, but I know (and others have told me) that even writing down little things here can be helpful!  Both to oneself, and to others!

I can spend hours pouring over educational texts describing signs of being otherkin, BUT I feel like I learn a lot more so much faster whenever I see folks posting stuff like “I want to have cubs but NOT human babies and NOT to merely raise kittens” or “I want to sit on some eggs so bad!!” We should all work towards being less afraid of possibly being ““cringe”” for feeling something ““weird””, and we can all benefit!

kinlist because i got bored:

[sorta in order from strongest to weakest but not really because i gave up at the end-]

Bold = ID

italic = flickerkin

Blue/swap sans (undertale au)

Mcfv!Shadow bonnie (mc fnafverse/fnaf au)

Popee Paraphone (popee the proformer)

Shrignold (Don't hug me im scared)

Sonic (sonic duh)

Bendy (bendy duh)

MCQ!Error (undertale au)

Vincent Aurelius Lin ( adamandi )

Rasazy (mid fight masses/friday night funkin mod)

Star Light (welcome to dreamworld)

Felix (Andy's apple farm)

Venti (Genshin Impact)

Yellow guy (questioning) (Don't hug me im scared)

sundrop (questioning) (fnaf)

Finn (questioning) (adventure time)

Camilo (questioning) (encanto) (dont call me camilo use cami/cam instead /info :] )

tails doll (questioning) (sonic/creepypasta)

Ribbon dancer (questioning) (welcome to dreamworld)

Main synpaths: Yellow (mc fnafverse/fnaf au)

Otherkin:

Faekin

robotkin

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Edit: litteraly redid the whole thing because it was really out dated lmao

Edit 2: chat this is like 2 years old stop liking it we realized we're a osdd system a year ago/silly /hsrs /nm

Hey batim kinnies? how're we feeling about the new game?

Personally, I have... Mixed feelings? It was really confusing so... Y'know.

- That noncanon batim character who shows up every now and then (gosh i really oughta come up with a tag or a sign-off something)

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trying to find my Moon-

OK SO IVE BEEN CONSIDERING DOIN THIS FOR A WHILE SO YEAH <3 HIIIIIIII So, I'm a canondivergent Sundrop fictionkin! And I miss my moon a lot- So im just gonna make posts of mems and stuff until I find them <3 Some base things I know about my moon: - We were not brothers as far as i remember- - after we got combined I can't remember if we ever got separated. - he wasnt bad at all, actually quite the opposite. He was rather calm and collected most of the time. he only got mad if it was something really bad <3 - he loved smart people puzzles like crosswords and stuff like that. - Unlike canon us we were actually different sizes- moon was a lot taller and thinner than me jiojihjbioijihjb <3

Okay fuck it if this post reaches 666k notes by the end of 2023 I'll practise basic self care

Why 666k? Because it's funny and impossible so good fucking luck

About Me! <3

Hello!! We're the daydream council!! We're a self dx osdd1 system!! Large system and fictive heavy, fake claimers will be blocked!!

Were dianosed autistic, ADHD, GAD, and depression

We're bodily 16 so please don't be a creep..

We're anti harassment!! And consider ourselves proship in the sense of that!! (We don't darkship much if at all!! Feel free to block if u comfortable with that!!)

Endo system NEUTRAL !!! Not for exactly but there's so much we don't know about the mind and I'm not gonna go around telling people to die so. Again we don't exactly believe in it but who knows man, who knows

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@cursedsunflowers and @visceral-bitez are my pookie bears >:3 /r

https://en.pronouns.page/@AceBandage (outdated I think)

My discord is X2joincircus incase youd like to talk to me! <3

Dni:

Basic Dni (homophobes, transphobes, racists, etc)

People who harass others (even if their darkship. I don't wanna hear it their people too!!)

People who believe in cringe

Who else here knows MC FNAFverse I bet not many lmao. Anyways I love this <3

just play her game

Ride the Cyclone kids and swimming

(in no particular order)

(all platonic)

Who would win: a public pool or six choir kids

Constance’s mom packed everyone lunch from the cafe 🥰

Ocean has to wear a rash guard, or she WILL fry in the sun

(She still manages to get THE WORST sunburn though)

Penny’s got the CUTEST swimsuit

Mischa wears the Cool Guy sunglasses

Constance would wear one of those big ol broad-brimmed hats fight me

Probably got the Mom Tote Bag, too

She’s also CONSTANTLY reminding everyone to drink water so they don’t get dehydrated

In the water, Noel looks like a wet rat

It should be illegal for his hair to be that flat

“*Ocean voice* I Can’t Swim ™️”

“Girl you’re literally named after a body of water how can you not swim” “DIE”

She still gets in because she doesn’t want to be left out

But she refuses to wear a life jacket because that’s embarrassing

Penny is giving

Noel will dip his toes in the water and then be like “i swam today”

He likes to sunbathe on the beach chairs

Then Mischa comes by and dumps a bucket of water over his head

Or all the kids will gang up on him with water guns

They all make a group pool playlist

Bad idea

The result is this lyrical mess of all different genres of music

It’ll go from Thrift Store (Mischa’s pick) to to Mary On A Cross (Penny’s pick) to the piano version of Until I Found You (Constance’s pick) the fucking Masochism Tango (Noel’s pick) to Mary Did You Know (Ocean’s pick) to Cynthia’s theme from Pokémon (Ricky’s pick)?????

It’s wild

Mischa is the CEO of flipping the inflatables when someone is on them

Catch Ricky out acting like a sniper with a water gun

My man is constantly shooting people when they least expect it

He once accidentally shot Mischa directly in the eyes and started praying to God

Penny is frighteningly good at Marco Polo

Sis has a sixth sense or SOMETHING

Do you know how terrifying it is to be carefully wading through a pool, then this whole blonde whips around to you like you’re a mouse that has just been caught by a hungry owl, only to have said blonde lunging at you before you can able think to do anything to save yourself, despite her eyes being shut

Constance almost cried

Okay, so, Chicken Fights? Mischa and Penny are an unstoppable team

Those two are terrifying together

Hear me out: Mischa on Penny’s shoulders

Good Lord

Pray for whoever has to deal with THAT

On the other hand, Noel and Ocean? The worst team

Ocean almost got pushed off, and she panicked, so she lashed her legs around Noel’s neck so tight he started to choke

Noel is out here fighting for his fuckin life against his own partner because he’s being fucking strangled by a ginger’s thighs

Meanwhile, Ricky and Mischa are just there like 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️

Having Penny on the bottom is TERRIFYING

Ocean once got on her shoulders, and Penny just started GOING, fucking SWINGING like Ocean is her own personal ginger baseball bat, and Ocean is fucking SCREAMING in fear

And poor Ricky damn near got LAUNCHED from her shoulders when they were paired up

Mischa is scary, too

He plays to win

While on Mischa’s shoulders, Noel’s screams could be heard for miles

Noel and Constance are a pretty good team, but Constance is short, so if she goes too deep, she’ll literally just start drowning

Ricky and Noel aren’t that bad tbh

Nobody can get on Ocean’s shoulders

Ocean “built like a popsicle stick” O’Connell Rosenberg having the strength to hold up her classmates? Unlikely. She’d die on the spot

Ocean is usually on SOMEONE’S back if they’re in water deeper than five feet because sis can’t reach

Penny is perfectly happy with Ocean clinging onto her back because you can’t tell me homegirl [Penny] doesn’t love physical touch, and they’re honestly the cutest thing Ever

Like, Ocean will just have her chin resting on Penny’s shoulder, hanging on like a red koala, and Penny is like :}

It’s adorable

They all do that TikTok challenge where you have to try and jump in the water with a theme

If someone is standing close to the edge, Mischa WILL push them in

It’s, like, the law

I feel like Constance would be a BEAST at noodle fights

Sis is swinging hers like it’s the legendary sword Excalibur

The kids try to teach Ocean how to swim

Noel’s idea is to just shove her in

“Sink or swim, bitch”

Good technique for babies! Not so much for teenagers

What are some ways you can identify a kin type? I'm new to the kin community, and a thing I've always been unsure about is how people realize they are some sort of kin. I just want to know a bit more about this rather interesting group I've heard of!

Hey there anon! I’m going to share the contents of a couple of my previous articles with you, (link) (link)

How to Find your Kintype

Generally speaking, your kintype finds you, and then you recognize that what you’re feeling is being kin.

However, if you’re doing it the other way around and either wondering if you may be kin, or know you’re kin and just haven’t found your specific kintypes, here’s one way to go about looking.

1. Ask yourself what makes you feel like you might be kin.

do you ‘feel nonhuman’?

have image dysphoria/feel like your body/face is wrong?

do you have memories/visions/dreams of another place or people/creatures you haven’t met on earth?

Do you experience sensations like supernumerary phantom limbs (tail? ears on top of your head? wings?) or feel like there are senses you are missing, or abilities you should have but don’t?

Do you experience feelings of homesickness even when in your own bedroom, or feelings of unexplained loss or grief- like there are missing people in your life?

Is there a certain show, character, creature, place in nature or fictional world that you’re drawn to or makes you feel strange and nostalgic?

Do you have other feelings or clues that make you feel like you might be kin?

2. Write down all the evidence you believe points at you being kin, and look for a pattern in it.

3. Analyze that pattern.

do you feel like you are drawn to the woods, and have sensations of a phantom tail? You might have a kintype that is some kind of forest animal.

feel like you’re missing magical powers, and have visions of battling evil? You might be a character from a fantasy canon.

etc

4. Once you have used the evidence to narrow down your search, start looking at different kintypes you think might fit your feelings.

research different animals/characters and see if any of them strike you as ‘right’.

talk to people with kintypes you think might be right and see if you share similar feelings.

5. Continue to research, reflect and narrow down your search until you find your kintype.

Lastly, you must be okay with NOT having a kintype if it turns out you’re not kin. If you have nothing to go on, and no ‘clues’ to what kintype you are, it may be the case that you’re not kin.

What Kin Experience – What Makes People Kin

Fictionkin have experiences and feelings that set them apart from the rest of the world, often even at a very young age. Many of us have known that we were somehow different from others since we were small children, though we lacked the words to properly describe how we were different.

Homesickness

One of the heaviest and most common experiences fictionkin share is one of homesickness. Most people know what feeling homesick is like, but can you imagine feeling homesick in your own town? Your own house, room, or even bed? This is a very real phenomenon for kin, and almost all of us have experienced it. Empty, melancholy longing. Feeling out of place, and out of time. Feeling like we don’t belong even in the place where we were born and raised.

It’s one of the subtlest, most basic, and also most heart wrenching things that kin go through, and it can be near ever present. It can be hard to describe too, not knowing just what you’re missing. Just knowing that something is wrong. Just wanting to go *home* and, before we know what it means to be fictionkin, not knowing where home is.

Gender and/or Species Dysphoria

Another trait many fictionkin share is the experience of feeling as though they are trapped in the wrong body.This can manifest itself in any number of ways, depending on what their spirit ‘expects’ their body to look and feel like.

Kin with spirits that were nonhuman may feel ill at ease walking on two legs, or feel like there are too many or too few teeth in their mouth.They may expect to have limbs that they not, or even feel like they have too many limbs altogether. They may feel like some of their senses are too dull or too sharp.***

Kin with spirits that are human, or close to human may experience dysphoria with things like height, gender, or eyecolor. Many kin feel too tall, or too short, looking at the world from the wrong perspective. Likewise, informal studies and polls in the kin community show that the overwhelming majority of fictionkin consider themselves transgender or on the transgender spectrum.

Supertasters: Some people who are kin to creatures with different experiences of the sense of taste may be supertasters as humans.Supertasting is a documented phenomenon in humans where certain foods and drinks that most people enjoy are intensely bitter or disgusting to a small minority, because they are able to taste underlying chemicals and elements that others can not.The cause of this ability sense is scientifically unknown.

Supernumerary Phantom Limbs

Normal phantom limbs the experience of having feeling and sensation in a limb despite that limb no longer being there. Kin experience supernumerary phantom limbs (also sometimes called Astral Limbs) which are sensations in limbs that were never present on their body in the first place- at least not in their human body.

Kin who have experienced alien or animal bodies often feel the phantom sensations of wings, tails, tentacles, etc. When they can feel these limbs they have a sense of where they are positionally, and may be able to ‘touch’ things with them, and feel heat or roughness, etc. They also may be able to feel when someone ‘touches’ their limbs, or pain if they for instance, get shut in a drawer.

Birthmarks, Scars, and wound pain

Related to phantom limbs, some kin experience unexplained pain or ‘scars’ at the site of wounds that they received in their other lives. As is often theorized to be the case in reincarnation, many kin believe that birthmarks are the remnants of the physical injuries that killed them in another life.

Many kin also experience unexplained pain, or discomfort at the sites of mortal wounds or other large injuries. Pain in lost limbs, or at the site of stab wounds, blurred or other vision problems for those who lost an eye, etc.***

Whether you believe it is kin related or not, if you experience chronic pain or other mysterious symptoms, you should always have them evaluated by a doctor.

Consistent Memories (Visions/Dreams)

Another extremely common and potent kin phenomena is the experience of kin memories.These usually come in the form of potent dreams or ‘visions’ (like normal waking memories). They are snatches of experience from another life. Often memories are visual or audial, but they can also be smells, sounds, or physical feelings.

Kin memories don’t connect with any memories or experiences that the kin has from this lifetime. They are completely from outside this world, and unexplainable. Because of this, they are often very distressing to people who don’t know that they are kin yet, because they seem like they must be hallucinations or suppressed memories.

Kin memories are often vague, and are also often traumatic or tragic, simply because upsetting events can be more memorable than pleasant ones. Memories often tend to be ‘triggered’ by something- either by a similar experience in this world, or by coming in contact with something that in fiction reminds the kin of the memory. The most potent trigger for memories is of course, coming in contact with the story that a fictionkin is ‘from’.

Unexplained fears or urges

Some kin experience unexplained mental hang ups that are related to their other lives. These can include both positive and negative feelings and impulses. For example, a fictionkin who had drowned in their other life might have a phobia of the ocean, or unexplained desire to avoid water. A fictionkin who was a concert violinist might be powerfully drawn to violin music, or even have a natural and inexplicable talent for it.

‘Missing’ Abilities

Like unexplained urges, some fictionkin also experience problems with ‘missing abilities’. This is when a kin feels like there is something they should be able to do, but can not. The kin might, especially when younger, reflexively attempt to call on that ability, and be profoundly confused when it doesn’t work. Some examples are kin who were spellcasters might attempt to make light with a certain gesture, or kin who canine might attempt to track people by their smell.

I'm fictionkin, and I usually feel very close to my respective kintypes, but because of some complicated feelings toward one of them, I ended up pushing away all my feelings on that kintype, and now I feel really disconnected from it. (I do have a "That's me!" feeling and some memories for background.) Any tips on regaining that close feeling I share with the rest of my kintypes? It's okay if you can't help. Hope this makes sense.

maybe try to interact more with material about that kintype! interacting with it will help bring it closer to you.look at pictures, read about them, maybe buy merch of it, listen to music related to it.if its a fictotype, you could read meta or fanfic, listen to the character’s theme, make/look at fanart, or interact with them in their source material.meditation is always good, and you could have things around you that remind you of it.

- habit

Inducing Shifts

As described in this post, shifts are various states of feeling like your kintype. They’re usually involuntary, but shifts can be induced purposefully for a variety of reasons. If you can’t think of any reasons, sensory memory is a good place to start. You know how you can smell something or hear a song and be transported to a certain time in your life? This sort of memory isn’t visual, but more of an emotion associated with a sensation. Inducing phantom or sensory shifts is a good way to attempt recall of sensory memories.

Something that should be noted about any sort of memory recall, induced by shifts or not, is that false memories exist. Maybe your kintype had a perfect memory, but if you don’t, things are bound to get lost in translation from the transition into your body. Be careful with memories and always assume they could be inaccurate.

Back to shifts, you could attempt to mentally recreate any sensations you’ve felt from any sort of shift. If you’re having trouble with phantom shifts, practice focusing your attention on a physical body part before you try with an astral limb.

I’ve found recalling any visual kin memories you have to be helpful in inducing mental shifts. Truly feel yourself inside those memories, like you’re reliving it inside your mind. Continue this for as long as you need to (or want to!) and don’t get discouraged if nothing happens right away.

Dream shifts can’t really be done purposefully without knowledge of lucid dreaming. The best advice I can give for lucid dreaming is start by writing down your dreams, then if you notice that you’re dreaming (which can be easy or hard depending on a variety of factors) find a way to tell your dream-self you’re dreaming. One of the most common ways is to look down at your fingers and move them. This skill takes practice and you won’t start dream shifting right away. There are books on the subject of lucid dreaming if you’re interested in more than just dream shifts.

If you want to try and induce a cameo shift, know you’re not going to magically pick up another kintype by doing so. If you’re prone to thinking any shifts indicate a new kintype, I’d advise not doing this and instead exploring your current kintypes and seeing if they’re all relevant to you. Cameo shifts can be induced with any shift, or many shifts, but with sensations different from any of your kintypes.