i finally realised why buck’s face during the “you act like you’re expendable…but you’re wrong” moment gets to me so much: he doesn’t look like buck.
he looks like evan
the face he makes is so similar to the way buck looks at maddie in the flashbacks in buck begins. young and wide-eyed and so, so vulnerable. like we’ve talked ad nauseam about how oliver managed to make himself appear so young in buck begins with his mannerism and idk how deliberately he was thinking about paralleling that in this specific scene but i think there’s something a little beautiful about it because well.
eddie isn’t saying that for buck’s benefit. he’s saying it for evan’s. and for those few seconds buck is able to be at his most vulnerable. he’s able to be evan again bc evan is safe with eddie, y’know?????? i need to go
Like, I just need someone to point out to bon that the son of Satan and Satan’s greatest weapon, is wrapped around his little finger and desperately wants to be close to him, learn about him, protect him, fight for him.
Bon you already beat Satan and you haven’t even realized.
This is stunning!! I just want them to have one soft moment. All of them.
just give them a hug.
how do people listen to sleeping at last and not go absolutely bonkers?? Like
“forgiveness is a lesson he cursed you to learn”??? “darkness exists to make light truly count”??? “may our stories catch fire and burn bright enough to catch God’s eye”??? “we pray we were made in the image of a figure eight”??? “if truth is north then I am true south”??? “It’s so exhausting on this silver screen where I play the role of anyone but me”??? “I’ve been less than half myself for more than half my life”??? “God knows, I am dissonance waiting to be swiftly pulled into tune”??? “I bend the definition of faith to exonerate my blind eye”??? “pain is a well-intentioned weatherman predicting God as best he can, but God I wanna feel again”??? “our stained glass means nothing without light”??? “in our grey matter all grey matters”??? “sign language is our reply when church bells make no sound”??? “for in our great sorrow we learn what joy means”??? “I’ll try and find the image of God in mountains made of ash and clouds of smoke”??? “they’re calling off the war on account of losing track of what we’re fighting for”??? “if brokenness is a form of art, I must be a poster child prodigy”??? “it’s a cruel, cruel trick how we find ourselves when we lose everything else”???
There are so many more but these are just my favorites
Songs referenced:
Uneven Odds / In the Embers / South / Three / Nine / Mercury / Earth / Touch / Sight / Mind / Emphasis / Sorrow / Anger / Mars / Neptune / Woodwork
methinks tadashi’s legacy lies not in baymax’s 1000+ medical procedures, but in the fact that he programmed his robot to act wasted when his battery is low
okay but what if it's exactly chris growing up that leads them to finally talk about the Will? because chris will want to be more independent and yeah eddie will have an existential crisis about it but buck will probably be worrying even more. because eddie is still his dad, but what's buck's role now? does he still have a place in chris' life? will they still need him, now that eddie is healing and is also trying to fix his relationship with his parents? is there still room for him? what if buck worries that the Will will eventually lose its meaning and its purpose because chris is growing up so fast and they'll no longer need him. what if they talk about it.
yes, theirs
Some Indigenous superheroes for Indigenous Peoples Day
how do i get back to that person i wanted to be? i’ll let you know when i figure it out
[image description: two large gifs of eddie diaz and evan buckley from season 5 episode 18 of 9-1-1. the gifs are colored with a soft pink overlay and the text has a white background.
gif 1: eddie stares at his repaired bedroom wall, bracing his hands against it. the text reads, “i’m going to be better -” “for myself.”
gif 2: buck sits on the edge of his dining table, looking up and smiling after taylor leaves the apartment. the text reads, “a clean slate…” “yeah. just not together.”
/end ID]
Weighted blanket is not enough I need someone to do this to me