Finally finished with everything for my pinned on this blog ๐๐ literally took me hours, but I'll start on my pinned on my side blog sometime next month๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ
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order from @under-the-cherrytree: reader who has a hard time cutting toxic friends
orders:chocolate(hc) pudding(comfort) water(gn reader)
(not proofread)
____________Hanako-kun____________
hanako would immediately find your friends talking behind your back and revealing your secrets
obviously hanako being a ghost he didn't need to hide behind the wall.
when hanako heard them talking behind your back he immediately went to inform you about them
you didn't believe him at first but as days passed they started to ask you to do their homework and ask for things and never give them back
hanako would see this and say about how they treat you
you would answer 'oh? what are you talking about? they're treating me well'
The only reason hanako would ask that is because he would want to hear on what you will say as a cover up on what their doing
next he asked yashiro and kou to follow your friends and change places, as they both still have classes
when yashiro and kou both have classes he would try
key word: TRY
teru would find hanako sneaking around the students while he was patrolling
so teru tried to exorcist him but hanako would explain first that yashiro and kou were the ones supposed to follow them around and find something on them that's super crappy
teru would inch his sword almost touching his chest but before he could exocist him he explained faster '' lookimnotdoinganythingbadbutthey'rebadfriends-''
(translation if you can't read that:look i'm not doing anything bad but they're bad friends)
teru would be skeptical but let him go knowing that those who hanako are following your 'friends' (teru would help him a little only because of you)
now with other useful knowledge totally not from teru or anything he would make their lives at school as living hell as if school isn't hell already
he would purposely make them trip, etc(can't think of anything else)
he would torture them(not physically but mentally) until they transfer school.
_________Sousuke Mitsuba_________
mituba would slowly notice you would have toxic friends when you were quiet while talking to him
normally you would tell him about what had happened to your day and mitsuba would reply back with snarky remarks about your day
now you just sit there and and quietly reply to him
as we all know mitsuba is a loner but he will say to people about how great of a person you are
mitsuba would try to ask your friends about you,
they would answer with " they're a good friend but they're annoying" "we're just using them for homework" etc.
when mitsuba heard this he was furious but kept his cool and said that he needs to do something
The next day which was a saturday , he did some digging and found some secrets and he sent a screenshot and sent it to them anonymously
your 'friends' replied back saying 'what!? who are you' or 'how did you find that'
so he sent a message saying ' i will reveal to the whole school about your secret if you don't apologize to [name] and admit what you did wrong'
The next two days pass and as soon as you sit down someone bursts open the door and goes to you and bows saying all their wrong doing
this is when people are arriving at school so people see them bowing
when you bought up about them bowing and saying sorry while admitting on what they did wrong
mitsuba replying to this is acting shock and quite happy
now mitsuba would say that you shouldn't mind them
They are bad friends anyways.
________Teru minamoto________
teru would be thinking you had toxic friends when you would ask if you were a great [s/o]
he questioned you for more information on them and you would answer positively unlike what hes heard from other people
he would have doubts about your friends being good friends.
so teru confronted your friends, obviously they lied saying that they were taking good care of you.
so he asked akane (teru being busy with the council work and exorcising) to follow your "friends"
so when akane reported back to teru saying that they were using you and talking behind your back teru immediately took action and went to their locker and wrote a note saying 'i will reveal to the whole school about your secret if you don't apologize to [name] and admit on what you did wrong' yes i copy pasted it from mistuba and hanako
he put this in every one of your friends lockers unless you only have one friend
now the next day came and your now ex friends apologized to you and admitted all their wrong doings.
of course you were shocked and confused
because they weren't the ones to openly admit they did something wrong,
so you questioned teru if he had anything to do with them apologizing
he would say no and say that they were bad friends and that you shouldn't worry yourself with them and let them be.
Extra note from baker: i only added the drinks a few weeks ago for this specific post, and hope you enjoyed this cherry and anyone else reading this_________________END________________
Hi genuine question are u japanese?
Hey anon! You can see my nationality on my 'about me' page, and to answer your question no. I'm not Japanese, I'm from the Philippines (stop cuz how do you get the though that I'm Japanese๐ญ)
Hi, Raze! How are you? Are you doing well and taking care of yourself? ๐ฅบ
I have a request for you since I saw you had it open, but take your time with it, no need to rush ๐ซ
Can I get one ๐ฎ with some ๐ง for Xiao and a reader who is just feeling insecure about themselves in general (it's one of those days)? You can choose the flavour for whatever is comfortable with you ๐ค
Thank you, and just know that you're doing amazing and I'm proud of you for always doing your best <3
Genre: angst, comfortโpairing: Xiao x readerโwarnings: reader degrading herself, readers mother keeps degrading reader towards everything they do. Crying (if there's more please let me know๐๐)โ
notes: I had an idea for this a long time ago but I didn't know how to do it properly๐ญ so here I am, a few months late doing this๐๐. I got carried away and I didn't read your ask properly๐ญ๐ญ it's supposed to be readers own thought not someone else making reader insecure, so sorry lost I got your request wrong, just ask me again if you want me to redo it, did the first part at like midnight and I was already halfway when I looked back on it ๐๐
Summary:being at one of your family gatherings alone was always sormthing you never looked forward to, even if you did miss your siblings, being the center of attention at the dinning table once all of your relatives took their seat, had tears in your eyes, always saying something about your body, how no man wanted you, how you would never satisfy your boyfriend with how ugly your body looked.
'You look horrendous in those types of clothes ___, did you really think your 'boyfriend' would feel satisfied by your body, I mean you can't even dress properly and act submissive now and you expect him to love you?'.
Those words said by your own mother ringing in your ears on your way home, had tears brimming in your eyes.
They had asked you if you had a boyfriend, you nodded slowly expecting them to berate you, surprisingly they had bakced off and wished you well with xiao. Sitting at the dinner table had more tension then ever before,
"well.. ____, since you have a boyfriend now, when will you introduce him to us" your grandmother started the conversation,
"um, well, maybe in the near future but not now, since hes very busy and his work is very demanding.. " you had kept your gaze on your plate before hearing a bang on the table and the food om your plate lightly lifting off the table
"____! Where are your manners?! Your grandmother is talking to you! Can't you look her in the eyes and show some respect! " your mother screamed at you as your other relatives just kept quiet or looked at you with concern since this was the first time they saw your mother act this way towards you.
Seing that you were visibly shaken, your grandmother interrupts your mother from speaking any further and put her hand over yours.
"____ dear, I think it's time for you to go home and rest, you look like you have been tired, if you want you can call your boyfriend and pick you up? " your grandmother had spoken to you with her gentle voice that comforted you everytime your mother had .
You nodded to your grandmother, before your mother had uttured out a single word, you grabbed your bag and walked out of the house.
Before you went out the door, you heard muffled shouts in the dinner room, you had made out what they were talking about.
"Why did you say that to your child!? Are you out of your mind!" That was the last thing you heard before you walked away from the house you called home.
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Now you're back in your shared home, laying on your bed trying to hold back your tears. You spot your mirror in the corner of your room, walking towards the reflective surface with you in the middle of it. Lifting up your shirt, you look at your stomach, you hated the way it made you look bloated in tight shirts.
You stare at yourself with disgust and frustration, coming closer to the mirror, inspecting every inch of your face seeing the flaws your mother pointed out throughout your entire life.
Your vision becomes blurry from the tears pooling your eyes, wiping your tears away but they kept coming back. You lost your balance and fell down on the floor, sitting on the floor for a few minutes trying to calm your self down. You took deep breaths as you fiddled with your fingers, you looked around the room spotting the clock, the time almost midnight so you wiped your tears for the last time and stood up with shaky breathing and walked to your bedside table, picking up the glass of water and drinking it before you layed down ok your bed, covering your self with the blanket.
You closed your eyes trying to fall asleep yet failing, your mind wanders back to the reunion, thinking about what your mother said and how none of your other relatives defended you from her, only your grandmother had defended you from the person who swore to love you until the end of her life when she gave birth to you.
Hiccups and sobs could be heared throughout your shared bedroom as xiao opened your front door, he was expecting you to come up to him and greet him like always. Xiao walked further into the living to see if you had fallen asleep, seeing as you weren't in the living room, he walked towards your bedroom to hear mumbled sobs.
Xiao had gently opened the door to avoid waking you up if you had fallen asleep, instead he was greeted with the sight of you hugging a pillow while shaking, he had froze in front of the door, not knowing what to do, he walked towards you and sat down by the edge of the bed.
Feeling the bed sink by your feet, you looked towards the edge of the bed to see Xiao sitting down not facing you and looking at the floor.
"Oh.. Xiao your back, how are you? And why are you sitting at the edge of the bed?" You had reached out for him, grabbing his forearm and pulling it towards you softly, making Xiao lean towards you, flinching at his hand reaching to your face, specifically your eyes, had xiao becoming concerned, as they were surrounded by a red hue looking as if you had finished crying.
"____, did...Something happen at your family reunion? " Xiao held your hand, his gaze towards you had soften and trying to tone down his voice..
" no, nothing went โ*hic* went wrong at the reunion" you towards your bedside table with a red and puffy eyes. '' you're lying because your eyes say a different story....if you don't mind, do you want to talk about it with me? I know I might not know what to do, but maybe...you'll feel better if you talk about it to me?" Xiao placed his hand on top of yours, trying to comfort you the best he can.
You didn't respond for a good few seconds, contemplating if you should or shouldn't say to him what your mother had said to you at the reunion,eventually, you agreed to talk to xiao about what happened at the reunion.
A few tears were shed by you as you recalled what had happened at the reunion, as much as xiao wasn't much on the comforting side, he was great at the listening side even if he couldn't comfort the best way, but his way of comforting was your best way of comforting and you wouldn't want to replace it with others.
Towards the end of your story, xiao looked a little angry or frustrated, maybe both. "What's wrong Xiao? " your voice was above a whisper, an eerie silence filled the room as Xiao still haven't replied to you, instead he held your hand and rubbed the back of your palm.
"... If you have anymore of those events you call 'family reunion', make sure to call me. I will accompany you so your mother won't be able to say such words to you. " Xiao raised your hand close to his lips, kissing the Beck of your palm, you just stared at him while your mind was formulating a response to his words he directed towards you.
Sobs left your lips as you hung your head low, your tears falling onto the blanket covering your lap. You didn't know what to say, so you nodded your head signaling that you agreed to let him come with you to any family related events.
After you calmed down, you though about what Xiao said earlier when you were crying, specifically the last part. 'I will accompany you so your mother won't be able to say such words to you' you know that Xiao dislikes crowds and events with lots of people he doesn't quite know. "... Are you sure you want to come to every family event? I know how much you hate crowds and such, I don't want you to come and feel uncomfortable" you close your eyes for a few seconds, feeling them become sore because of your tears.
"I do not mind being uncomfortable but I also don't want you to hear words that make you think thoughts that make you dislike parts of your body" Xiao placed his hand on your cheekโshowing the side that only you can see once in a whileโhe gently caresses your eye, wiping the tears left over from you crying.
He gently pulls you closer, patting your hair as if he was lulling you to sleep and since you just finished crying and all the events that happened, you fell asleep almost immediately.
Once xiao felt that you were asleep, he layed you down on the bed and covered you with the blanket. Xiao just sat next to you, looking at you while you sleep, he abruptly stood up thinking that he was creepy for staring at you when you were sleeping, he walked inside the bathroom and washed up since his body was splattered with dry blood.
After he washed up, he sat on the opposite side of you on the bed. Xiao layed down next to you and admired you when you suddenly opened your eyes to look at Xiao in front of you. "I thought you had fallen asleep?" Xiao was taken aback and giggles left your lips when you saw xiao's reaction. "How should I fall asleep when someone so handsome keeps looking at me while I sleep? " you tease Xiao while you come closer, putting your hand on his red hued cheeks, meanwhile, xiao just closes his eyes tightly and grumbles that you should just fall asleep. "Alright, alright. I'll sleep now, just promise me, when I'll wake up you'll be next to me. " you take your hand away from his cheeks and lay on your back, facing that ceiling closing your eyes, trying to fall asleep. "I promise, even when you're awake, I'll be here next to you" xiao takes your hand in his and places a tender kiss.
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So I finally made a uquiz to see how fandom would see you if you were a fictional character.
im so annoyed right now, i pressed the shut down button on my laptop and the ask i was working on did not save and i made 700+ words im so annoyed, my day just got worse >:(
Hi, Raze! (Almost keep calling you Miku rip)
How have you been? Have you been taking care of yourself?
Eating enough and resting enough? Staying hydrated?
You're important, so I want you to take care of yourself, okay?
Ily /p ๐
Hello lost! (its the name of the bakery, dw i dont mind if you call me miku although its kinda wierd) im doing ok, i dont know about that tho but ive been eating enough and resting well (for now since summer school is starting in monday and its starting in 7:30 to 11:30 am i suddenly dont want to go) thank you lost i'm taking care of myself ilyt /p
Hello! I know youโre busy but just wanted to check on you and ask how is school? ๐Hope you are taking plenty of care to yourself and are enjoying the nice weather.
Hello kat! i've been doin ok ever since my school has ended and i just got my report card since 4th of july (man what kind of coincidence) and it was a 89, report card aside i have been taking care of myself and the weather here..... not sure its nice it keep switching to hot and cold. and for everyone who sended an ask its all still halfway done, my friends are chaotic and they keep distracting me(i cant say anthing to bad about them one of my friends follow me and she'll say it them them)
~sincerely miku's bakery~
Hugs you because the results of the quiz I tagged you said you need one ๐ฅบ๐ฅบโค๏ธ. I donโt think I asked permission to tag you but was it okay that I did?
Anyway, hope youโre well!! Are you looking forward to the weekend? ๐
Thank you for the hug kat! ive actually been feeling quite down since my grades were released since my dad screamed at me for haivng such bad grades so my motivation is down aswell(had a breakdown before answereing this so my eyes are quite sore also want to vent to one of my friends but can;t since i know they don't comfort people well )its fine you can all tag me as much as you want(not litterally) looking forward to the weekends since were going on a vacation to meet my other cousins after my brother graduates
~sincerely miku's bakery<3
Hey buddy, I know it's been a month, but still wanted to check on you.
How are you? Are you looking after yourself? Take it easy, and be kind to yourself
Im doing great! Almost done with your request! Just need to type it out : D