I Like To Think That The Scenario’s You Make Up Or Visualise In Your Head Are Actually Just Memories

the amount of merch i’m buying with my infinite money in my drs is gonna be insane. everything is so fucking expensive hereeee

as a trans guy i want to manifest or shift to a reality where im cis but then im like: who am i if im not trans? like its such a big part of my humor and also some cis guys are so mean that its kinda generalised. im also just scared of cis men. still kinda wanna be cool and cis though, it would make my life so much easier.

being both a shifter and an over thinker is actually going to kill me

Yesterday night I was really tired and I fell asleep. Somewhere during that I heard someone say the word ‘four’ or ‘for’, something like that. It was clear as day and it scared the shit out of me. No one was in my room or close enough to do it. Chat did I shift?

i've known about shifting since 2020 and never doubted that it is real, but still had long breaks. i could not think about shifting for several months, a year, but it still came back to me. I still returned to shifting. if this is not direct evidence that i am destined to shift then I do not know what is

accidentally experienced hypnagogia when i woke up this morning. i started hearing the tune the news uses on tv. then i actually woke up and i was like huh? but progress, yay!!

but why did we make the word so goddamn hard? dafuq

the vibe I bring to every reality

me casually sneaking the fact that i can sing into all my drs, because being a singer is truly the only thing i wanna be. it’s at the top of my list, at least.

seeing my s/o in edits is so motivating. like wdym I'll be in edits with HIM in my dr? wdym people ship us and want us to be together forever?? ITS SO MOTIVATING AHFLDJROSJRNWNFS

I legit daydreamed about my nepo baby dr and I was accepting a Grammy and almost cried on the bike. Whoops.