Happy Bday To Meeee

been a hot minute since I posted a photo dump //_0

this is the only pic I had of them but like u can tell how bad a condition they were in

after repeatedly supergluing my boots back together (as well as sellotaping them multiple times) after the literal bottom half of it came off as well as the paint on them, I finally got new ones bro I'm so happy

pics of me that I think look funny that's been sitting in my gallery for ages

MY BINDER SLID UP I WANT TO DIEEE /J

JANUARY DUMP!!!

this month has been really hard but i know it'll be okay. it takes time to get better.

brb falling in love w angel phan

MAY PHOTODUMP!!

meltdown diaries #1

why is finding friends so hard i don't understand. I don't think I've had a friend irl or even really talked to someone my age in 2 years. I dont know what's so wrong with me. I'm 17, I'm supposed to have sorted this out by now. I don't know how to fix myself, I swear I've grown in these two years. don't know if it's my autism again but i just need friends. I like friends. I like talking. I have autistic peers at college and they have friends, but they all have their own groups and I feel like I don't fit. i just need something, someone. theres no clubs where I live so I don't even know where to find friends. the only thing I have is work college and my bed, and I can't go on like this. I just need the world to be gentle, just for once. I just want to laugh with someone who isn't my 15 year old sister who has to talk to me because we live in the same house. Im just tired, so tired. feel like I'll be alone forever, and I swear I'm a better person. I'm just shy. I wish I was normal, but it's always been this way, and it always will