"The Truth Is, I Need Help But I Can't Imagine Who I'd Be If I Was Happy?"

“One of the best lessons you can master in life is to master how to remain calm.”

— Unknown

Maybe I'll just be fucked up forever / Should have figured myself out by now / And I don't want to tear myself open, no / But it's hard to care when you bleed out

Bring Me The Horizon, sTraNgeRs

“You don’t need another human being to make your life complete, but let’s be honest. Having you wounds kissed by someone who doesn’t see them as disasters in your soul but cracks to put their love into is the most calming thing in this world.”

— Emery Allen

If we wait until we’re ready, we’ll be waiting for the rest of our lives.

Lemony Snicket

𝘍𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶

𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭, 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘦

𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘯𝘰 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘭𝘦𝘧𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦

𝘖𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘺, 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵

𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘢𝘴 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘰𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘥𝘰

𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘝𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘵

𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘰𝘯𝘦

𝘈𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘢𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶

𝐃𝐨𝐧 𝐌𝐜𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐧 - 𝐕𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐭

““My heart is so tired” - Markus Zusak”

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““If you miss them, that means you’re lucky. It means you had someone special in your life, someone worth missing.” - Nathan Scott”

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“I like to listen. I have learnt a lot from listening carefully. Most people never listen.”

— Unknown

I had a sense of preparation for a love to come. Like the extension of canopies, the unrolling of ceremonial carpets, as if I must first create a marvelous world in which to house it, in which to receive adequately this guest of honor.

The Diary of Anaïs Nin, Volume One 1931-1934, Anaïs Nin

they should make it easier