More Sherlock & Co Art!! I Love These Two So Much. Again, Sorry For Fuzzy Text.

Not fanart today everyone, sorry. I will be uploading some within the week though!

I just need to vent and rant a bit.

I was feeling a bit rough today & made a venting self portrait piece for Pride Month. I've been out as trans for four years this November (26th of November) I’ve been on T three months and four days. I love who I am and my identity and wouldn’t change a thing, but sometimes I’m so tired.

I just want to love who I want to love. I want to wear what I want to wear without thinking “could this outfit that I wear today get me killed or harassed because it’s not in the norm?” I get fed up with having to conform to cisgender and heterosexual norms out of fear. I want to wear a dress and other pretty stuff again. I am cis passing so I’m privileged. I was cis passing before even starting T because I have naturally high T. So, me wearing feminine stuff scares me because I don’t want to get harassed for it. I have developed internalised toxic masculinity because of it. If I dye my hair I “may look gay” or “would people be able to tell I’m trans?” When in reality, I LOVE being queer, I LOVE being trans. It’s just hard. Being me is hard.

If I were to change my gender marker where I am, and if I were to get ovarian cancer and be in need of a hysterectomy, it wouldn’t be covered by insurance here because I am a man.

I am entitled to love, freedom, healthcare, happiness, marriage, not being turned away by businesses, or by churches/places that are meant to help all and help the community. I and everyone in this world is entitled to love, comfort, and living happily.

We have lost so many LGBTQIA+ people from this bigotry and hatred. It only seems to have spiralled even further since the pandemic or maybe because I came out in 2020 I’m just paying attention more…There’s people dead who should still be alive enjoying their favourite foods, drinks, films, etc. The people who bitch about how we are harming children, they’re “doing this for the children”, well guess what, every time you introduce more bigotry, you are killing a child. Not helping one. So, you can take the “help for the children” and shove it up your arse.

I sobbed tonite in my restroom because Nex Benedict and Brianna Ghey came into my head. They were so young and they are DEAD and for what? Because some fucking assholes just couldn’t handle the fact that LGBTQIA+ exist.

I’m TERRIFIED of dating people. Especially (cis) men because my brain goes to “Okay, is this person really interested in me or am I a fetish to them?” “If I go on a date with this guy tonite, will I come home later?” “What if he’s just trying to lure me somewhere and hurt me?”

THESE THOUGHTS SHOULD NOT BE NORMAL. I AM NOT A FETISH. I AM NOT A KINK. I AM NOT PROPERTY. I’M A HUMAN BEING.

Why can’t I just be human?

Why is it every time in the media there’s a criminal case and that person may or may not be gay, trans, or both, they hardly focus on the act itself but only on the fact that they were gay or transgender.

I am just SO fed up. Living in the states right now is a nightmare. I acknowledge that I’m privileged in ways that not many people have. I am in a blue state (for now), my mother is supportive, I have access to HRT and medical needs, I am white, I pass as a man. I am extremely privileged in those rights. I will never be able to even imagine how our gay and trans people of colour are treated. My heart breaks for them.

How many more of us is it going to take until we’re seen as people?

We’re not ped0phil3s, we’re not gr00mers, we aren’t out to harm your children, we didn’t steal a fucking rainbow from The Father Over Yonder, we aren’t working for Lucifer & if we are, I haven’t gotten my fucking pay cheque, we aren’t taking away healthcare from women, we aren’t taking over sports, etc. I could go on & on & on about this.

I can’t change who I am. Ironically, I loved being a woman. I loved my hair, my dresses, my makeup, my jewellery, the way some guys looked at me, I loved me. Although, something didn’t fit. I loved being a woman but something wasn’t right. I dressed goth, and then when I got home I dressed masculine. Even then, something didn’t click.

Then one day I was in middle school and I saw this girl named Maddy in my class. She was joking with a few of the boys in our class. She put her hair in her hat and made herself look like a boy and all the boys went “Woah! You really do look like a boy” and I was like “Huh, I wanna try that.”

So, I went home that day and messed around with it for a bit. Something felt better in me. I couldn’t explain it because I didn’t know what being trans was or what it meant. I went out like that any chance I could, unless I was around a boy or any preppy girls because I didn’t wanna get made fun of.

Eventually, one time in the store when I was walking away with my cousin from the register (still cis and in denial. Still an egg) the man at the register went “Have a good day, boys!” and we looked at each other and started laughing. Like omg, they called me a boy but I’m not a boy, right? It felt good & right.

You see, it wasn’t the dysphoria that made me figure out I was trans but the euphoria I felt from being called a man.

We have this heavy focus on the dysphoria (which I completely understand for people) but people forget about the euphoria too. I felt like something finally clicked but I couldn’t explain it.

That was until I started getting flooded with Trans TikToks and JammiDodger in my YouTube FYP and I was like “Haha, this is me. Wait-“

I didn’t realise I was trans until about 2020. Before I came out, (Oh, god, help me.. idk what egg me was thinking. I was so obvious..)I asked my mother while we were pulling into Walmart if I could get a binder and she’s like “What’s that?” and I said “Oh, to keep my chest flat. Since you know I love acting. So, do you think I could get one for when I play male roles? That way people couldn’t see that I’m a girl? Since you know I’m a girl who wants to play a male role.”

“Hmm, well sure, we can definitely do that. We’ll just have to see what I have to work with.” I was like hell yeah! I didn’t technically come out to my mother while I was in high school. She sorta just found out because she noticed everyone called me by my first trans name that I picked out and I was like “Uh- IT’S A NICKNAME BECAUSE I LOOK LIKE A CERTAIN ANIME CHARACTER WITH THE SAME NAME-“ I literally panicked.

Eventually, I kinda became like THE trans guy at my academy and since she was my English teacher, she found out through the words going around the school. It took her a while but she made it. We went and got the big chop. My hair was about three feet to four feet long and now it’s in the same style as Tony Stark’s hair or maybe even Shawn Spencer’s. Just that category of hair style. Lol. It’s very short now. I remember when she let me borrow her phone and I saw she changed my phone contact from my deadname to my old trans name. I took a picture of that and I still have it.

My name has since changed and I don’t have the same trans name I started out with. She’s still trying to switch over to using Anthony. She’s better than she used to be. I don’t mind being called by my old trans name per se but I just wish my name currently would be used more if that makes sense.

My mother is fully supportive of me now and we even got a pride cake a few days after my birthday (17th of June) because some dipshit at a store a town over threw a fit and destroyed a baker’s Pride cakes. Yeah, call US the snowflakes and yet you throw a fit about a rainbow on a cake? Yeah, okay. Lol. We got it from my mum’s friend who was giving pride cakes away to queer families after she found out about the incident.

Knowing that I have such supportive people means the world to me, but I know in some places that I go in the world, they won’t always be there to protect me. So, with that I’ve had to keep my guard up and protect myself.

I hope one day society will get to a place where we view everyone as people and that we’re all human. The LGBTQIA+ people we’ve lost will never be forgotten and we’ll always say their names. Please research our queer history. We could all learn stuff from each other.

If you’re ever feeling like your existence means nothing and that the world would be better off without you because of who you are, you are wrong. Your death isn’t something that just happens to you, it happens to everyone around you too. You would be missed because you’re loved and cherished. Knowing that you are also apart of this community with me, already makes me happy that you exist because we need more LGBTQIA+ voices. Our light and colours burn and shine brighter together so please do not go anywhere.

Thank you for existence. I love you. I’m proud of you for coming this far and we’ll go even further. We just have to make it through today. One day at a time. Everything will be okay and everything will turn out the way it’s supposed to.

If ANY of you are in need of immediate help please seek out The Trevor Project. They offer immediate help. It’s completely free and you can either text or call. I’ll leave a link for you below.

If you’ve made it to the end of this HUGE vent/rant, I’ll be sure to fluff some pillows for your eyes and get them some nice blankets because they must be tired as hell after reading this.

If you could reblog this so other LGBTQIA+ people who feel sad this pride could feel seen or just wanna reblog it for pride, please do!

If anyone can reblog this too with any other stories about their queer & trans experience or any other helpful info for LGBTQIA+ people & youth, that would also be really helpful!!

You are always safe on my blog. 💛⚧️🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸🇸🇩🇨🇩

We can all benefit from helping each other, so also if you are able - please donate and help Operation Olive Branch for the people of Palestine, Sudan, and Congo! Remember, no one is free until we’re all free!! So, I’ll leave the link to their link tree here -

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Link to Trevor Project here! They provide a lot of good info if you wanna research stuff too! -

The Trevor Project

The Trevor Project - Suicide Prevention for LGBTQ+ Young People

The Trevor Project is a non-profit suicide prevention organization that provides 24/7 crisis support services, research, and advocacy for LG

I think it's really important to de-gender body parts. A vagina can be a male body part when a man has one. A penis can be a female body part when a woman has one. This means we stop using the words "female" as a replacement for when we want to talk about something related to vaginas, breasts, uteri, clitoris etc. We stop using the term "male bodied" or "male body parts" as a stand in for talking about penis and testicles and prostates. It's a subtle kind of sex negativity and body negativity that surrounds this use of language. People are ashamed to say the words vagina and penis. Gendered language acts as the cloak for that shame, which is also why some people get really angry about this idea. But I think unpacking that shame and desensitizing it will be healthy for all people in the long run. No one needs to be scared of the bodies that we have! Thats unhinged!

Hear me out: fantasy Psych & Ethical Omens MD crossover

YES!! I was literally already in the works of making a Good Omens x Psych crossover because literally making angel and demon AU’s of anything is my jam. I already have some plans in motion for “Prophetic Omens”. I have the urge to make it “Prophetic Omens: No, you’re prophetic” after Shawn’s quote in the series where Juliet’s brother comes to see her and he said that Juliet told him about Shawn and he’s like “What did she say?” “That you’re prophetic” then Shawn says “No, you’re prophetic” Lmao.

So, I am DEFINITELY gonna be doing this in the future. I will so make this in the future.

Thank you for this recommendation!! 💛💛💛

"It may be that you are not yourself luminous, but that you are a conductor of light. Some people without possessing genius have a remarkable power of stimulating it."

Happy Johnlock Day!!!

I know Valentine's isn't here yet, but I wanted to make a drawing for it anyway. So, Happy (very early) Valentine's Day!

I finished my Granada Holmes/Johnlock Valentine's Day drawing!! I hope you enjoy!! 💛💛

Holmes got his beloved poisonous flowers and Watson received some sweets. I love them.

The cafe is a cafe I use in my comics. It's called "Witches Cap - Cafe and Roast". Like I said in my last post, I always enjoy putting characters in it. [:

(Sorry for the wonky lines.)

(Edit: everyone is saying such sweet things, thank you lot so much!! 💛😭)

In Ethical Omens MD... is Cuddy god?

Omg I never thought about that! I was thinking of having her take Michael's role. Michael's always grumbles about what each of them are doing on Earth and tries to keep them in line because she is worried about what the higher power will think. She always feel responsible and has a bit of a power complex. Like how worried (and power hungry) she was in season 2. I thought that fit Cuddy a lot.

Although, much like the Good Omens universe God is a woman in this AU! There will be a funny mini-comic talking about God.

What do you think? What role from GO should the main House MD characters take or should I give them new ones?

Is there any scenes/scenario's you lot would like to see them all in?

Please feel free to let me know your ideas!! I would love to expand on this AU.

I will say rn, the next doodle I will be posting is House's fall. So, stay tuned for that! 💛💛

Here's a bit of an info dump about the AU if you want to read it!

House is the angel Raphael. Angel of healing, medicine, and stuff like that. Raphael is also known to have a staff. That could fit for House's cane. Although, I want him to injure his leg after the fall. After he turned into a demon and his leg was damaged (that'll be revealed in his fall comic), every time he connects with humanity and is around holy ground, his leg will ache because it's his former being showing through. His vessel and "soul" if you will, remembers what he used to be. So, he takes sulfur pills to restore his demonic self. He won't feel that pain and pull.

I'm thinking of having House and Wilson meet at his fall. Or they met before in passing but their relationship really began after his fall.

I am thinking of making Wilson the angel Azrael. The angel of death and comfort. Wilson's whole job is to try and bring comfort, help, tell others that their end is near but that he'll be there through that (and after). So, he takes a job at a hospital for cancer patients. He can stay as close to humanity as he wishes while still doing his job.

Connecting with Humanity (and House) almost costs him in the end. I will be rewriting the cancer arc of the end of the show to suit this universe.

There's some info on House & Wilson. Cuddy (and the others) is still being mapped out.

Again, please feel free to leave your ideas!!! I would love to hear them all!! 💛💛💛

@aleespace gave me inspo for this messy little comic. They are all messy panels, but hey at least I got it done. I just loved the idea so much that I had to start sketching. 🥹💛

(Sorry for the fuzzy quality and text. [,: )

(Aa. forgot the blush marks in the last panel.)

Alright but imagine we do get a Johnlock kiss in the podcast and it will be super cute and all and after that John will be "I think we need to cut this part out, I mean our listeners here for the true crime right?" but of course he will forget to cut it out and then everyone on Twitter will be congratulating them on their kiss and in the next episode John will be "Okay, um... apparently I forgot to cut that part... oopsy-daisy! But it won't happen again!"

And then it will happen again.

Hello, I am Hani from Gaza, Palestine. I am speaking to you with a sad and heavy heart about what happened to me and my family. I have been seriously injured in my foot since March 2024 and until today I have not received treatment. I am married and have three children, Abdullah, Salma and Saleh, and my wife Nour.My daughter Tulip died as a result of the war, siege and famine in Gaza. For more than a year, we have not tasted fruits, vegetables and healthy foods. For a year, I have not been able to buy my children’s needs, such as milk and the necessities of life.We live in a torn tent🥺💔 and winter has come and the bitter cold is making my children catch severe colds because we don't have winter blankets and clothes. We lost them when our house was destroyed.Please do not ignore my story and donate and share my campaign link. Thank you very much 🇵🇸🌹❤️🙏🍀🍉✅ Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #99 ) ✅

We will always stand by you, with you, and for you. No one is free until we’re all free. 💛🇵🇸

More @wearewatcher fanart everyone!! So, may I present C.C. Tinsley and Ricky Goldsworth!

I thought the scene being in Chicago would just be fitting.

I figured for their signatures, Tinsley would sign off his letters more formally through a typewriter and Ricky would make his overly obnoxious and flamboyant. Which, we love that but anyways, I hope you all enjoy!!

(If you have any other Watcher Fanart ideas for me to draw, let me know!! I will definitely do my best to draw them for you lot! 💛💛💛)

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Times are very hard for people in 2025 right now and it’s just the beginning.

We especially need to help women wherever we can. A lot of the women in this country are experiencing absolute horrors right now.

This woman has been experiencing time after time of misfortune and due to loss and a lot of the inflated prices of 2025, she cannot even afford food for her family.

She does not have access to her widow’s benefits.

She has fallen into debt by over $2,000 USD.

Her spouse died in December 2024 of Parkinson’s Disease.

So, guys, gals, enby pals, I please ask you to help this woman. We need to help and support as many people as we possibly can this year.

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My dear friend, Sally Frisbey, lost her husband of 40 years in December 2024 of Parkinson's Disease. Since his passing, she and her family are struggling with everyday life and trying to meet basic needs, i.e., food insecurity: due to her debt after her husband's passing, she has been unable to bring food into her home for her family. She & her late spouse were both retired and after his passing so went more than half of their finances. She has not been able to receive her widow benefits. She has been unable to afford to pay for her monthly expenses: she's $2,000 behind in electric bills and she's been unable to seek assistance. Currently, she's just trying to navigate life as a widow. She is a hardworking, loving woman of faith who loves her God and loves people, a person who, when a need arises, seeks to meet that need however possible. Now she needs a helping hand to get her through the days ahead.

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This is some art that I made for a future chapter in my fic. Yes, he is in a lion mascot outfit. I promise it will make sense. They are at the zoo for a case. I haven't gotten to this part in my fic yet, but you lot are welcome to read what I have so far!