I Don't Need The World To See That I've Been The Best I Can Be, But I Don't Think I Could Stand To Be

i don't need the world to see that i've been the best i can be, but i don't think i could stand to be where you don't see me

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i dont know bsd bsd dazai mitski bungo stray dogs francis forever dazai osamu oda sakunosuke bsd Oda una's art there is something in that lyrics looking at the gaps of sunlight and then remembering grief is such a weird thing it hits you when you least expect buraiha trio

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unanottexxx

8 months ago

i want every place i left to vanish. or freeze. or completely change. i don't want them to be themselves without me in it. i don't want them to keep going on as if i've never been there. the street lights i used to look at from my childhood rooms window should be turned off. the kid i used to play hide and seek with should stop growing. how can everything be the exact same and completely different at the same time? how is this the same street? how the cafe i celebrated my 8th birthday still serves? how?

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and why? i want them to just be memories in my head they should all turn to memories when i left. they are not real anymore. they aren't there they didn't move on how? how? how am i supposed to live here again? why did i do this? why did i come? this is unbearable

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unanottexxx

1 year ago

he can’t catch a fucking break

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unanottexxx

1 year ago

inspired by that one scene where dazai takes akutagawa

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art artists on tumblr bungou stray dogs dazai osamu black cat dazai una's art lmao i tagged bungo gay dogs instead of stray dogs i guess its a more popular tag than the stray dogs he is so black cat coded like i know its already canon but still- he is so he makes me sick. at time.

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unanottexxx

1 year ago

Белые ночи

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idk really!!!! i really wonder what pm!dazai and fyodor's relationship would be like i usually think dazai is same at his core but pm!dazai's ideas and emotions are more intense he is so unbalanced?? idk and considering their conflicted ideas even when dazai is a grown up i can't imagine them when they are both younger this is so interesting

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unanottexxx

2 months ago

commission from twitter :)

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art really interesting

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unanottexxx

1 year ago

(familial/platonic) the monsters gone, he’s on the run and your daddys here

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unanottexxx

1 year ago

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unanottexxx

3 months ago

don't think about the past it's always there anyways

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i will never die i will never die i will never die never die

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unanottexxx

3 months ago

Tree Roots Following The Pattern Of Concrete Footpaths

Tree roots following the pattern of concrete footpaths

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unanottexxx

10 months ago

it was a life

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i dont know anymore It was: i have lived it was weird but it was a life a life there were good moments too why nostalgia is always sad not sad- it's just a realization it was a life

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