Catching Myself In A Happy Moment

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Fat Boy Gainer covered in Oil (by bellyboy19909)

WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?

I WOULD LOVE TO GO BACK TO SAN FRANCISCO

Me chilling out

So what things about massive obesity appeal to you?

Ooof, difficult question. Well, not difficult. More like 'well depends on how we're approaching the topic', sort of thing.

Like the softness and warm of fat is wonderful. The tactile sensation is amazing, really, its so nice to feel soft rolls squish beneath your fingers, and it's just so warm and comfy and inviting. I like the look of it, like the way it hangs in soft rolls, the way it softens a persons features and makes them rounder and plusher. There's fewer hard edges on a fat guy, and when I was skinny I was all hard edges, all knobbly bones sticking out and stuff. So obesity is great because of that.

Behaviour wise, I enjoy being fat too, like....I like being slower, and needing to take my time, and having an excuse to be lazy. And I like being able to enjoy food and noone questions it? When I quit smoking my sense of taste went off the charts and I discovered a real love for food, and part of getting fat has been that I'm able to just....really enjoy and appreciate food and flavour, and that's awesome. Food is so varied and there are so many flavours out there to sample and appreciate and enjoy, and getting fat has been a great opportunity for me to just explore food and flavour and learn some great recipes, and I've really enjoyed that.

And then there's also the erotic or kink aspects as well, like....its weird, I'm super proud of my body in every day life, but there's definitely a big part of me that gets a kick out of the embarrassment of being so fat. And thats a thing I'm still working on sussing out? But in general, like....the limitations of being so fat, the struggle, the embarrassment when you hit those limits. Something as simple as the fact that it's near impossible for me to tie my own shoelaces, that maybe one day I'll be so fat that I need someone to help me with that? That's thrilling. But also cute, like....I think those little moments of 'i'm so fat that I need help with this little thing, and you're there and happy to help me' is kinda cutesy couple goals too xP

But yeah, the shame and embarrassment of being sweaty and out of shape and taking up way too much space is kinda cool. Its like....there's a socially established idea of how big a person should be to fit into everyday society, and I'm increasingly outgrowing that, and struggling with the fact that I just don't fit into that space anymore. And that's exciting. I'm too fat to fit in anymore. And 'too fat' is a pretty core phrase when it comes to my relationship with gaining, tbh. I like that phrase a lot.

It feels so BIG

Spilling out of my jeans!

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XL Button Up! (by spartanpudge)