So, I Think Imma Explain Some Stuff About My Pfp.

@crowisinthetrash

CONGRATS!! I’m happy that your page is getting recognized, because it’s such a comfort page for me. Also yes, it is me from the Childe Question/Wriothsley idea.

Anyways, my ask behind it, is if SSKK (Atsushi and Akutagawa) and Lucy came alone with a Female reader. I want to say teen, but later teen, like 15-17. Not yet an adult, but also not a young teen. I also want to probably have the reader be just as protective of them as they are her, since they mean the world to them.

Thank you very much for writing it. And once again, congrats!!

Thank you, I am happy, that my fics are comforting to you 😊

If you weren't alone

Part IV

Characters: Self-Aware! Platonic! Atsushi Nakajima, Self-Aware! Platonic! Akutagawa Ryunosuke, Self-Aware! Platonic! Lucy Maud Montgomery

Reader: Fem! 17! Reader

Warning: English is my second language

🐯🧥☕ Last few days were terrible. First, Atsushi, Lucy, Akutagawa and you were transported to the Wolvendom. Second, you do not have your phone and have no idea, how to contact the rest of BSD Cast. Third, landing was harsh, causing you to hurt your ankle. Thankfully, you did not hurt it too much, but Atsushi insisted on you not moving, until your leg healed. Of course, you cannot just camp in the wilderness for next few days. Monsters were not a problem (Akutagawa did not like, when that Rifthound Whelp got too interested in your company, but you must find a way home. However, Lucy quickly found a solution.

Atsushi, Akutagawa and Lucy went to Mondstadt, while you were staying in Annie’s room, with Annie keeping your company. You were not very fond of the idea of staying in safe place, while your friends are facing Teyvat’s monsters. However, you do understand that with your leg you cannot do much to help.

🐯🧥☕ They arrived at Mondstadt at night. It seems that no one was sleeping. Knights and normal citizens were searching for something. Or someone.

They immediately find the reason for all the commotion. There was hundreds of wanted posters with your face on it. In addition, with strange text.

“IMPOSTER AMONG US! Dirty Sinner dared to wear the face of our beloved Creator! By an order of Their Holiness and Blessed Acolytes, capture it! Made them pay for its crimes! Bring it to an Ivory Throne. Alive!”

Trio were shocked. Thousands of questions rushed through their minds.

‘Creator?’ ‘Imposter?’ ‘Sinner?’ ‘Crimes?’

What is happening? It does not make any sense!

Then Lucy noticed something under the main text. Something written in a small font.

Lucy felt her5 mouth became dry. She whispered.

“Prices… For [Y/N]’s body parts. Creator ordered to bring them to her.”

Rashoumon’s blade tore the poster from the wall, leaving claw like marks on the wall. In less, than a second, paper was tore apart with draconic fags. Atsushi nervously looked around, but, luckily, no one noticed Akutagawa’s outburst. And anxiety were replaced with anger.

You were in danger. A good person was in danger, blamed for something they didn’t do. You, the best person in the world, were in danger.

Lucy, knowing, that both males were close to do something drastic. Dazai’s training were paying off. Lucy herself wanted to let Annie play with few of this “blessed acolytes” (no one would get away with threating her friend), but it wasn’t the right place or time.

“Let’s get out of here”

Trio left the city unnoticed. On their way, Atsushi took one more poster with him.

🐯🧥☕ You thought, that after trio reached Mondstadt, Lucy would call for you to leave Annie's room. You didn't expect trio appeared in Annie's room instead. You also didn't expect Atsushi, Lucy and Akutagawa looking worried and angry at the same time.

Did something happen? Atsushi was clutching some sort of paper in his hands. Atsushi looked down, then up, then hold the paper towards you. It takes you a few minutes to read through it. With each word, you felt worse and worse. You can't even joke about chosen words. You were horrified.

Lucy's voice was soft.

"[Y/N]... I think, you should stay here with Annie. To be safe."

You raised your head, looking shocked. The poster fall from your hands, where it was caught by Rashomon's jaws and torn apart.

Lucy had a point, she does. But what if something happened to Atsushi, Akutagawa and Lucy while you stay here, protected? You wanted to protest, but, before you can open your mouth, Akutagawa stepped closer and grabbed your shoulders. He knew you good enough to knew what you wanted to say.

"No, [Y/N], you will stay here. We want to protect you, and this way we can protect you the best."

Akutagawa's eyes slightly soften.

"I knew, that you are worried about us. But, we won't be in danger. These idiots won't care about us. Brainless bastards, like a herd of sheep, will follow this rotten shepherd's command. Please, trust us."

Atsushi stepped next to Akutagawa, ignoring his harsh glances.

"[Y/N], I promise, we will be careful. Please, stay here."

Reluctantly, you agreed.

🐯🧥☕ For some time, plan worked. People of Mondstadt were more interested in finding you, than paying attention to three outlanders. At least, until Albedo saw them.

These days, Albedo didn't pay attention to anything strange. He is more concerned of So-Called Creator's attention towards Klee and Alice. Godly brat was spoiled, had a temper and, unfortunately, was smart. The girl on the Ivory Throne, near whom Albedo felt a stench of rotten flesh, was ruthless about another 'Imposter'. Albedo felt rage. This poor girl wasn't the first 'imposter', and, Albedo was afraid, not the last.

And all of them would face the same fate...

That's when Albedo saw Lucy, Atsushi and Akutagawa. He remembered, how Alice showed photos of this people to him and Klee, after coming back from one of her otherworldly trips.

Albedo took few steps towards trio. And felt it. Warmth.

Warmth, that Albedo could only call as godly, were coming from trio.

Albedo must act fast.

🐯🧥☕It took alchemist multiple attempts to reassure Atsushi, Akutagawa and Lucy to come with him. In his lab on Dragonspine, you finally left Annie's room for the first time in days. Albedo checked your ankle and finally explained, what the whole "Imposter" situation were about.

He also explained, how you can return home.

According to Albedo, Alice was your only hope. Aether and Lumine were loyal to 'Creator'. And Albedo doubt, that they would even let you explain, that you aren't imposter, have no intent to stay here and just want to go home.

But Alice was forced by False Creator to travel from nation to nation, staying on one place for few days, and currently was on her way to Sumeru and, if she suddenly return to Mondstadt, it would be suspicious. So, you four could either try to chase after her, or stay in Mondstadt and wait for Alice's return. You were relatively safe, thanks to Lucy.

You four decided to stay in Mondstadt. You still feel bad for staying in safe Annie's room, while Atsushi, Akutagawa and Lucy were facing against Teyvat's monsters. But, once again, others insisted on you staying with Annie.

🐯🧥☕ For a few days, everything was fine. Until "Creator" visited Mondstadt. People were cheering, when her carriage was going through streets of Mondstadt. That's when she noticed Lucy, Akutagawa and Atsushi, who were picking up groceries.

She wasn't native to Teyvat. She knew who they were. And she knew, that you must be near.

Before the end of the day, three more wanted posters were hanging alongside yours.

🐯🧥☕ Now four of you were on a run. You refused to stay in Annie's room. You were running alongside your friends. You were fighting alongside your friends. You were fighting your way through seven nations (Bennett, Razor and Fischl helped you find a good bat), chasing after Alice. Liyue, Inazuma, Sumeru, Fontaine, Natlan, Snezhnaya...

And, before you could return to Mondstadt, you were attacked once again. This time, by your exact double.

🐯🧥☕ She was sure, that Atsushi, Akutagawa and Lucy won't dare to attack her. That they won't attack someone, who looked like their dearest friend. She was mistaken. She may look like you. But everything in her was fake. She was a fake. A disgusting fake, who was reeking of rotten meat.

Atsushi, in his tiger form, sank his fangs into her arm. Rotten, stale blood flow down his mouth.

She screamed and raised her free hand. She was holding a dagger.

Before "Creator" could plunge it into Atsushi, you hit her arm with your trusty bat.

You also had no reason not to hurt someone, who was hurting your friends.

During your battle (Atsushi Nakajima, Akutagawa Ryunosuke, Lucy Maud Montgomery and [Y/N] [L/N] against "Creator" and Holly Knights /some troopers from mililith, knights of Favonius and Fatui/) your emotions, your anger reached their peak.

The portal opened under your feet.

_____

💉💰 Mori and Francis were rechecking last messages they got from others. Still, no news about your whereabouts. After quick discussion, both Mori and Francis decided to check the forest again. On their way, they heard loud noise coming from the barn.

They hurried there.

🐯🧥☕ You four were here. Tried, with scratch and bruises. But, mostly, unharmed. But, the most shocking sight, was Akutagawa, who was holding your exact double with his Rashomon. Black strips were holding her by her arms and legs. After taking a second look, Francis and Mori saw, that your double looked off. Her clothes, while looking expensive, looked tasteless, her face looked fake, her body looked fake.

And, if the angry looks, that Akutagawa, Atsushi, Lucy and you were casting towards her indicate something, she must have done something horrible.

But it can wait. For now, you four need rest. You can finally stop worrying. You four finally were safe.

TOH rant about the collector. ignore this(or dont))

and on today's random thoughts: i would really appreciate it if The Owl House fandom would kindly stop ignoring The Collector's trauma. just because they're a morally grey character with slightly bad intentions(and i might make a post later as to why *that* isnt entirely their fault either)doesn't mean they don't have any trauma. and with some lines here and there, especially before they were released from their 'prison' shows some indication of trauma. especially in the emotional abuse lane(trust issues and mannerisms. whatnot), and they literally stayed with *Belos* for hundreds of years.

some lines that i can remember are: "waitwaitwaitwait, dont leave, come back!";; "hes my friend, right? he wouldnt lie to me. he wouldnt. weve spent,,hundreds of years playing HIS game.. i,i wanna play. a new. game.";; "i cant wait to get out of this prison!";; "you're not tricking me into doing your chores like Philip. are you?";; and the 'famous'.. "excuse-a-what now?" after realising everything he did was,, for,, literally almost no reason.

"you said you'd use the titan blood to help free me." poor baby,.,,.;, (ehh)

also look at their face as Belos' fist is racing towards them. im not sure if they were able to get hurt physically while in this form, maybe some phantom pains here and there, but its still scary for them nonetheless. especially being so young(mentally)and theyve also gotten used to dodging Belos' attacks, meaning it happened fairly often://

(also just writing this out here since i know a few people may acknowledge their trauma, even slightly, but most just disregard it. and label the collector as a straight up villain)

edit: I WONT @ THEM(UNLESS THEY TELL ME TO)BUT YESSS POINTING THIS OUT AS WELL;

@crowisinthetrash

This is your calling to smile more, bish

★ 𝗪𝗛𝗔𝗧 𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗬 𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗡𝗞 𝗢𝗙 𝗪𝗛𝗘𝗡 𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗬 𝗦𝗘𝗘 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗦𝗠𝗜𝗟𝗘 — 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗦𝗘𝗩𝗘𝗡 𝗕𝗥𝗢𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗥𝗦

★ "that smile is so dangerous, i shouldn't have seen that cheek." — 𝗱𝗶𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲, 𝗯𝘁𝘀.

tags: gender neutral reader. no cw's.

LUCIFER:

★ LUCIFER won't show it as much as the others, however whenever he sees the slightest smile appear on your face, that demon is fighting the urge to not stare at that joyful expression. he knows that he wouldn't be able to stop the soft smile from tugging at his lips if he gazes at you while you were all happy in front of him. though if you are quick enough, you can easily spot that look of adoration on his face while he stares at you— his opened pen drying up because of your ability to distract him from work.

MAMMON:

★ MAMMON cannot hide that dark blush on his cheeks; he's clearly affected the most by the sounds of your laughter and that fond smile that you give him as well. he would probably sputter irrelevant stuff to distract himself from short circulating due to that cheerful expression resting on your face— which he would kill for.

mammon will make the most dumbest remarks and jokes, just to see you giggle once again. it truly warms his heart.

LEVIATHAN:

★ LEVIATHAN is weak for you; weak in every aspect and especially your bright smile. no matter how small that smile might be or if the corners of your lips only curled up for a split second; it makes him feel like he is on cloud nine. levi needs to take a breather every time you two are alone in his room and he sees how you attentively listen to his rants with that cute grin plastered on your face. he will take two seconds to regain composure, putting a hand on his chest where his heart was beating like crazy, taking a few deep breaths.

SATAN:

★ SATAN will compliment your smile every now and then, even if it's in front of others; he's an honest man after all. the demon might make nice comments about it just to make you smile some more for him— maybe even to let out those adorable chuckles of yours. if you two are alone and you giggle at something on your phone, satan will look up from the book he was reading just to take in the gorgeous scene in front of him before turning back to the novel in his hands. best believe he doesn't even know what he is reading afterwards. his mind is full of thoughts of that beautiful sight he saw from not too long ago.

ASMODEUS:

★ ASMODEUS is another demon that will be as straightforward with you as possible; telling you how much he cherishes every smile of yours, how it makes his day so much better, how it never fails to make him feel all giddy and fuzzy on the inside. he's your number one admirer and will take candid pictures whenever you're all happy and content while he's around. and yes, he will send those in the private group chat of the brothers so they could all admire your smile as well.

BEELZEBUB:

★ BEELZEBUB doesn't know that he's intensely staring at you whenever you smile. he doesn't want to creep you out; he just wants you to know how much he silently admires everything you do when he can't gather the right words to explain his undying love for you. beel likes giving you some of his food to see your face light up. oh, he's a hunderd procent sure that that smile of yours is one of the most beautiful things to exist in all three worlds combined.

BELPHEGOR:

★ BELPHEGOR is another silent admirer. he watches you from afar, laughing with one of his brothers and imagining that it was him who you were showing that sweet smile to. he also loves it when you climb in bed with him at night with that playful yet loveable grin sitting on your face. belphie can't guarantee you that he won't pepper you with multiple kisses until you can't stop laughing, just so he can enjoy his time with you.

Me feeling bad about my body: 😭

Me remembering it is a body that my fos love: 🥰

Fantasizing about extremely traumatic scenarios bc it doesn't feel like my trauma is enough

🧸, 🍯, 💗 and 🍓 ~ Venti, you're favourite bard

Ah, hello Venti! And I will happily answer these questions.

🧸: My favorite memory? It would probably be stargazing on Starsnatch cliff with you! It was so pretty!!

🍯: The sweetest thing you’ve done for me? Hmmm, that probably was when you sing something to me to help me calm down for getting overloaded with everything that was happening.

💗: I apologize if I offend you, lol. At first, I thought you were very childish (which you still are), yet seeing you talk to D’valin really caught my attention as well.

🍓: My favorite adventure has to be during the Itadori Festival. Despite you getting drunk, almost getting arrested, and then going to get drunk again, it was nice! Plus the whole poem thing and everything really was fun as well!

@ph4nt0mzgr4v3y4rd-0f-s3lfsh1ps @percyshipz @cheezbot @chuuyas--boo @paulcraigbillings2470

hiii — pls rb with what color your romantic love is ♡

3, 4 and 5 for Zack-

(I'm bored lol)

Oooh! Another one! Zack, you’re up!!

Ugh, fine, whatever.

(Warning, curse words, because it’s Zack)

3. What was your SECOND date like? Was it an improvement on the first in some way?

And why the fuck do you care?!

Tch, whatever. The second date was fine. I guess it was a bit less awkward?? I don’t fucking know. We just walked around the town at midnight or something. There wasn’t really anything. Though, she did get tired and I had to carry her ass back. I can say, it was better then the first, to be real.

4. What's the strangest gift your F/O has ever given you?

The strangest gift? I don’t know, probably some sort of thing that squishes. What did she call it again?? A squishie? I don’t fucking know it was weird. She said it helps with stress or something, I don’t know. It broke after a while. Her strangest gift? I don’t fucking know, OI, SAM, WHAT’S YOUR STRANGEST GIFT YOU GOT FROM ME?! THE BLOODIED KNIFE?! OH COME IT, IT WASN’T ANYONE YOU KNEW ANYWAY!!

5. What's your F/O's favorite type of kiss to receive? Slow, passionate, sloppy, quick, sweet? What about you?

God, what the fuck is with these questions. Fine fine I’ll answer. The kisses I usually get are sweet and short. Yet..you can just feel how much love she has in it. The kisses I give to her? They’re fine, why don’t you ask Sammy. I’m supposed to answer?? What the hell is wrong with you people. Fine, guess mine are usually quick and passionate of course. That’s it.

For all those who liked my Arcana Twilight, where Tf did you all come from???

I did not expect that post to get that many likes of just a theory. It was just a random rant idea thing that I did. Did Tumblr randomly decide on ya’ll pages that it’ll just exist a bit?