When they wake up, it takes them a while to realise that they have me. I’m in their heads by then, and my wings are unfurled, the talons sunk into the brain. Groaning when they realise I’m with them, they try to go back to sleep. More sleep might be enough to drive me away, they think.
It doesn’t work like that.
Sara’s her name. Her lover whispers it when they both wake up, only minutes apart. I whisper the name, too—don’t worry, she can’t hear it—and I try to get a feel for her. Not a very expressive face, she keeps it blank and featureless. The sort of girl who’d hide inside a boring old cardigan and pretend she’s too good for fashion.
She groans louder and swivels her feet off of the bed, down to the floor.
“Bad sleep?” the partner asks.
“Headache.”
“Bad?”
“Explosive.”
That makes me smile. A lot of people just leave it at ‘headache’, like I don’t deserve any qualifiers, like I don’t deserve to be acknowledged in my uniqueness. But no, I like Sara now. I revel in her description of me, I hold the letters out on a string of gold, and I want the word tattooed onto my metaphorical forehead.
Explosive.
“Damn. I don’t wanna be you right now,” the partner mutters.
Beaming, I pulse harder and harder, beating down on the walls of the brain, breaking brick and shaking the mortar. It’s one thing to be admired by your friends, it’s another entirely to hear your enemies’ complaints. If you give them nothing to complain about, what even is the point of your existence?
“Please don’t.” Sara is dragging her feet towards the bathroom now. Her limbs feel numb. I hold on to what I’ve got.
“We’re out of pills, the painkillers, I mean.”
Sara glares at her partner. Well, she tries to, but I don’t think she quite manages. It’s enough to get the partner out of the bed, though.
“I’ll get some more from the pharmacy. You can rest easy today. You should call work, let them know you won’t make it.”
Sara has her fingers on her forehead now, and she’s rubbing her temples, rubbing her forehead, rubbing whatever part of the skin outside of her skull that she thinks I might be hiding in. It’s a pitiful attempt, if you know anything about me, about headaches in general.
“Rest easy! That’s an order, private!” the partner announces, tries to be cute.
“Just get out already!” Sara yells, and then she whines loudly, gripping her head and stumbling back towards the bed.
The partner is a little taken aback. “Sorry,” she says, and slips out of the room.
I continue to work my magic. The last one I had my talons in was an old lady who didn’t really make it all the way to the end of my tenure.
“I know you can hear me,” Sara says, and I glance up to see if her partner has returned. “Yes, you. Headache. I know you’re there.”
Releasing my hold, I stare at the end of the bed. Sara takes her hands off of her head and wraps them around her knees. “I don’t have much to say to you. Just know that you won’t make it out of my body. You won’t survive.”
“Explosive,” I whisper to myself. Was it the truth?
I was going to sleep
I just decided to check tumblr before I would do that, no need to attack me this hard
me at 8pm: you know im kind of tired maybe i’ll actually get to bed at a reasonable hour like 10 or 11 or something
me at 2 am:
Everyone always wants to talk about Hook or Pan. Everyone always wants to debate which one is good and which is evil - who we’re supposed to follow and who we aren’t. The Peter Pan mythos has pretty much shrunk down to nothing but Hook and Pan (Hook, SyFy’s Neverland, Pan, OUAT, etc). Occasionally Tinkerbell factors in (Hook, Disney’s Tinkerbell, OUAT, etc). There’s one character, however, that always gets sidelined - which is puzzling since they are the main character of both the play and the book. That character is, of course, Wendy Darling.
Peter Pan is Wendy’s coming of age story. Wendy who decides to run away from home. Wendy who realizes that she must grow up - and that there’s no shame in that. Wendy who sees Peter as deficient and sees Hook as empty and decides that, no, she doesn’t want to be a part of that. Wendy gets the adventure she’s always wanted and she turns away because she realizes that it’s lacking. She’s the only one who truly sees the hollowness of being young forever. Barrie even says “You need not be sorry for her. She was one of the kind that likes to grow up. In the end she grew up of her own free will a day quicker than other girls.”
People always debate on who the hero is. When they learn that Peter could be horrid they assume it has to be Hook. Of course, the answer is that neither of them are the hero. Wendy is the hero of the story. You’re not supposed to be like Peter, who kept every good and bad aspects of being a child and can’t tell right from wrong. You’re not supposed to be Hook, either. He let go of everything childish and loving about him and became bitter and evil. They’re both the extreme ends of the scale. You’re supposed to fall in the middle, to hold onto the things about childhood that make it beautiful - the wonder, the imagination, the innocence - while still growing up and learning morality and responsibility. You’re not supposed to be Hook. You’re not supposed to be Peter Pan.
You’re supposed to be Wendy Darling.
Turning white kitties into orange kitties
Pairing: Librarian!Bucky Barnes x Female Reader Summary: Happily Ever After begins in the subway. Word Count: Almost 1.7k Warnings: First meeting, swearing, unwanted advances, slight fluff, protective Bucky Barnes (he’s a warning, okay?). A/N: I need another AU like a hole in the head, but Nix's edit inspired me. @11thstreetvigilante, @sweeterthanthis , @dreamlessinparis , @musingsinmoonlight , thank you for helping me bring him to life. ❤️ Beta read by the beautiful @whisperlullaby (thank YOU as well!), but any and all mistakes are my own. Edit by Nix, divider by @rookthorne and banner by yours truly. Poem by the lovely @maladaptivexxdaydreaming from these prompts.
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You met Bucky Barnes on an ordinary night in a quiet subway car.
There weren't many people around, which gave you a chance to sit on an empty bench and enjoy the relatively quiet ride after the long work day.
It never bothered you to ride alone. The restaurant you were meeting your friends at was only a few stops away and it was cheaper than a cab.
Your mom told you more than once that it wasn't safe, but you argued that neither was walking home by yourself at night. Plus, you carried pepper spray.
"If you had a boyfriend to walk you home, I wouldn't worry so much."
While you understood her reasoning, your last relationship fizzled almost as quickly as it began and that was over six months ago. You didn't need a reminder that you were single.
You briefly glanced up from your phone and reminded yourself to at least be aware of your surroundings. Which was how you found yourself staring at a handsome man standing a few feet away.
He was tall from what you could see and broad across the chest. From a casual glance, you made out that he had blue eyes behind the glasses perched on his nose.
The brunette turned the page of the book he was holding and you couldn't help but stare at his massive hands. The leather glove that covered his left hand matched his jacket.
You had to smile when you realized he was leaning against the door which specifically said not to. The leather and relaxed stance added to the allure that maybe he was the kind of man to break the rules.
The book of poetry in his hand that you recognized, however, suggested that he was a thoughtful, deep man. Maybe he was all of those things.
If he noticed you staring, he didn't say anything. That gave you a few more seconds to ponder on how soft his short hair was before you looked away.
You couldn't remember the last time someone grabbed your attention so quickly. He hadn't even spoken to you.
Dream on. Happily Ever After doesn't begin in the subway.
If not, why did you look up to find him gazing at you? And why did he have a small smile on his face?
Don't say anything. A man that handsome probably has someone at home waiting to feel that scruff between their thighs.
"I have that book," you said before you could stop yourself.
I hope that didn't sound like a line.
"My heart beats slowly when you look at me. When your eyes meet mine, my breath stops."
Though you were only quoting a part of a poem to him, the words rang true: You felt like you couldn't breathe as your eyes met.
His small smile stretched into a grin and you found yourself smiling back before the subway lurched to a stop.
Whatever moment transpired between the two of you faded as the door closest to you opened. You also noticed the smile on the stranger's face faded quickly as a man stumbled in and over to the empty spot beside you.
"Hey, sweet thing," the guy smirked as he threw an arm over your shoulders. "I'm Blake."
The man had an athletic build and was good-looking, but the alcohol on his breath and leering gaze created a pit in your stomach.
"Hey yourself," you said. You carefully removed his arm and scooted away until you hit the end of the bench.
The guy didn't take the hint and he inched closer. "Nice dress."
You smiled, not wanting to cause any trouble. "Thanks."
"Bet it would look nice on my floor."
Those lines don't work on me, buster.
"It looks better in my hamper, trust me," you said as you grasped the pole beside you and stood up before he could put his arm around you again.
"What's the rush, sweet thing?"
"My stop is coming up."
"If you need help getting off, I'm happy to lend a hand."
"No thanks. I have two of my own," you smiled.
The handsome stranger either snorted at your joke or found a funny passage in his book.
Blake, on the other hand, didn't seem to take the joke well as he got to his feet. "I'm just being friendly. No need to be a bitch."
The sound of whirring metal distracted you from the insult. At least, that's what you thought the sound was.
"I'm not being a bitch. My stop is-"
"Coming up. Yeah, yeah, yeah," he said, nearly falling into you as you tried to back up more. You had nowhere to go. "If you're so nice, let me walk you home."
"No, thank you," you said with a grimace as he gripped your hip to steady himself. "Maybe you should sit back down."
"Only if you sit on my lap," he smirked, making the pit in your stomach grow. "C'mon, sweet thing. You can miss your stop."
"I said 'no'," you said louder, reaching into your bag for your pepper spray.
Mom, if you can sense this or if I ever tell you this story, don't say "I told you so".
"Sit down."
The low tone from the handsome stranger made you and Blake look his way. You felt like you couldn't breathe again when you saw the anger in his eyes.
"This doesn't concern you, asshole," Blake snapped.
"She asked you to sit down. I suggest you do as she says."
Blake let go of your hip, but didn't get out of your personal space. "Fuck off."
The stranger sighed as he closed his book and pushed himself away from the door. "Sit. Down." He said, his voice lower than before.
"Or what?"
You didn't speak as your knight in leather jacket armor removed his glasses and tucked them in his pocket. "You wanna find out?"
Oh, shit. Please, don't fight. And why is it making me swoon that he's defending me?
Blake wasn't small by any means, but he didn't carry the power that your hero did. He took three steps forward and that was enough for the jerk to back away.
"Whatever. Bitch probably doesn't put out anyway."
"Excuse me?" you asked. Why did turning someone's advances down make you a bitch?
"Do you mind holding this, please?" the man's voice warmed as he held his book out for you. Once you took it from his hand, he turned his attention to Blake.
"What the fuck?" he shouted when the brunette grabbed his hand, the one that gripped your hip, and twisted.
"Apologize," he ordered, twisting a bit more to make Blake yelp. "Now."
"Fuck, I'm sorry! Let go, let go!" Blake cried.
"It's fine," you said as the subway began to come to a stop. "Really, I'm fine."
The stranger let go of Blake's hand and shoved him back onto the bench. "Next time someone tells you to back off, listen. And you better not get off at this stop, you understand me?"
"Got it," he said, not making eye contact as he rubbed his wrist.
The door opened for your stop and you wished you had a little bit longer to talk to the man who defended you. "Thank you," you said.
He took the book from your hand and you couldn't help but shiver as your fingertips touched his. "It was nothing."
"Sorry, this is me," you said, gripping the bag on your shoulder as you turned to get off.
I wish I didn't have to go.
"This is me, too," you heard behind you as you stepped off the train.
"Oh," you smiled when he walked beside you. Though he was tall and clearly strong, he didn't scare you. "I really do appreciate your help."
"It was nothing," he said again, putting his left hand back in his pocket. "I saw you reaching into your bag for something, so I'm sure you could've handled him."
You nodded, thankful that he paid attention. Most would've ignored the situation. "Pepper spray."
"He would've deserved it," he chuckled.
"He would've," you giggled as you got to the top of the steps.
"I'm Bucky," he said.
You smiled and introduced yourself, falling into a comfortable silence as he walked beside you toward the restaurant. "Thanks for waking me here."
"Oh," he sounded disappointed, but nodded. "Have a good rest of the night."
Take a chance. Say something.
"Bucky?" you asked before he could walk away. "I know you said it was nothing, but I'd like to repay you somehow for stepping in."
"You don't owe me anything."
"I want to," you said, not wanting to say you just wanted a reason to see him again. "Please?"
He took his wallet out of his back pocket to get you a card. "You wouldn't happen to have a pen, would you?"
"Oh, yeah," you said, digging one out of your bag to give to him.
"I work at the Abraham Library," he explained as he held the card and wrote something down that you couldn't see. "We could always use volunteers."
"I love to read and I'd love to help out," you promised, glancing at the front of the card with his name, number and email address after he handed it to you.
"I'll make sure it's a shift where I'm working," he said, giving you back your pen as well.
"Perfect," you smiled, gesturing to the restaurant. "I should go. I hope you have a good rest of the night, too."
"Hope to see you soon, doll."
You smiled as you headed toward the door and looked back over your shoulder. He stood there with a matching smile and didn't walk away until you went inside.
You felt light on your feet as you went to the hostess station. As you told her the name for the reservation, you looked down at the card still in your hand and flipped it over with a gasp.
"The night I beg you not let the sun rise."
It was the next part of the poem you recited to him.
Maybe this is the start of my Happily Ever After.
We'll see the new lovebirds again soon. Love and thanks for reading!
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Awn, good for reader for standing up for herself
Would love to read a continuation with Clark 💜
Holacia Note: This started as an idea from the song Minifalda but spiraled out of control and this is what I got 🤷♀️
Summary: You and your friends head out for drinks and dancing when you run into your stupid ex-boyfriend.
Ransom Drysdale x reader
Word Count: ~860
Warnings: history of unhealthy relationship, drinking, lady sticking up for herself. Remember to never drink and drive! Surprise cameo
Tag List: @drabblewithfrannybarnes @stargazingfangirl18 @thiskindahotkindamusic
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Happy: “Kid–,”
Peter, looking absolutely betrayed: “Were you ever going to tell me?”
Happy: “I didn’t mean to lie to you, I swear. I thought you knew.”
Peter, dramatic as hell: “Five years.”
Happy: “Peter–,”
Peter: “I spent five years believing that your god-given name was Happy Hogan.”
Happy: “—I’ll buy you ice cream or something, anything, just please don’t cry—,”
Peter, already tearing up: “I don’t even know who you are anymore, Harold.”
Camboy!Bucky Barnes x CEO!Reader
Run-through: On Friday nights, you are punctual to your virtual meet-up with your favorite camboy over a streaming platform, for your private stream session. You’ve known him for a couple of months now. He goes by the alias of ‘Winter Soldier’ on the platform, which is perfect for the kind of man he is; brawny and drop dead gorgeous. Over the past few months, he has become your favorite kind of night. And secretly, you became his as well. You two get closer over time, and things get interesting when your real, professional lives gets intertwined.
Themes throughout the series: sex worker!bucky, smut, phone sex, fluff, language, dirty talk
My Favorite Kind Of Night: COMPLETED.
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Oh valley of learning
This is so sweet 💜
Pairing: Steve Rogers x Female Reader Summary: Steve has the best first date thanks to you. Word Count: Over 1.2k Warnings: Fluffy fluff, light pining, first date, first kiss, mentions of the holidays, Steve Rogers (he’s a warning, okay?). A/N: Sixth day of my Naughty & Nice Nonsense belongs to Steve Rogers. Requested by the incredible @buckyownsmylife. You deserve only good things! ❤️ Not beta read and written on my phone, so any and all mistakes are my own. Banner and moodboard by yours truly. Please follow @navybrat817-sideblog for new fics and notifications. Comments, reblogs, feedback are loved and appreciated!
If there was one thing Steve still wasn’t used to after the serum, it was that women wanted to date him. It was strange even after he was taken out of the ice that people actively sought out his company when they used to overlook him. Bucky no longer had to convince his dates to bring along another girl for him. And Natasha, of course, did her best to set him up with a few different women.
He relented when he realized she wasn’t going to stop.
She gave up when the third girl she set him up with didn’t work out.
“What was wrong with this one?” she asked.
“Nothing was wrong with her,” Steve told her truthfully. “She was just wrong for me.”
He wondered if he was doomed to be alone.
Until you asked him out.
A breathtaking new agent with a loving smile who could easily put men twice your size on their backs. He was inexplicably drawn to you and wouldn't be breaking any bylaws by dating you. He planned to ask you out, but you beat him to the punch one day after sparring.
"Would you want to grab dinner with me Saturday?"
"A date?" he asked as you nodded.
"Yeah, a date," you said with a hopeful smile.
It felt good to have you smile at him that way.
"I'd love to," he smiled back.
“Great! I’ll pick you up at six o'clock. Dress warm, okay?”
“Okay,” he smiled more, wondering what you had in mind.
He got his answer when you showed up at his apartment right on time.
“Oh, wow,” you whispered when he opened the door. He heard your heart rate speed up as you gazed at him. You told him to dress warm, but he still wanted to look his best. “Sorry. I’m staring.”
“It’s okay,” Steve chuckled. You told him to dress warm, but he still wanted to look his best. “If it makes you feel any better, I’m staring, too.”
You looked at your feet with a small smile before you lifted your head again. “I don’t mind.”
The breathy tone in your voice had his heart racing, too. “We should probably get going, otherwise I’ll just stare at you all night,” he teased.
The other dates he had been on had initial awkwardness in the beginning, but he felt none of that when he held out his hand for you. Even through the fabric, he felt electricity crackle between the two of you. Like a natural fit.
“Now, I should warn you,” you began as he led you out of the apartment building. “I kind of deviated away a bit from the normal first date dinner."
“I’m sure whatever you have set up is going to be amazing,” he smiled, giving your hand a small squeeze.
“Thank you,” you smiled. “I wanted to make it something to remember.”
“If I were a better gentleman, I would’ve been the one to plan this.”
“You think I’d make you plan your first date since you’ve been unfrozen?” you asked incredulously as you began to walk again. “Never.”
Steve opened his mouth and closed it just as quickly as you pulled him along the sidewalk. He didn’t have the heart to tell you this wasn’t his first date. Not when you looked so happy.
“Here it is!” you grinned.
A large horse and carriage stood by the curb with a coachman who tipped his hat. The red plush bench had a blanket for extra warmth and Steve noticed a small table with two drinks and a large box across from where they’d sit. He could smell the pizza from where he stood.
It was from his favorite restaurant.
“I thought we could have pizza and drinks while we looked at lights around the city. And there’s a bakery stop along the way so we can have dessert,” you explained as you approached the carriage. “I figured this would give us a chance to talk and see how beautiful our home looks when we’re not fighting to keep it safe.”
Steve didn’t get in right away as his eyes met yours, memorizing how beautiful you looked under the city lights. You held your breath as he stepped closer. He knew you put a lot of thought into this evening. That alone made him feel special.
"But if you hate it, I can-"
“This is incredible,” he said as you breathed a sigh of relief.
“Really? Because your silence made me a little nervous,” you giggled.
Steve held up a hand to stop the coachman from helping you in, wanting to do it himself. “I'm sorry. I’m told I can be a bit stoic,” he joked, settling into the carriage beside you once you got comfortable.
“Didn’t I tell you? This is a stoic free carriage,” you teased.
"If anyone can make me smile, it's you."
He hoped that didn't sound cheesy.
"I like making you smile," you said as the carriage began to move.
The two of you traded stories as you ate and rode through the city. The lights brought warmth to the night sky, but he found himself staring at you more than the scenery. By the time you finished eating the pizza and stopped for warm, freshly baked cookies, he had his arm around you and the blanket over both of your legs.
"So, is this how you pictured your first date?"
"No, I didn't. This is even better," he smiled, brushing a bit of chocolate from the corner of your mouth away with his thumb.
"It is?" you asked, your voice soft as he brought his thumb to his mouth.
"It is," he said, unaware of how enticing he looked as he licked it clean. He bet you tasted just as sweet. "I wish Natasha had set you up with me first."
The longing in your eyes shifted to confusion. "First? What do you mean?" you asked before you nodded in understanding. "I'm not your first date, am I?"
Steve briefly closed his eyes. Shit. He didn't mean to say that. He was a terrible liar though, so he knew he couldn't come up with an excuse.
"No," he said.
"I'm so sorry," you said, picking a bit at the blanket and avoiding his gaze. "That was a really dumb assumption on my part."
"It wasn't dumb," he promised. "I don't exactly go around broadcasting my personal life."
That happened to him enough while he was under the ice and you wouldn't have known.
"It was dumb, but thank you."
He didn't want you to feel bad or embarrassed. "Look at me, please."
It took a moment, but you slowly turned your head toward him. He wanted to kiss the uncertain expression off your face. Leaning in, that's exactly what he did. The brush of his lips against yours was soft and full of promise.
Perfect.
"This is the best date I've ever had," he whispered.
"Our date isn't over yet," you smiled when he leaned in for another kiss.
With your lips against his, he imagined what it would have been like had he taken you out in the 40's. Maybe the two of you would have gone dancing. Any excuse to hold you close like this.
It would be the perfect second date.
Steve deserves something sweet. Love and thanks for reading! ❤️
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