trinerliner

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The ADHD urge to not

bruh twitch emotes pmo so bad. you follow every tutorial and trick there is just for the emotes to be blurry. the animated ones are so much worse. why? how? how do others get them to be so smooth with the same fucking tutorial?! and what's with the bigass prestige vibe bigsass drawings people keep posting whenever they get a new emote?? is that a thing now?? I hate this I can't believe I offered commissions for emotes just a year ago. like it genuinely makes me so angry I might burst an artery

I just wanna go back and refund everybody that bought a commission off of me, like honestly. best I can do is a PNG for an avatar. I'm seeing stars how is this supposed to work!!!!!!!!!! is it just always supposed to be a little blurry oe what!!!!!!!!!!!

going by pure logic and all that I know after using the fucking computer and several art programs the last 15 years is that there is no way you can get a 112 x 112px image to look smooth in any way. are the tutorial people just gaslighting or is this some kind of unspoken garbage. like I thought I was moving within my own community how is communication still made to be so fucking mysterious!!! bro I can't do this. I'm gonna pass out. I can feel my heart beating in my fucking eyes. art was supposed to be my thing and I crumble at the godforsaken technicalities that seem sooooo simple but I just cannot get right. actually shit like this happens a lot with other things as well. I'll get the basics down but the part of completion always gets fucked up. how? why? what is so different about the way I do things?? How is the turnout so different even when I followed instructions to a T???????????? I can't do this. fuck this.

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

nevertheless, we ball

it was not on wheat...

you can't kill yourself you have to wait until Trump dies of liver failure or even better from a trip down the stairs. you have to live so you can party with me that day

quick capy

Almost 2 months of mine to make this. I wanted to try produce an animated story by my self, but oh boy did it a shit ton of work.

Music from the game obviously. I separated vocals and instruments of some songs, but it's hard to have the result that I want (ㅠ﹏ㅠ)

Normally I don't post my longer video on here, but eh, it's short enough, so... ¯\_ (ᵕ—ᴗ—)_/¯

There’s still more to the story—I'll see if I can continue the project. Any feedback or help is welcome!

You can also watch my stuffs on my YouTube if you want to •ᴗ•

I'm just heartbroken at the loss of Narayama Johnson. I'm not sure I could count the number of times I've listened to Riverboy's music during my workday.

So I just wanted to say

for your beautiful work and passion and sharing with all of us. Rest well.

Rest in peace, River Boy. We’ll listen to you, still.

Edit, and for context:

for april fools we’re deleting this entire site sayonara you weeaboo shits

"WHY" you ask, because I can that's fucking why

been struggling my ass off with everything and honestly it's probably just the ol autistic experience again

like how people handle tasks and manage their thoughts and even when things went to shit they somehow still keep on moving forward or at least somewhere right?? how.

siiiighhhh I wish my bunnies would stop peeing on the floor. I have to wash their towels and mop the floor daily multiple times it's.... not good and it smells bad

I have like 15 towels but at least 5 are always laid out

they also have like 4 big litter boxes which they don't use that much. not sure how to combat this as before I always managed to get my bunnies to be litter box trained but with these guys... I'm gonna lose my mind. one of them still swings his ass to spread piss as well. I'm so tired please can spring fever be over soon

For days I've been trying to make a list of everything I need to figure out still and for no good reason at all it just keeps getting longer

how did this happen. from household shit to small fixes around the house it now feels like I have 2 lives to take care of on top of things continuing to break. I'm losing track and focus of everything!!! I can't do this anymore

aaagh please... why do I have to do my dead mom's taxes

germany what the fuck!!! she died and earned nothing the last two years of her life!!!!!! I hate this man every day something else unearths itself like in a really bad zombie movie

except this shit really does get me screaming

I'm so exhausted, feeling so dizzy from the stress all the time. Losing appetite and sleep and all I can do is repeat this vicious cirle of trying to wake up, working as much as I am able to, have 30 minutes to calm down before I'm out of the house for chores for two hours, only to be back home to do chores until like 9pm and somehow there's still nothing getting done anywhere.

like it feels like I have not done anything, everything keeps piling up and I am surrounded by this heap of shit every second of the day no matter where I go

everything is a problem I need to solve but can't, mostly because of financials or straight up because I am so out of energy and nerves I can't even doomscroll anymore. I noticed a lot I just sit there staring holes in the air

I need a break so bad. maybe after rounding up our next few projects I can take a breather for a week

Divine Beast dancing lion my beloved🙏

I get the "what characters inspired [insert character here]" question a lot!

Here's some of em! I was gonna elaborate on each one but I'm lazy hahahaha. I feel like most of them are fairly obvious. Most of these are design-wise but some are based on vibes, or personality. Though a lot of the time a character's vibe and their design go hand in hand.

the homecoming episode

Pecs animated study!

I started a drawing challenge to draw better on YouTube! I’m already on day 21, but even if my challenge ends I’ll continue doing these anatomy animated studies.

klerity.studio

Bitches love reblogging this post every Tuesday the 18th

[Reuploaded from Instagram] Even with all the patience in the world, The One Who Waits may still lose his temper.

Just a dumb comic I made months ago

kitty car 🐱