Tw: Flashing Lights And Homophobia

tw: panic attack

"Maybe I'm not good enough..."

Tw: Mild depictions of panic attack

I wanted to flesh out the dynamic between Lis and Ashley, and basically what it happening is Lis is talking to Ashley after she had a panic attack.

nah imma just list all my fears

insectophobia (fear of bug)

emetophobia (fear of vomiting)

siderodromophobia (fear of trains)

scopophobia (fear of being stared at)

erythrophobia (fear of blushing)

nyctophobia (fear of the dark)

acrophobia (fear of heights)

trypanophobia (fear of needles)

alektorophobia (fear of chickens)

sociophobia or social anxiety (fear of people)

anginophobia (fear of choking)

thalassophobia (fear of the ocean)

astraphobia (fear of thunder and lightning)

atelophoba (fear of imperfection)

atychiphobia (fear of failure)

ballsitophoba (fear of bullets and missles)

basophobia (fear of falling)

carcinophobia (fear of developing cancer)

chronophobia (fear of time and clocks)

eisoptrophobia (fear of mirrors)

claustrophobia (fear of tight spaces)

I'll add more later

and shit how could I forget about trypophobia (fear of patterns of small holes)

should i ask her if she wants to try again?

sure do love living in the midwest

if you’ve ever wondered what it’s like to live in the midwest, this is it. 

I just realized that I picked up traits and habits from fictional characters

I got the snarkiness from Sonic, the hand-hanging thingy from Cyn, and now I've started doing the hair toss like Glinda

heard ur bored

yeah?

a whole bunch of gazan mutual aid projects and nonprofits. if the decision of which individual fundraiser to give to feels too daunting, or if you just want to help as many people as possible in one go, these are great initiatives to support.

care for gaza - focuses on providing food and essential supplies. donate here or here.

connecting humanity - securing internet access via donations of virtual sim cards (esims). if you can't afford a whole plan yourself, crips for esims is a communal pool that will use your donation to purchase and maintain esims

gaza soup kitchen - provides food, medical care, and classes for children. also has a gofundme

glia gaza medical support initiative - provides medical care through field clinics and tents at hospitals. donations can also be sent through their website.

ele elna elak - provides clean water, food, clothing, and shelter. they also have a gofundme

life for gaza - raising money for the gaza municipality to repair water and waste management infrastructure

taawon - partners with local civil organizations to provide food, water, medical care, shelter, and basic supplies

the sameer project - running various initiatives providing tents, medical care, and necessities. they have their own encampment project focused on sheltering families with children, sick and disabled members, or members in need of perinatal care

islamic relief worldwide's gaza emergency appeal - provides food, water, hygiene kits, medical supplies, and psychological support

baitulmaal - provides a variety of necessities, including food, water, shelter, and medical supplies

gaza mutual aid fund - distributes food, hygiene products, water, and other essential supplies, including financial support. run by @/el-shab-hussein's amazing friend Mona. updates can be found on her instagram.

hygiene kits for gaza - provides hygiene supplies including menstrual products, wipes, and toothbrushes/toothpaste

anera - provides a variety of necessities, including food, water, hygiene supplies, medicine, blankets and mattresses, and psychological care

palestine children's relief fund - provides supplies and support with a focus on children. also has an initiative for lebanon

dahnoun mutual aid - provides water, food, tents, baby supplies, financial support, and other necessities. updates can be found through their instagram

certainly this is not an exhaustive list, so please feel free to add on other projects or organizations that i didn't include. and as always, please take the time to donate if you can and share. it truly makes all the difference.

I think this is a crush now that we broke up

I'm even more nervous around her jeez

I miss her *sobs*

I think I would be hated if I stated what one of my favorite games is