Today A Classmate Told Me I Look Like A Black Cat, And I Liked That So I Feel The Need To Document It

just watched the reign storm eps of danny phantom and Sam said something like "You did it. You saved the town." and i got intense gravity falls flashbacks

just tried pizza with pineapple for the first time and it was ok? yall are dramatic asf

oh i watched the fright before christmas yesterday

that one's my favourite now actually

I really really really really hate it when a character gets accused of something they didn't do with a bunch of evidence like i hate it, but in this ep the rhymes almost distracted me from that lol. i liked the rhymes

and all the ghosts having a christmas truce and working together was so cute like omg??? i love it when a hero teams up with their enemy haha

oh and ghostwriter's the coolest like

1. sick powers

2. sick outfit

3. valid crash out

4. kinda actually taught danny a lesson? like that was genuinely his goal instead of just beating him up for shits and giggles

i mean it's not cool that he broke the christmas truce i guess but danny was highkey being shitty like imagine just finally finishing a whole book only for some random kid to come over and destroy all your work like that?? and then not even feel bad abt it???

LOVED the rhymes

oh and i watched the secret weapon ep too it was nice. i love jazz.

also vlad should appear more often i love watching him get destroyed by a teenager. they should bully him more. the "no. not surprised." note was amazing

I SAW THE DIPPER CONSTELLATION TODAY!!!!!!!

Aah stars r so cool oml we were outside the city & it got dark so you could actually see them and woahhh

I looked up and saw the constellation and was like huh that's kinda familiar and then OMG GRAVITY FALLS REFERENCE

also night summer air smells so good wth??? might become my second fav smell after rain

i wanna take a bite out of the night sky it looks like it would taste good

also one white speck was like moving really fast it was prolly a plane or a satellite ?

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars

Finally done with this i guess but anyway i was actually done with it last class but when I came to class today my teacher just wasnt there like i couldn't find him at all i even checked the staff door thing but he was just gone and i didn't know what to do cuz i was done with this painting but i couldn't just go and start a different one cuz i didnt know which one and well it just seemed weird i guess??? So after like 7 minutes of standing awkwardly waiting for him i just got an easel and started working on this one again but i had like no idea what to do so i sorta just sat there for one and a half hours putting random strokes to look like I'm doing something and hoping i dont accidentally ruin it but then he came back and like i COULD just go up to him and say like hey yo im done with this, what do i do now but like at tht point i already accepted my fate. Oh and also while i was sitting there i kinda discovered that i talk to myself in my head? Like i don't know i guess i just never noticed before that i have conversations with myself mentally but cool that was fun . And about the easel things, i just googled the word for those and it kinda bothered me while i was in class that i didn't know what it was called but anyway the tiny little room everyone was painting in was like pretty densely packed(as in 4 people . It's like really small, not THAT small but the giant table in the middle takes up a lot of space ) so it was really awkward trying to get to 'my' spot first of all, and second, my seat was like really close to another girl's easel so i was just really really worried about accidentally leaning back too far and bonking my head on it so that was awkward. Also my shoulders are in absolute fucking pain right now.

Oh and when I was taking the picture I was in a hurry cuz everyone started packing and i didn't wanna stay in the way too long so it turned out crooked and at a weird angle. I knew it would be crooked when I was taking the photo, but damn i didn't think it would be THAT bad. My favourite part of this thing is probably the bottom right corner. Oh and the things on the like uhm . Wtf is it called. Basically the lamp and the things in the painting kept fucking moving every day i came there so like the lightning n all is very inconsistent on the weird wooden thing so thats annoying but whatever i guess. Not sure what I'm gonna be drawing next but i'll prolly go with gouache cause the watercolours stressed the hell out of me. Oh and speaking of watercolours, my dad said that im laying it too thick and it looks like gouache and that im using it wrong but like when I draw it too transparent it feels incomplete??? :'I so idk

Anyway thomas out, thank you for maybe reading

CAT

This shit lowkey focuses on everything but the damn cat it annoys me but whatevs. Also was taking this pic at home so I actually got an okay angle ahah

Anyway turns out I was also supposed to name this and like what??? Wtf do i call this thing??? Like it's just a cat sleeping on a keyboard 😞 I panicked and just wrote "Modern cats" on the back '-' it's shit i kinda hate that but like i had no other ides lol. Actually there was one, "The modernisation of cats" but i have no idea what the word modernisation means, i just liked how it sounds so i decided not to use it.

Anyway about the paining process, idk i just watched julian & friends and lethal company letsplays. When I was done with the pencil stuff i was thinking abt colouring it with watercolours but the details were kinda intimidating so i went with gouache but I had like no gouache left and i didnt feel like buying more so i found a pack of like ... at least 9 years old gouache cans and that paint was *SOLID* so I poured boiling water in it but that did literally nothing so i just gave up but turns out im just an impatient fuck cuz it was perfect the next day lol. Like it was better than my newest gouache pack.

Also I was drawing the lighting in here at random cuz i confused myself with the 'out of frame lamp light' and the laptop light so now it just looks weird but oh well. Lowkey hate how the cat and the background look like they were drawn in like ... different styles???? Like the cat was me putting random dots while everything else is me putting random lines but uh that one's not too bad i hope. Also made the outside in the window too light. Ooh speaking of the outside tho there were supposed to be tree branches in like .. the foreground??? of the window?? but by the time i was done with the windows i didn't feel like drawing them

Aaa and the earphones' wire is supposed to be chewed through but it kinda just looks like I accidentally painted over it with yellow??? I should've made the gap bigger lol.

But great now because of that window i wanna draw a night sky in a city which would make no sense i guess cuz in a city there are no fucking stars at all??? Like I know about light pollution and all, but I SWEAR there used to be at least some occasional stars?? Now I'm lucky if I see one. One time we went on a car trip at night, which we don't usually do, and the AMOUNT OF FUCKING STARS OUTSIDE THE CITY???? LIKE OH MY GOD????? THAT IS BEAUTIFUL. I really need to get out at some point just to stare at the sky ahah. Lowkey wanted to bleed out somewhere in a field lookign at the stars on that car trip. But like frfr I've painted stars a lot but it's like never enough. That reminds me of a thing i drew some months ago tho i might post it maybe? I'm just using this app to rant abt random shit and post the stuff i draw cuz it feels lowkey embarrassing to post it on my instagram ahah. Like ppl who actually know me would see that. That's just terrifying.

Also I'm not sure if you're supposed to lay gouache on that thick? It kinda feels like my art club teacher is avoiding me cuz like man always goes around giving pro tips and advice but never to me 😞 im lowkey unapproachable tho cuz for some reason when i was 12 i decided to just Not Socialise™ and people remember me like that so maybe it's that lol. I was lowkey dying on the inside when he was giving another student advice and it was basically "Do NOT do *everything I just did* EVER." like damn okay man

Anyway rant over, thank you for maybe reading. Jonathan out.

petition to call doctor x river timestream

also more doctor gossip apparently clinic n11 doesn't get days off on saturdays and sundays! and it's not even a private clinic, it's a government one so their pay is probably shit. there was more gossip but that was like yesterday i don't remember it anymore.

i just downloaded like 3gb of a show from a google docs link i found on reddit lmao

took me like 30 minutes to figure out how to actually open the episodes after downloading them but it works :D

Anyway just wanted to post this while it's still unfinished cuz i like the random faces. I don't really remember why exactly i drew them so it's sometimes fun looking at them and wondering what i was on. Already covered a few with the paint though, so they're lost forever now i guess. Rip🕊️

Also drew that vase quicker today? Like usually it takes me way longer cuz for some reason i try to get the colour just right and then it ends up like some weird muddy thing but this time i just dumped red n yellow and my dirty brush did the rest of the work lol.

<b> Oh and I need to talk about the chess club. </b> They are like in the same building, same rooms as the art club, cuz it's like all one big club together. And most of the students there(all of them) are little kids from ages 3-8. It's actually weirdly popular to send your kid to a chess club in our country ngl? But anyway, basically they're all kids, and we have a lot of fake fruits laying around. I might later just post a picture of the plastic apple with multiple bite marks all over it. There is not a single unmarked apple in here. The only vaguely food related prop that was safe were the coffee beans. Kinda weird cuz when i was a kid i always wanted to eat those. They looked like chocolate.

Ahah tried to put a bold font thing there, but I'm not sure if that's how it works on this app.