Paint Chipped Off In The Shape Of An Eye

finished this thing finally it was annoying

random ass items like that bread did NOT last, pretty sure the chess club always ate it so it was replaced with a new loaf every time i came? The eggs kept moving, at some point they disappeared. The wooden shoes thingies were a pain and i also drew one of them with the lights off cuz the other clubmates were doing something with a projector so then they turned the lights on and i got jumpscared lmao. Oh and the wheat and the metal curvy knife thing also moved a lot. Now that i look back on it tho the knife thing was like extremely rusty i prolly should've made it brown instead of vaguely blue. I like how the metal cup turned out tho! Kinda made me realise i should use more water cuz what the hell. Bread looks kinda moldy but it prolly was irl so that's accurate. It was actually way greener before i slightly changed the colours last minute.

I did NOT like painting the eggs. The colours were so off and the shadows were so weird and the shape was a pain but it turned out okay i think.

Ugh i need gouache paintbrushes. Like at home i only have watercolor ones and it's a pain using gouache with those. At the club obvi there are all the brushes you need tho lol

My volume button on my phone is broken. It's annoying.

Metal cup's my fav part here. White cloth least fav.

Also the photo's kinda shitty it's all a bit blurred oof.

ugh everything is so gross right now eggs are gross soup is gross noodles are gross wtf am i supposed to eat q-q

i dress way too casual for events 😞 like why is everyone here wearing blazers and formal dresses while i'm accidentally matching fits with a 9 year old boy?

I SAW THE DIPPER CONSTELLATION TODAY!!!!!!!

Aah stars r so cool oml we were outside the city & it got dark so you could actually see them and woahhh

I looked up and saw the constellation and was like huh that's kinda familiar and then OMG GRAVITY FALLS REFERENCE

also night summer air smells so good wth??? might become my second fav smell after rain

i wanna take a bite out of the night sky it looks like it would taste good

also one white speck was like moving really fast it was prolly a plane or a satellite ?

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars

yeah so today i forgot that the human body does in fact need food to function so i was just sitting at the art club praying i dont faint or something lol

oh no tucker slavery and dictatorship is bad

right lol i just watched like 4 eps of dp it was nice

danny n val were so cute in flirting with disaster like might be my fav ship so far. i just like their vibes and all the identity stuff going on. also val got a winx transformation hell yeah. i like the black belt martial arts badass vigilante x some dude dynamic too haha. val's new suit is kinda meh tho, the old one was cuter. i think i just don't like how her face is like, visible in the new one. like i get that it makes showing her expressions easier but she just looked really cool with the faceless evil helmet

sam is cool, i like sam

ngl with the name 'micro management' i thought it would be a jazz episode, but instead it had that guy. he's eh, bullies suck. sometimes he has his good moments but like the whole asshole thing really overshadows them.

i hope that fuckass creep prince guy died or something. double died. like why is bro looking for a bride in a SCHOOL. welp dorathea overthrew him so that's cool. dorathea is a sick name, don't know if i'm spelling it right tho. sam looked sick riding a dragon in that outfit

don't you just hate it when your bffs aren't listening to you so now you gotta become a tyrant and enslave the whole school and make them build the sphynx

lol i hated that episode just because of the embarrassment like damn. i get why tucker was mad abt nobody listening to him tho that looked annoying.

'who the hell is wes'

killed me. also from what i know wes is like a fandom-wide oc, i guess this is how he got his name? lmao

ooh next ep is called 'masters of all time' sounds fun, i like time related stuff

eugh i should really watch the new mlb season im falling behind

oh i watched the fright before christmas yesterday

that one's my favourite now actually

I really really really really hate it when a character gets accused of something they didn't do with a bunch of evidence like i hate it, but in this ep the rhymes almost distracted me from that lol. i liked the rhymes

and all the ghosts having a christmas truce and working together was so cute like omg??? i love it when a hero teams up with their enemy haha

oh and ghostwriter's the coolest like

1. sick powers

2. sick outfit

3. valid crash out

4. kinda actually taught danny a lesson? like that was genuinely his goal instead of just beating him up for shits and giggles

i mean it's not cool that he broke the christmas truce i guess but danny was highkey being shitty like imagine just finally finishing a whole book only for some random kid to come over and destroy all your work like that?? and then not even feel bad abt it???

LOVED the rhymes

oh and i watched the secret weapon ep too it was nice. i love jazz.

also vlad should appear more often i love watching him get destroyed by a teenager. they should bully him more. the "no. not surprised." note was amazing

CAT

This shit lowkey focuses on everything but the damn cat it annoys me but whatevs. Also was taking this pic at home so I actually got an okay angle ahah

Anyway turns out I was also supposed to name this and like what??? Wtf do i call this thing??? Like it's just a cat sleeping on a keyboard 😞 I panicked and just wrote "Modern cats" on the back '-' it's shit i kinda hate that but like i had no other ides lol. Actually there was one, "The modernisation of cats" but i have no idea what the word modernisation means, i just liked how it sounds so i decided not to use it.

Anyway about the paining process, idk i just watched julian & friends and lethal company letsplays. When I was done with the pencil stuff i was thinking abt colouring it with watercolours but the details were kinda intimidating so i went with gouache but I had like no gouache left and i didnt feel like buying more so i found a pack of like ... at least 9 years old gouache cans and that paint was *SOLID* so I poured boiling water in it but that did literally nothing so i just gave up but turns out im just an impatient fuck cuz it was perfect the next day lol. Like it was better than my newest gouache pack.

Also I was drawing the lighting in here at random cuz i confused myself with the 'out of frame lamp light' and the laptop light so now it just looks weird but oh well. Lowkey hate how the cat and the background look like they were drawn in like ... different styles???? Like the cat was me putting random dots while everything else is me putting random lines but uh that one's not too bad i hope. Also made the outside in the window too light. Ooh speaking of the outside tho there were supposed to be tree branches in like .. the foreground??? of the window?? but by the time i was done with the windows i didn't feel like drawing them

Aaa and the earphones' wire is supposed to be chewed through but it kinda just looks like I accidentally painted over it with yellow??? I should've made the gap bigger lol.

But great now because of that window i wanna draw a night sky in a city which would make no sense i guess cuz in a city there are no fucking stars at all??? Like I know about light pollution and all, but I SWEAR there used to be at least some occasional stars?? Now I'm lucky if I see one. One time we went on a car trip at night, which we don't usually do, and the AMOUNT OF FUCKING STARS OUTSIDE THE CITY???? LIKE OH MY GOD????? THAT IS BEAUTIFUL. I really need to get out at some point just to stare at the sky ahah. Lowkey wanted to bleed out somewhere in a field lookign at the stars on that car trip. But like frfr I've painted stars a lot but it's like never enough. That reminds me of a thing i drew some months ago tho i might post it maybe? I'm just using this app to rant abt random shit and post the stuff i draw cuz it feels lowkey embarrassing to post it on my instagram ahah. Like ppl who actually know me would see that. That's just terrifying.

Also I'm not sure if you're supposed to lay gouache on that thick? It kinda feels like my art club teacher is avoiding me cuz like man always goes around giving pro tips and advice but never to me 😞 im lowkey unapproachable tho cuz for some reason when i was 12 i decided to just Not Socialise™ and people remember me like that so maybe it's that lol. I was lowkey dying on the inside when he was giving another student advice and it was basically "Do NOT do *everything I just did* EVER." like damn okay man

Anyway rant over, thank you for maybe reading. Jonathan out.

oh and i eavesdropped on some medical gossip today. apparently the workers at clinic n6 got a 115k bonus this march, while my doctors only got 23k. And clinic n3 got like 209k, and they say their bonuses get higher and higher every year?

This is the first time I've experienced a fic getting deleted AS I WAS READING IT 🥲