Life has lost meaning. Life has lost purpose. I'm so lost and numb without you. I can't do this anymore.
I don't want to feel anything anymore. It's just too much. Please make it stop.
I will always be so fucking angry for what they turned me into
I‘m a burden for everyone. I’m even a burden to myself.
It feels like no matter who I mirror, no matter how hard I try to please people, no matter how nice I try to be— no one fucking likes me enough to stay or just return my energy equally. It’s so exhausting but I keep trying and trying to get this love and attention but it’s not sticking.
don't present androgynously
use "binary" pronouns in any capacity
identify partially with a binary gender
have a "gendered" name
don't experience body dysmorphia
don't experience gender dysphoria
DO experience gender dysphoria/body dysmorphia but aren't sure what gender or body would suit them
just experience body/gender apathy instead
can't be open about their gender identity yet
you're all absolutely valid.
don't ever feel like you're "not nonbinary enough" because you absolutely are! 💖
my mind is blank, disconnected, numb, but my chest hurts so bad, i want to tear it open and crush that disgusting unworthy heart.
All I do is rot in bed, have breakdowns, ugly cry, fuck shit up, get drunk and cut myself. what a life (and it's all my fault, isn't it)
IM ??? GOING INSANE
When eating does anyone else feel like throwing up as soon as the food touches your tongue? Especially when it comes to meat?