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*walks into tumblr like it’s an old western-style bar*

“howdy partner… you know anything about… kagerou project?”

YOU. YOU GOT ME INTO KENSAE AFTER YOUR FANFICS

I came to tumblr to search a bit more after reading everything and I found you😭

I'M SO HONOURED 🥹🥹🥹

I haven't hyperfixated on kensae in a while, but please feel free to reach out to me about them! they are always being microwaved in the back of my head

(plus, you know... I have quite a few unfinished fics + a fanart stash if you're interested in more content 😏)

disjointed yi sang ramble (canto iv spoilers kind of):

okay I know chapter 4 isn't over yet BUT I can't stop thinking about how the big 000 ids for gregor and sinclair in their chapters (and tbh I think this can be applied to rime shank rodya as well) have them conforming to what people expect of/want from them while yi sang just. Becomes Dongbaek because he no longer has a place in her world and she has no place in his... all they have is the sweet-smelling sense of nostalgia...

it reminds me a lot of this passage from the wings:

additionally, while I think the entire league embodies the wife character to some extent, the direct moments of conflict where she lashes out feel the most. dongbaek to me. also interesting to note that she's the only league member he's been able to properly Fight so far.

also, since this rant was inspired by his new id: "once all these flowers have been stained red only then will "I" bloom as well" to me reads as him trying to destroy his past in an effort to regain his sense of self. hm.

also also I find the fragrance aspect of the bloom ego so interesting when you consider that the protag in the wings sniffs his wife's perfume to remember her....

I am trying to piece together a dark world timeline (pre-chapter 1) for a fic I’m writing, based mostly on which darkners from chapters 1 & 2 know each other, and my brain is Starting To Hurt

So far I have:

- King and Queen lived together (potentially ex-partners?) in the card castle sometime before Lancer came into existence (hence why Lancer doesn’t seem to recognise Queen)

- King had Jevil as his court jester and Seam as his court magician

- The cyber world already existed before Queen began ruling there, hence Addisons and the like

- Queen met Tasque Manager in the cyber world, took her back to the card castle (hence how Tasque Manager met Jevil)

- The Addisons, upon learning of card castle, started periodically visiting that world, peddling their shit there since the darkners in that world would be less familiar with their intentions

- Through this, Spamton met Jevil (cut some stuff about their relationship because it’s not relevant to this post)

- Jevil comes in contact with Gaster; this is around the time King and Queen’s relationship deteriorates

- Queen leaves card castle, taking Tasque Manager and every other cyber world inhabitant with her

- Jevil is locked up

- Insert Lancer here????

don’t ask why the turning to stone thing isn’t mentioned because I genuinely Do Not Know how these characters would’ve interacted Otherwise

feel free to point out any Glaring Errors, chapter 1 is a blur to me even after replaying and scouring the wiki has been uhhh. Less Than Helpful (I’m probably just dense lol)

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oh yeah, I saw that one! I've been considering applying, it looks really good :D

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doodle request 2 (Meursault's head and hair is surprisingly hard to draw)

Welcome to own-mp5's late night rables (it's currently almost 2 am as I'm writing this)

> You know, I once mentioned to a friend about how I really do not want Frau Eva to exist in limbus, but the thing is it's not because of the whole "loving her" thing sinclair goes through, more so the illiteracy of the fanbase handling this plot-point if it ever happened, because people already cannot handle the fact that he's an adult in here but then having a character that sinclair claims to "love", even though he clearly loves the motherly affection given by her, something that he lost by growing up too soon. The entire book has him yearning for Demian every once in a while and it's so blaitantly obvious that if you'd read between the lines that he's supressing those thoughts and feelings (especially if you've read his dreams those were sure something) he's not beating the gay allegations is all I'm saying. But I'm sure some people will miss the mark on it and claim that his affection towards Frau Eva is romantic.

> On a related but also unrelated note I actually do not believe Frau Eva will be a character in game mainly because the whole worlds development and stuff feels way to disconnected for it to have her as a character, which now that I'm typing this out makes me think of the line in towsg sinclairs uptie story where Faust is described as a "mother bird" in a sense, which could alure that the people around him are the representation of that maternal love he craves. I wonder how limbus will handle the book from here on out because Kromers stuff was just barely 3 chapters....

Anyways all I'm saying is I do not want people to get the wrong idea orz

*clutching head* rodya and meursault would have such a good dynamic actually

I wonder if rodya would initially see meursault's indifference as like. a simpler version of her own feigned carefreeness and as a deliberate attempt to place himself as an outsider... only to realise that No, he really Is just Like That. and then she gets annoyed because it turns out that people who don't care about anything don't seem to be any fun.

(ofc he does actually care about a lot of things, just not necessarily his grander place in the world lol)

idk. nihilism vs absurdism. fun duo 👍 rodya would find meursault's genuine comfort with being a speck of dust in the universe baffling, while he would probably find her desire to assert her own importance pointless, but they could probably bond over little things like their shared desire to live in the present and appreciation of/indulgence in earthly joys. and meursault would probably listen if rodya wants to rant about anything without asking any uncomfortable questions. I think they could appreciate each other's presence.

me when I paste the insane ramble I pre-wrote into the tags of my tumblr post and tumblr doesn't tell me I've exceeded the tag limit so when I hit post half my points are cut off and I look like a fucking Fool