Hehehehehe (points at you) GAY!!!!!!!
no you!!!
SO WHAT IF YOU CAN SEE ๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅTHE DARKEST SIDE OF ME๐ฉธ๐ฉธ๐ฉธ๐บ๐บ๐ฉธ๐บ๐บ๐ฉธ๐ฉธ๐ฉธ๐ฉธ๐ฉธ๐ฉธ๐ฉธ๐ฉธ๐บ๐ฉธNO ONE WILL EVER CHANGE THIS ANIMAL I HAVE BECOME๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ๐ฅ๐ธ๐ฅ๐ธ๐ฅ๐ธ๐ฅ๐ธ๐ฅ๐ธ๐ฅ๐ธ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ธ๐ฅHELP ME BELIEVE ๐๐๐๐๐๐ITS NOT THE REAL ME๐บ๐บ๐บ๐บ๐บ๐บ๐บ๐บ๐บ๐บ๐บSOMEBODY HELP ME TAME THIS ANIMAL I HAVE BECOME๐ฅฉ๐บ๐ฉธ๐ฅฉ๐บ๐ฉธ๐ฉธ๐บ๐ฉธ๐ฉธ๐ฅฉ๐บ๐ฉธ๐ฉธ๐บ๐ฉธ๐บ๐ฉธ๐ฉธ๐ฉธ๐ฉธ๐บ
no no no
motherfucker ate all my crabby cakes
So I haven't been posting here much, admittedly I've been keeping my paws of social media for awhile to save my sanity. Not to mention tumblr no longer works on my phone, just endlessly crashes. Alas! No tumblr on my phone??? What should I do??? Pick up a healthy habit? ACK!
Either way, I told my followers and discord members I'd start posting little update blogs and since tumblr was where I'd originally done so, I'll keep it up.
What Has Danny Been Up To..?
Well mostly writing, editing, writing, work, editing, hiding from life, writing writing writing... A bit of drawing too but right now I feel like my art is just a tool for my writing. You get the picture.
I've been updating the Playbooks, refining them a tad more to feel more like my day dreamy visions while also tightening up wording and mechanics. I'm not sure how tight they'll be considering I love me a floaty soft rule, but I want the common cat to read it and get it. I think I'm having fun with it again, which is good.
Admittedly I hardcore procrastinated on working on the Kittypet and Rogue Playbooks. I felt a hard wall of... Burn out? Terror? Stagnation? Not sure, but I remember feeling like writing was not where I wanted to put my energy. Got this bad thing where, if I don't want to, I WONT.
I think what was stopping me was the social media attention. I felt stressed but amazed by all the eyes it was getting. Its good, so many people are inspired. But with people comes critique, envy, odd treatment, and other funny emotional things.
Man. How do you handle all that? Especially with the prospect it may only grow? Well in my case, feel embarrassed and guilty for not being grateful. Then sit in a bathtub till the water grows cold looking at messy notes about a cat using their cuteness to blow up the bad guy, followed with "Or smth idk." Great! Good notes.
But those days have waned and now I'm back on the horse, smile on my face and keyboard loudly clacking.
I think I just finally told myself "This is a hobby you do for fun, so if you're not having fun you can take a break." gave myself permission. If you need to hear that too, then hear it. Anyways though--
Ritualists are getting the biggest revamp so far, if you were curious. Though its nothing supremely crazy.
Croweye
New Moon has ended its filming! The game for me, is officially over. It was the first game I ever completed as a GM. If you take a look through this blog you will see just how LONG it lasted. Not to mention my poor players went through every mechanic change under the sun.
Looking back at those old posts were what made me want to go back and write the occasional update blog. I'm honestly proud of my friends and I, and how far we've all come. I really couldn't have done it without a group of goof balls making the ugliest gingerbread cookies ever.
New Moon's final episode will be released to the public either late April or the beginning of May. I plan to slow my videos to once a month ideally after the last episode is posted, because I'm working on another project already and I want it to be good.
Buttermoss & the Torch
I can't say much, but it's the next campaign to be recorded. Its what is presently eating up my note books, sketch books, media intake, and I have only told two people about it. Truly about it. Its driving me nuts because I have such a clear vision, the things I have so far are AWESOME. The things I have planned are ambitious, but they make me smile. I want to challenge myself a little. I probably shouldn't say much else though.
I promised myself I wouldn't let it slip. So you're just gonna have to wait.
I do plan on leaving clues when it gets time to release the project. But I am going to pre-record several episodes and edit them before they ever see the light of day. So you'll all have to wait for awhile lol.
Next Time
I do want to go more in-depth about why I made certain changes to the playbooks, but I've gotten pretty good at just being tight lipped so, next time. Thanks for your patience and interest.
Morningstar
Cats for a project, and Kat forโฆ. Uh
you're laughing
skizz has an arrow in his dick and you're laughing