"u Look Tired" Dawg I'm Going Insane

Live or die; life or death; Should I kill myself or make myself a coffee?

Is it even possible for someone to love someone like me?

One of the saddest, hardest moments of your life will be when you are crying and screaming to the world pleading for a sign.

A sign that you should stay alive for one more day, maybe a couple of days.

But that sign doesn’ t come. You stare at your phone thinking maybe someone will answer or someone will text you asking if you’re okay. You search endlessly for some reason to stay alive but you can’t find any.

That is probably the most heartbreaking moment when you can’t find any reason to stay alive when you need it most because you suddenly feel all this pain and you feel more alone than you’ve ever felt in your entire life.

That moment will break you and I don’t wish it on even my worst enemies.

I genuinely think there’s something so irrevocably wrong with me that no matter how hard I try to recover and distract myself with good people and nice things I will never be able to escape it

unfortunately for the both of us, i really like you

never being anyone’s best friend or the most important person in anyone’s life, ever, can really fuck you up emotionally

a little comic about missing major milestones, feelings of inadequacy, fear of failure, and the brain worms of it all

I am so tired and burnt out, I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore

bpd feels like you’re constantly begging for affection because normal amounts of affection doesn’t feel like enough

I just want to be important, too.