I Am DEAD I Just Had Track Practice And Then A Basketball Game, And Then Another Basketball Game I Volunteered

im bored so guess my current elective and the one im trying to get into next year

here are all the electives:

-teachers assistant

-ceramics

-art

-economics

cooking

-yearbook

-Spanish

-Chinese

-student government

-robotics

-smart people science

-band

people saying my younger sibling looks like me?? is that a...rumble fish reference???

Please donate for me. We are suffering greatly and cannot find food. Everything is expensive. Please help me. 🙏🥺https://gofund.me/f5feb1bb

please help them if you can!!

why is arguing with conventionally attractive people so humiliating?? like I will be arguing online with someone about an issue im passionate about but when I check their profile and see that they're very conventionally attractive I feel a wave of nausea and shame. I don't fully get why because i dont get into arguments if im not confident that im right. My guess is that it has more to do with the fact that them being easy on the eyes means that they already naturally have a better chance at people being on their side before the arguments are even made. I dont know I've been doing well lately but I also feel very isolated. I dont think im ugly or anything but im not very good looking either, I have a shitty, hard to like personality, and im trans. The three of those things combined make me feel very separated from those around me. I am going very off topic and kind of just rambling like I do in conversation (which I've been told isn't conversation if youre rambling but anyway) but I dont know. I am usually very confident in my arguments and beliefs but I wish that didnt waver as much as it does when I encounter someone who is attractive or likable.

yall dont understand how badly I NEED to see the outsiders musical I watched 2 outsiders musical videos and I haven't even watched clips of the musical but im already so UEANKS im incapable of sitting still

gang am I stupid I dont get the Mark (that was then, this is now) slander I saw Bryon as being in the wrong

do I just not have media literacy?? I dont get some of the mark hate I dont think he did much wrong other than being rude to cathy but also I read the book in segments that were a bit far apart and might need to reread it. the drug thing SEEMED justified and I liked mark

#thatwasthenthisisnow #mark #help

average conversation with me and my friends (dont ask how long the first part goes for)

also the randy thing is a reference to when our class had a mock trial and I was randy

it was v fun and I started chasing around the girl playing ponyboy and threatening to drown her (lovingly)

(yes I did get the tying up part from kyuru)

why is it that I notice the slightest changes in my friends behavior and use that to come to the conclusion that they hate me but then mess up on social cues that are apparently obvious

update I told my step mom and she js tried to rrecommend an autism diagnosis for getting that excited about it

GUYS we are in CRISIS my legs hurt so much from track jumps and basketball yesterday that I couldn't even kick my feet while watching outsiders musical clips

istg if i here ONE more person at my school make a 6'7 joke im actually going to start throwing bricks at people