We took the time. So much of it when we could have been doing.
But instead, we chose intimacy first. Time. Spent. Wisely. Learning
Just how much, and how far. How many and how much you believed you could.
What excites you. What scares you and yet still calls, now that you know fantasies happen.
And now, that time behind you, I know just how far to take you, and a bit beyond.
I love it when one of my poems from my deleted blog finds me!
and then you find yourself in that moment of madness when you not sure whether to pull away or press closer, the pain pleasure, and the pleasure pain. Mad love.
It's the knowing. The certainty. That you will. That you want to. No, need to, move from fantasy to reality, anything, anything at all, to please me.
There is a point, after the first one, the line crossed, the fantasy lived, your spirit and body pushed past what you imagined you would ever do.
There is a moment, when you are in my arms in the afterward, that you realize what you have done, and that you have become that rarity, a woman who is willing to live what you want, take it, be taken, the first border breached and you realize
that the first wall is always the hardest, and the next one, and oh yes, there will be a next one, is inevitable, for you are not the same woman as you were. And never will be again.
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If you have ever been pushed past what you thought were your boundaries sexually, you know.
Surrendering involves trust, fear, a discomfort as you are exposed further than you ever expected when you began this journey.
The Simple Truth
The simple truth is that you are beautiful. Always have been. Always will be. Perhaps none have seen it, too busy with their egos and fears, but that does not change what you are, only how you see yourself.
So let me capture you, with cameras and words, with the soft touch of a lover and the confidence of a man who knows the truth.
The simple truth. You are beautiful.
I cannot get enough of you. Not for a lack of trying. Not for a lack of pushing you into your imagination where dreams and fantasies become, yes, real. Not for a lack of desire, which somehow only grows each time you are moved beyond what you believed possible. There are more ways to render you helplessly loved than one lifetime can hold; not that I won't try. And try again, slave to your moans and screams and the look of love in your eyes afterwards. Ah, that look. I cannot get enough.
By Now
By now you should know. Never say you are mine to do with unless you mean it.
Ah, the time I will take with you. Your arms tied high. Your legs spread. Dressed in nothing but heels and a collar. Teetering. Exposed. Unsure where you are, only that for the next few hours, every square inch of your body will be touched. At times softly. At times roughly. Your body mine, and by the time I am sated, your soul as well.
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