Guess What I Got Given Today

I'm feeling good about myself today, so here's somethings I've done;

I made some tasty food, though I only have one picture to show I also made some bread today which was delicious.

I painted the album cover for "hot shot" by Shaggy, I'm very happy with how it turned out and I'm really glad I traced his face to get it right.

I got back into working out

I did homework, it's not like it was hard but it's still an accomplishment

I finished an anime and I'm excited for the next season

I finally finished watching the Les Miserables stage concert, the movie is musically terrible but the stage concert sounded very good.

I did laundry, I've been ignoring my laundry a bit recently and it got out of hand.

The ticket is always blank

I feel as though life has been passing me by

It feels like I'm at a train station

Watching the trains pass

Wonder which one was mine

It's hearing a busker's guitar, calm peaceful

We stand their in our own melancholic solitude

Not daring to look up

Buried in our own self doubt

It's watching clouds roll over blue skies

It's watching the seconds tick

Waiting for the clock to fall

And my body to decay

It was laying in the grass

Trying to become a bug

It was standing in the rain

To become a puddle

I think of these things

These thoughts of death that plague my brain

I watch another train go by

The next one, I think,

I'll get on

Sometimes I remember that there was a little boy who thinks I'm really cool.

Maybe I'm the over dramatic problem.

Episode 1: Ouchie

me to everyone i meet: chill, it'll be fine! take care <3

me to myself: you walking disaster.

Me at the beginning of the school year: I fucking hate the guys they're so transphobic, I don't feel safe at school. Atleast the girls are nice..

Me now: screw the guys, the girls are assholes. You're not the fucking victim here you prick. Don't try to tell me to "Stop being so negative" I will break your fucking ankles. YOU SAID GAY BEST FRIEND LIKE IT WAS A GOOD THING??? unironically too, wtf. And I suppose Im sorry for being a little stingy when you asked if my pronouns were they/them, you almost gave me fucking anxiety attack over that. (Props to ya use they/them, that's super cool and prolly really sexy) I've been out for the past two to three years and you've only properly met me and been introduced to me after I came out, my pronouns have been he/him for a long while. And don't think about "how could I be homophobic if my uncle is trans"

I'm genuinely astonished you weren't paying attention enough to get transphobic and homophobic right. Also that's got the same energy as "how can I be racist? I have a black friend." Like what made you think that's an intelligent answer?

She's lucky for ta couple things. One, that I have restraint and have worked on my anger management since last year. And two, that I got too stressed to even bring it up to a teacher. The thought of having to explain how someone is being mean to me makes me feel like I'm going to cry, and I don't like that.

Sometimes I like making shit memes

Morning was brutally cold and I didn't want to get up. The day ended up being just fine though, and now I'm working on homework and watching an Australian YouTuber openly rant about smear campaigns launched by the press on him. It's very entertaining. I had to make up a test and I'm going to start reading Looking For Alaska tomorrow. I have to practice some music still but I'll finish my math first. Thankfully it's not too hard.

Have fun folks!

My family has this habit, or are developing one, of naming our dogs after characters in greek mythology. Our cousin's Pomeranian is named Zeus, my dog is aptly name Perseus and my grandma is planning on getting a lazier Love-Bug type dog and is going to name it Hermes.