I’ve Come To The Realization That No One Is Ever Gonna Love Me

Maybe if I had done something differently. (C.B) (6.14.17)

Time for change

Idk

Dislocated my jaw twice and could have found with acid like ketchup and pineapple for about three days after my tongue was exhausted

the road trip year

when you see me posting with a motorcycle that means Im looking for a passenger to ride with me 2023 is going to be fun im going anywhere I want (away from Yellowstone)

I love everything  so fucking much i love people even the shitty ones  that. having that kind of  love and no one wants or believes you care       no one wants to be there with you.    that is bad and yet this is not  so terrible. so  and you would ask what is  terrible Not Knowing What It Feels Like To Be Loved finding out that every hug your mom ever gave you was lie finding that you are alone and no one cares and your heart tries to stop beating but has to anyway  by the time someone does show you any love you dont know how to accept it because you cant tell if its real or if its because you have something someone wants to take from you and after a while your so lonely you dont care you pretend to be loved and all the while you know your dead inside

The1-sith

Girlfriend: you ordered that for her

Me: you said give her whatever she wanted.

Gf: WTF were you thinking

Me: thank God we don't have to have the sex talk with her she seems pretty woke for her age good job super mom

who wants to go stargazing with me on april 26th and watch the pink full moon? i'll let you hold my hand

Working up the courage to go sniff her butt

And hold her down playfully