Remembering When I Was Younger, Before I Found Shifting, I Used To Ask Myself Why The Shows I Watched

so soft it hurts

Been using it for like 2 months now?? Maybe longer but I use it a lot so I got pretty used to the meanings and stuff ✨

I got my first oracle deck today!!! It’s the seasons of the witch Ostara Oracle deck! I’m so excited

I’ve been listening to afterlife nonstop, shifting to devil may cry ✌🏾

                       ✦ ㅤ.ㅤ﹙ 𝓼𝐡𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐎𝐎𝟏 ﹚ㅤ.ㅤ ౨౿

           ┆ credits to @withluvvenus for this v fun activity ( ≧ᗜ≦)

          ⋮ 𝐈. 𝒶𝖿𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗅𝗂𝖿𝖾 . . . ♪ 𝙚𝙫𝙖𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙘𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚

          ─ first off omgie peak song ,,,, it’s sooooo good           ooooough & it totally reminds me of my canon aot dr

          i think it speaks to how i felt when it came to light that           there exists an entire world outside the walls , that me &           every eldian in paradis were lied to because of one man           that decided to wipe the memory of everyone against           their will ૮꒰ྀི  -᷄  -᷅ ꒱ྀིა sooo heavy on the lyrics if we don't           die here we'll always be haunted // i feel the panic and           everyone watching lie to me // we've all been used and           sold out truth for a sick fantasy ,, like apart from the veil           being lifted from my eyes , the first lyric also describes           how i feel abt being a scout in general LOLLL it's a very           harrowing job to have , knowing nine times out of ten           when the scouts leave the walls in we'll come back           with far fewer members than we left with (𖦹﹏𖦹;)

          & if i were to go a little further back , it also reminds me           of the whoooole betrayal with the marleyans in paradis           ꒰ reiner , annie , bertholdt ꒱ & the first verse is sooooo apt           for them , especially the lyrics you build your walls , but           can’t forget the hate you hide bc despite the friends           they made in paradise they ultimately just have one goal

           ⋮ 𝐈𝐈. 𝓃𝖾𝖾𝖽𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗉𝗂𝗇𝗌 . . . ♪ 𝙙𝙚𝙛𝙩𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨

          ─ *keels over* uuughgurghejhaszg save me           rock bandﾉduo dr with eren 。˚⊹(𖦹_𖦹)〣

          ummmmm obvi this song reminds me of my rock band           dr i concocted up a while back with me and eren and yah           . . . ໒꒰ྀི › ៸៸៸៸ ‹ ꒱ྀི১ literally every single lyric is so this dr to me           i srsly cannawt even listen to it the same anymore           without feeling a little bit flustered LMAOOOAJSFJAJHS           the lyrics tune everyone out in the crowd , cause now           it’s just me and you IS SOOOO HOW MY DRSELF           FEELS LITERALLY ANYTIME EREN & I HAVE LIKE A           SHOW BC I’M SOOOOOO MESMERIZED BY HIM AND           HIS EFFORTLESSLY COOL STAGE PRESENCE AND           AUUHGHGHEJRHGJ

          sorry i get so shy even thinking abt this dr i dunno what           else to say ,,,, it’s so over my gosh (⸝⸝⸝╸﹏╺⸝⸝⸝)

          ⋮ 𝐈𝐈𝐈. 𝒾𝗌 𝗂𝗍 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝗒𝗈𝗎 ? . . . ♪ 𝙡𝙤𝙖𝙩𝙝𝙚

          ─ omgomgomg this is actually my ffxvi dr 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

          it reminds me of when i see clive again for the first           time in a reaaally long time of thinking he’s six feet           under after the rosfield castle was infiltrated and           subsequently burned down ໒꒰ྀི ó﹏ò。꒱ྀིა went literally           through the rest of my childhood being told he’s dead ,           saw for myself what little remnants were left of the castle           i held so many dear memories in , only to be met with           what i first assumed was a literal ghost of him randomly           one evening in an inn i was staying at for the night on my           way back home from a brief leisurely travel almost a           decade and a half later ꩜﹏꩜ uuufffffff very angsty song           for a very angsty reconnecting LOLLLL

           ⋮ 𝐈𝓥. 𝓎𝗈𝗎 𝗆𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖿𝗎𝗇 . . . ♪ 𝙛𝙡𝙚𝙚𝙩𝙬𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙢𝙖𝙘

          ─ a song that soooooo reminds me of my fantasy dr           relationship with me and my favourite knight bahahdsjaf

          it took a really , really , reeeeeaalllyyy long time for me to           even admit to myself that like omgie . . . you're actually ,           truly in love with him huh. . . . bc of the whole frowned           upon nature of what those feelings would mean in the           context of the very formal relationship i have with him ,, if           they were true . not to mention the whole societal           backlash i think i’m sure to receive if anyone were to ever           find out abt my innermost feelings for him bc in the           history of the monarchy in my kingdom that sort of           relationship has never ever happened ꒰ or at least it was           not publicized LOLLLLL ꒱ like it had me waking up in           cold sweats after dreaming abt him , taking actual           copium in the midst of of trying to calm my racing heart           like “ that meant nothing at all omg !!! like you dont even           fw him that heavy stop it !!!!!!! " but once i come to accept           those strange feelings ,,,,,, that ensues the whole “ you           make loving fun “ aspect of our relationship ꒰ &&&&& it’s           made so much more yummy bc he mirrors the same           sentiments hheheehejhfsjd ꒱ & i'm such a hopeless           romantic in this dr ꒰ who’s surprised . . . ꒱ so i get a lot of           joy with the whole "star-crossed lovers"-esque nature of           things , like sneaking around just to steal a kiss , longing           stares , hushed whispers shared in the dead of night with           nothing but the moon witness to your affections           oouuughghhghg ૮꒰ྀི⊃⸝ ⸝ ⸝⊂꒱ྀིა

          ⋮ 𝓥. 𝒾 𝗋𝖾𝗆𝖾𝗆𝖻𝖾𝗋 𝗒𝗈𝗎 . . . ♪ 𝙢𝙖𝙨𝙖𝙮𝙤𝙨𝙝𝙞 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙖𝙣𝙖𝙠𝙖

          ─ zeeeero lyrics on this one but ’tis my genshin dr           foooooor sure 🤭

          the general vibe of it reminds me of my genshin drself so           much !!! it’s such a dreamy song uff i love this song & i           love my genshin dr 🙂‍↕️ it’s like one of the songs i think of           my genshin drself being the personification of ꒰ ignore           the fact that it is nawt on my genshin drself song pairing           list . . . (ᵕ—ᴗ—) my excuse is that i literally only found out           abt it a few days ago !!! ꒱

Thought daughters after finding out their thoughts do shape reality:

Does anybody wanna shift to sakamoto days 👀

Up at 5am rn

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I made a new dmc dr where I’m with Vergil instead but I’m caught by DARKCOM and get questioned and talk to Dante and then I somehow either get out or make a deal with them 👍🏾

man this aesthetic shit isn't built for me, y'all not getting a new layout til next year 💔

things you could be doing and still shift:

being awake. being asleep. being half-asleep. being tired. being overstimulated. being underwhelmed. being mad. being sad. being bored. being blank. being burnt out. being busy. being lazy. being confused. being impatient. being scared. being sick. being numb. being annoyed. being full of doubt. being full of rage. being full of nothing. not scripting. not visualising. not believing. not trying. trying too hard. changing your mind mid-shift. not knowing which dr to pick. not having a method. switching methods mid-process. switching drs mid-process. falling asleep during a method. forgetting what you were doing halfway through. remembering after six hours and shrugging. affirming once. affirming a thousand times. not affirming at all. listening to music. scrolling your phone. crying. laughing. spacing out. spacing in. eating. walking. sitting. lying down. standing around. zoning out in class. working. not working. having an existential crisis. having a regular tuesday. thinking "this isn't working." thinking "whatever." forgetting about shifting entirely. remembering randomly. being at your mental best. being at your mental worst.

being literally any type of way. still shifting.