My Mental State

I'm gonna kms

sarah nelson being a charlie spring lovebot

what if I am my own misery

- j (x)

my mind is blank, disconnected, numb, but my chest hurts so bad, i want to tear it open and crush that disgusting unworthy heart.

I'm okay (I promise)

(hung out w my best friend)

i think the worst part about bpd no one talks about is being self aware. being aware of it doesnt make it any better, if anything it makes it worse because of how frustrating it is. like i know that what im doing is a symptom, but i still cannot stop myself from doing it. yes, it does make me feel absolutely ridiculous that my entire mood and well-being depends on whether you say 'ok' or 'okay', but i literally do not have a choice.

my ear is eating me

june and day really said: enemies to friends to lovers to strangers to lovers

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